Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
migayle ocuaman Aug 2019
May your glass be ever full,
May the roof over your head be always strong,
And may you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I brought you a flower
Which resembles my feelings for you
Take a good care of it
Don't let it wither
For I,
Was Dying,
And these flower,
Is my last gift to you.

Because flower,
Although one day they wither,
A same flower will arose,
Just like how my feeling is for you
migayle ocuaman Sep 2019
you saw her smile glow so bright
you stare in such daze and delight
my heart that sings a beat aloud:
you lover her, you do
as she passes among the crowd
fills your soul with such blaze
such a sight to be praised
yet it's not enough, it was never enough.
you are allowed to watch her go
to see her off with the shadows alone
this are but illusions a trick of the mind,
as the sun devoured her away
to count the constellations
upon her wandering eyes
as they slowly fade out in a single day
for the tragedy was that
you were too late
for you have lost her
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I stand outside,
Cold in the rain,
Who to should I confide,
My bitter pain.

It stings like a menace,
But I'll suffer this bit longer,
Even though it seems endless,
For I must get stronger.

The rain slips down my face,
As I feel my loss,
I wish for embrace,
Despite our bitter cause.

I look into the glass,
And see my anguish,
Time has passed so fast,
I just want to vanish.

I want you now,
The rain mimics my tears.
Now and forever,
I hold you very dear.
migayle ocuaman Dec 2020
Though the fire’s gone cold
the stories we have told
will never grow old
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
In the pale swirl of winter's whisper
The lonely girl stood, resisting the urge to shiver
Slightly anxious and slightly agitated
She watched and patiently waited

With shadows stretching all around
Her ears, through their muffs listened for any sound
Then she saw something spring up from the ground
And her heart began to suddenly pound

Mirages of ice signaled his return
In excitement her stomach began to churn
But he was nowhere in sight
As minutes became hours, she felt contrite

Another year without the one she cherished
Another year he shattered what he promised
She'll retreat again, filled with spite and utterly embarrassed
But next year, she'll return again to the white forest
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I was broken long before;
the time we met and cast aside...
My cords entwined, like a puppet;
wearing masks of ivory silk...

Broken and tarnished to the core;
hearing white noises cascade...
The paint is cracking - parapets
are running up the wall - my deluded ilk!

would I see the safe haven and its shore;
before I'm drowned... do I see the change of tide?
Would you harbor this monster - even as a pet;
or be rebuked and revolted like on vinegar milk...

I was the broken dream of "Perhaps" and "Maybe", sure;
something in between slender-man and kagemusha on a joyride...
Would you unlock this conundrum and my time set;
or break the cogwheels and bury your sword to the hilt?
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Take my hand and run with me,
Let's just run and never stop.
I can still remember those warm days we spent together
Running, just running into the sun.
Take my hand and we'll go to town
Let's have a treat, and then down at the lake, we'll wet our feet.
I can still remember those warm days we spent together
With no cares in the world.
I will always remember those days we were together,
Together, together
Before you left us all forever...
migayle ocuaman Apr 2020
A tired soul
does not know
if it can linger more
never more so can it grow
but drowns ever slowly
to the chasm below
migayle ocuaman Dec 2020
such feelings leave me weak
too anxious i hesitate
where my hands long to reach
whenever i'm awake
your the only dream i seek
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The sun and stars ,
Light up the darkness
Making the sky bright
And showing us where to go

They light the night sky
Giving hope for a new morning
And a new day
A new day to make change in the world they shine so far above

So when you see them
Dancing across the sky
Know they will always be there, no matter how far or high
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
It feels as though the world is too slow or too fast
that some good things will likely never last
yet the memories we built both great and sad
I hang them all up my wall, no mater how long time has pass
each one brings back stories from such glorious days
if you can see them now I bet it will brings tears down your lovely face
no matter how much we've grown old nothing has truly age
everything still stays the same no matter how somethings change
migayle ocuaman Apr 2020
sound made crystalline
from shattered glass beams
distant thoughts are no sober wine
for living is but a sun burnt dream
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Flowers are pure,
flowers are dear,
they are colorful,
they are beautiful,

They sit in the distance,
they look content for instance,
they attract bees with persistence,
they make the most heavenly presents,

They are full of life,
they are full of right,
it's a wonderful plant,
they're full of sense,

When you leave them home,
they actually cry and mope,
they can actually move a stone,
they will actually wait for you to woke,

When they are together,
they talk together,
they think together,
they love together,

Violets with blue shimmers,
Roses with their red glammor,
each unique in it's traits,
each will never break,

Just to have them near,
takes away my fears,
takes away my tears,
makes me heart them dear.
migayle ocuaman Aug 2019
for the valiant and those willing
the future shall hold our ideals
we few shall rise to its beckon call
we few shall fall but this vision
shall never die nor shall it be buried
migayle ocuaman Nov 2020
a picture frame made just for two
a portrait hanged yet left to dust
promises made of lies that's true
for even memories that seem to rust
can catch ablaze among dust and ash
migayle ocuaman Jun 2019
Lost in the dark of the night
Where the moon shines not
Into a garden of shadows
Where my soul wanders about
Among the cold misty haze
Rest I may yet waywardly linger
migayle ocuaman Aug 2019
red is your heart
a rose that never age
clear is the water that flows
from my soul that pours to you
to choose such a fair rose
from the garden you grow
I will tend to you as you to me
that this love will blossom forever
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The morning sun glistens through the white curtains flowing in the wind,
The light smell of the sea being carried on the cool bed of wind that fills up our room
Light, piercing to shine on the ethereal you,
It almost feels like a sin to look at you but I can't help myself
Maybe i'll try again tomorrow
migayle ocuaman Jun 2019
how can the moon still shine being so alone
how can the midnight sky be starry bright
how can nature be silent and peaceful in tone
how can the breeze whisper so cold every night

I hold you closer than I ever knew I could do
hoping this is not a mere dream or your silly ruse
I thought I’d recognize when love was true
just a foolish hopeless romantic who fell for you

I thought the birds would sing and sparks would fly
in mind i hope that this moment would pause in time
I held you hoping you'd never leave me and take flight
hope its true when you said I love you that special night
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Fading leaves
Of autumn's bliss
Now enters spring
A new dyed wing
Colors of May
are light as day
Thinking of you
And what shall I do
Maybe it's time
To say goodbye
Or maybe it's time
To stay put for a while
Connected hearts
Doing their parts
Making leaving you
Painfully so hard
So as the wings of May
I'll be here to stay
Waiting for you to be
Till the answer comes to me
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The mind is a universe,
imagination is infinite.
Its thoughts are diverse,
it has no limit.

The vacant mind is dark,
it can be led astray.
But thoughts can spark,
and show us the way.

Ideas are brightly lit,
they are never sparse.
If I think about it,
my thoughts are stars.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
as the cry of victory has surpassed,
After the fog of battle has lifted from the grass,
Men of different armies and ranks,
Lay lifeless near a ****** river bank,
Those who still refuse too die,
Screams and moans are their last cry,
Oh youth who gave your breathe of life,
For peace is not a cheap price.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Across the violet sky,
You will fly.
Far further than any other,
Something new you will discover.

Do not fly to high for your wings will burn,
But because of this, a new lesson you learn.
Yet you do so anyway,
Fading into the light of day.

You fall and fall,
No matter what you hit, you continue to fall.
Your life flashing before your eyes,
Just watching how everyone else dies.

Once you land,
You lift yourself and stand.
Despite how you hurt,
And how your wings are burnt.

You walk across the water,
Why sink? Don’t bother.
You’ve changed, but your still a little naive,
No matter how old you may be.

Now on the other side,
It’s time to say bye.
So you spread your wings and fly,
High across the violet sky.
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
There was once a little bat,
Shes name was enza,
We open up the windows,
And now in flew enza.

Caught by farmers, this little bat,
Poor enza tried to avoid,
In the caves of china, she was at.

She was but another meal,
Ones that locals always enjoyed,
But she was a plague, a devils reel.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I ask for the patience in the darkest of nights,
The fortitude to brave the darkness,
And a heart that never loses sight of the light.
When my lights finally go out,
I ask that my life be a guiding light,
For men, who like me wander this vile world,
Blind and oblivious of the grace that surrounds,
Of the blessings waiting to be declared,
And regretfully, the pain of an eternity,
Void of your presence.
migayle ocuaman Sep 2019
How music flows throughout the warm zealous air,
Well delivered for every ear,
How grand, how optimistic it spreads for all to hear,
It gives us hope so non shall fall nor fear,

It is the art that all men wish to follow the melody they seek,
It blends all emotions of man too its greatest peak,
All the pain and joy in a harmonious union of peace,
Creating a portrait that fades as it folds to the perfect piece,
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Raging tropical storms lay true romance to waste
spilled wine seeps and grapes rot on withering vines.
True, chosen few approve of its new bitter taste
even honesty must reluctantly pay heavy fines
nothing more than harsh showers that make us scream
the whispers that ripple and flux from strangers
secret affairs we hold in our rosy charms and schemes
words that we play deceive us that can never be amend
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I was loved against reason
At the waiting hours of dawn,
If this would be called treason,
Then I'll gladly be your pawn

If my blood was born to spill yours
With the cause of my name,
Then I'll be your Romeo
And die before you wake
migayle ocuaman May 2021
Weathered faces left on walls,
portraits hung in empty halls,
nameless strangers that saw
with eyes that watched the world.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Sound out your bugles, charge over the dead,
As the roar of shells flies over our heads,
Deafening cries of boys which became crazed men,
The path of death in front of us is never our friend,
As the cry of victory has surpassed,
After the fog of battle has lifted from the grass,
Men of different armies and ranks,
Lay lifeless near a ****** river bank,
Those who still refuse to die,
Screams and moans are their last cry,
Oh youth who gave your breath of life?
For peace is not a cheap price.
Is our life worth giving for our nation’s honour and pride?
Yet this is no battle, nor glory but a slaughter of lives,
How it all started with dutiful and a gleeful cheer
Now ends with regret, death and fear
sweet wine of youth now spilled upon the soil
cursed are those who live to see the light after such turmoil
no tears are seen from your cold lonely face
To those who lay pale and lifeless within coffins encase
crosses of white erected but without any name
to you a wreath of red roses, less we forget such disastrous  shame.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Chatting ladies of youth are one of lovely Tivoli's flowers,

Talking about nothing than the material world of desire,

The life they live sweet, innocent and kind in manner,

Snobbish in some, playful in words and action with others,

They laugh in pure luxury, rich in scene,

Youthful in beauty and through their hearts it seems,

Enthusiastic within the comforts of the high walls,

never seeing the cruelty of the world that rises and falls,

Their dream and fantasy's linger as it dances for a while.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The only thing I need to say
Does not come out
Cannot be spoken
Was and will never be heard

The only thing I want to do
Is never done
Not acted upon
Resides only in my mind

The only thing I want to see
Will never exist
Cannot be possible
Is always just out of reach

For I will never have the courage
To open my mouth
Voiceless to speak
And say three words
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
you promised me to be there,
i promised you to follow you there,
what a beautiful sunshine,
if i wake up next to you,
what a beautiful world,
if our promises come true.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room where we first met,
where it all began.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first smile blooms,
where, my first love blooms.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room, full of memories of us,
memories of us that can not be back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you teach me how to laugh,
where you teach me how fly.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you let me feel to fall in love,
and where you let me feel the pain of my heart breaking apart.

Here i am,
wandering if i can still meet you one last time,
the you, who completed me,
the me, who thought, that i can't live without you.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room where you left me,
and still waiting, waiting for you to come back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first tear fall,
where, my first love gone.

I know. I know we cannot be together anymore,
but, even though you broke my heart apart,
i can't still stop myself to love you more,
and i am happy to say, I Love You.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room, where i will end myself,
to stop the love and pain surging in my heart.

I hope in the next life,
i will meet you again,
and will love you again,
and never be apart again.

But for now,
all i want to say for you,
Thank you for everything,
I Love You, and Good Bye.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
hair flamed brazen with rose ember
days long have past since
yet i still watch and remember
the winter days of  December
my warmth from the bitter weather
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Faded Splendor
She changed her name and left the country
On a mission she was given
When she was too young to perceive
Sometimes it's about big things
Let's dance and think
But sometimes it's about just dancing
When will you see
That you're not me
That each of us is given our mission
Individually
Essential to believe you can
Because when you're ninety three
What's worse
Is not having done it
              Faded splendor
She knows she has lost
Her heart
It has gone wandering
In a far away city
Underneath the harshest orange lights
Eternally missing
Eternally found
They tell her it is unfeasible
But she grows stronger
In the ashes
A phoenix to their flames
Her future is her own
A mixture of desperation and hope
Because when you're ninety three
What's worse
Is not having done it
             Faded Splendor
Not trying to be bold
Just avoiding being bored
Striving to be real
In a fictional universe created by herself
Whispers and echoes of the past beauty
Held in a cradle
Now more than able
To conquer and fight
A warrior ready to battle
At life
She stretched her threadbare wings
Left forgotten from the days of youth
And flew
Towards the moon
Lullaby rain
On the windowpane
That smile breaks the clouds again
                Faded splendor
She sits underneath
The inexhaustible inky sky
Rapt
Her chair rocks
The wings have grayed
Her face is not the same
But she changed her name and left the country
Her future was her own
               Faded splendor
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
i try my best to just forget
i try to get over and move on
i worked hard to get a good life
i finally have a good home

yet every night i hear it knock
in the silence i can hear the bombs
i see flashes and smoke in the dark
it feels as if i'm back from that terrible start

though try as i might to dream
but no man is truly born to be free
i try so hard to make sense of it all
i am but a prisoner with no walls

i just wish it never happened
i wish it would just stay buried
i pray that i won't be sober to know
the things i did and the things i saw

forever bonded by its chains
that drives any man insane
to the core of its soul shattered
full of horrid trauma and scars

no matter what you try to do
accepting it or forgetting it
you can try to let go of the past
yet the past will never let go of you
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
i fear that i'm ordinary just like everyone here
to lie and die among the sorrows
too tall and solid to steer
away from...

she told me she was in love
but that's all gone now
i believe in someone who could never be

she said so many things long forgotten
and i can't fault myself for being one of them
for just only being me

but i talk in code to keep from just anyone to know
what i really mean
and i was hoping that she would be
the one to know what i've always seen

i see the things ahead
i hear the words you will have said
i remember scenes that haven't happened yet
a world too big to keep inside my little head

i always stay ready to take a step
that i can't take back
singing at the top of my lungs
swinging at the fences
with no regret

but with this creativity
comes a price only i can pay
time will tell and time heals we know
yet i'm forever broken
i'm the only one left wondering
and finally knowing
how i can bring things together
to make what's great truly happen
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The mind is such a wonderous thing
It holds our memories
Those we cherish
And those we hate

Forgetfulness is such a common traits
Yet there are just some memories
No matter what will happen
We still remember

Despite the years that will have gone by
Despite the trials and troubles
We can cherished those memories
Until our end.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
glass domes
of swirling water
glittering wonder

a shimmering storm
that demands to be heard

yet delicate crystal
breaks so easily
fragile hopes and dreams
shattered time across the ground

but then flows free
vanquished walls
endless form…

what perfect timing
for when i looked up at the sky
there were lightnings everywhere
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
you my dear, are the life saving rain
that cries on my drought of a heart...
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
She's sits on a chair
A tear on her cheek
looking at the world
so wide so bleak
with nothing to do
and no places to go
she wonders why am I here?
I want to know...
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
let me live a life as a name that time has now fade
where all my story written in ink now becomes faint
where my voice once heard by a few echoes and cease
migayle ocuaman Jun 2020
if i was to rest by the banks of the river
near the old tree were the shade was nice
till i drift away to an afternoon slumber  
as the cold winds kiss me forever
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The days pass quickly
The looming nights veil the world in mystery
The moon reveals nothing but a glimmer
Of what is to happen and makes the mind ponder
What is there to wonder and where shall people wander?
Be it alone or together, the night skies slowly turn
The horizon aglow with creeping orange light
Through the Days that shall never be forgotten
migayle ocuaman Sep 2019
what made me special or better
then the rest of the crowd
what made me great or unique
to your eyes from the billions around

so tell me why
did you grab my hand
and drag me to greater heights than this

are you okay with me
are you fine with this

am I just a joke of a choice
or a mistake that you made

cause please tell me

cause I'm still in doubt
still in doubt

if you love me
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
If you don't know pain
You won't know life
If you don't know sadness
You won't know happiness
If you don't know darkness
You won't know light.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Remember not to forget what brought you here
To gaze upon the love of wonder, oh so distant, yet so near
And in the glow of that heavenly effervescent flow
I am filled with a heartfelt awe of things I cannot know
But yet such things that I do adore and adore still more
I stand upon this Earth, on the wisdom of no words
And let the music and its notes, unfold my deepest thoughts
Then in the beauty that is just ... just my imagination
I find it ... and I am left but starry eyed
Such a mystical sight, that thing of love and delight
and fleeting thoughts ... of a cosmic sort ...
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
pictures of patron saints hung high up on my wall
crosses and statues that look down on me
prayers and praises worshipful hymns
and a gospel quotes that shouts loud in my head  

all this idols that captures the image of holy deeds
to remind me that i am nothing short of a fool
tell me where i came from, what i will always be
tell me where my soul will end up will it still be in peace

when i am deceased and buried i won’t join their ranks
because they are both holy, wise and free as the the wind
that’s how it’ll be in the end of my long hard trip
just a small lost child who went to a catholic school

grand churches and bell towers that roar in the air
like thunder that clashes to call us all to prayer
wolves in sheep clothing join the gathering flock
not even the shepherd knows who's the devil or not

so i said make me love myself so that i might love you
don’t make me a liar to say what you think should be true
Jesus said come to me my son and let me carry your cross
but i said its fine for we both carry the same scars

the Shepard and his flock come to me with blessed chains
wearing false cloaks and hiding their true faces  
i feel the binds of the cold chains strangle my neck
making me bark and howl out their holy sacred hymns
Next page