Your life is like a story written in a book.
Memories are like pages.
Burnt pages are forgotten.
Be careful for which pages you burn.

Call my name oh freedom wind
I will strengthen my fight
Yes I hear you on the bend
And dream of you in the night.

Oh freedom wind I know, I know
Tug at my soul and pry at my heart
My desire for you does grow
With the dawn again I start.

And as you beckon unto me
I work at the very core
To answer the call to be free
And seek those who desire more.

So freedom wind send the test  
Pry at my heart and tug at my soul
For it is in the valley of less
Where I will climb the mountain of more.

When you are born, you are destined to die.
The earth you came from, you will forever lie.
But in your life, you'll have a chance for life.
Not life, for it's claimed by the reaper's scythe.
But in courage, left for us to behold.
Not in blood, and not in gold.
To preserve life is the ultimate reward.
For life is something nobody can afford.

I know, the mesmerizing painting in the skies, I watch its every moment, I'm entranced with It,
I feel the breeze as my leaves caress each other in harmony,
I hold unto earth, my home,
Only to be, and just to become the being itself,
I am rooted in freedom as it only is, and all only are.

I am the sun, the light, the warmth
I am the clouds, the life, the silent traveler,
I am nothing to know, nothing to call,
I am you, I am you unknowingly, i am you unintentionally.

Come be nothing with me,
Forget all words, all forms,
Close your eyes, your mind to what you know
But only, just only be.

any kind of tyranny
against our democracy
will only lead to anarchy
a revolution in our century
it shall ring out in history
against corruptions insanity

this strangers seem familiar from another life
dark shadows that linger around with their knife
****** dolls and tainted flesh that smile with grim
wearing their mask molded clay of porcelain hidden sin

i made this ghost that lurk in my dreams
to which i chase to seek the truth i scream
painted skies that go and fade day and night
still lost in circles in this labyrinth filled of fright

sweet candy eyes and licorice hair dipped in cyanide
his gaze that pierced me bore into my mind in a paralyze
thin scarlet lips gives a cheshire smile to which he purred
a strange billow from his deceiving haunting words i heard

Staring at the dawn horizon...
The sun is going again, hiding beneath the sea...
Trying to reach it..
Only my arm moves, but my feet...

Wondering what was i doing in this life...
Locked up in this land by my own thought...

What i have seen this far...
And What i haven't seen....

I want to see what the sun see...
I want to be free like the sun is!
Meet the stranger that i miss!
Challenging the world!

Just wondering...
What a spectacular sight i will face later?
imagine it!...

You, in your corner
Me, by the window.
I wonder how it would feel
To close that gap.
Is it weird, I ask myself
with a nervous laugh.

Those intense eyes
silently gazing away,
Nobody seems to notice it
but how I wish it was me
that was reflecting in your eyes.

Smiling to yourself,
isn't that cheating, i say to myself
and i would get embarrassed
all on my own.
Ah, she's looking this way
Was I too direct?

As flowers bloom and wilt,
Our time is also fading,
You, in your corner
Me, coming nearer.
Did you finally notice,
I smile at that nervous face.

Let's leave the present
And fly to the future,
A future of you and me,
In our own corner

I am no traitor nor deserter neither a coward
with the blessing of the Father for my loyalty is my honor
to which I am willing to shed all for the banner
what more can you ask for I am here to serve and conquer
I am a Plebeian I have nothing but my will to offer
till i have reached the peak with my brothers and sisters
to march and charge with same the beat of heart over yonder
till our labors have bared fruit shall we be no longer
and if i fail and fall i shall crawl through the slaughter
never shall I leave my post with or without ponder

Such youthful beauty that lies awake
In smiles that hide such a frail pale heart
grows a shadow around a glowing radiant face
weary gentle golden eyes knows no escape

many questions have been eagerly ask
yet answers come so slow to even pass
misty country fields and wondrous night sky
as crackling ember ashes scattering light

oh my tender kind simple fellows
such hearts are glaze and mellow
moonbeams rays touches the darken house
serene and silent as a church mouse

painted portraits with palettes of black and blue
starry is the nights that only few have viewed
to stay awake with life so endlessly gray
knowing well the world is a chaotic fray

dreamers tear their mournful souls away
lovers passions fades like summers day
swirling winds flow through the grassy plains
twinkling stars that kisses my sorrowful pain

In sweet wonder that fair dream begins one more.
That lends all that's best in our only place.
In that shade we fall from grace, we will part.
That awakens the sleeping morn.
Embrace such sweet sorrow.

Though you are gone,
and no longer around,
I will never,
forget your sound.

Though you have left,
and are no longer here,
I will always,
feel you near.

Though I miss your laughter,
as you brightened up the place,
I will remember,
your smiling face.

And though I miss your hugs,
and the twinkle in your eye,
I know you'll always,
be watching from the sky.

And so I will wait,
for the glorious day,
when I see you again,
and you say, "Hey!"

Time ravages you,
time takes from you,
time is the ultimate power,
time takes life from a flower,

This is the beginning,
or it could be the end,
your life is just a cycle,
as it can turn and turn,

As you start young,
as you start to grow,
as you begin to know,
as you take the stroll,

We form love,
we form relationships,
we form partnerships,
we form into destiny,

We go in pairs,
we try and dare,
we begin with flare,
we try and snare,

As we grow older,
we get colder,
we get bolder,
it's such a order,

We have young ones,
we see them grow,
we see them behold,
it brings such a tear.

It's funny, how warm thoughts are.
The times we had together,
Although now, well,
You are afar.

Even in the deep chills of winter,
Your words couldn't be sweeter,
Even if you don't speak,
I hear you.

I feel your heartbeat,
Even if you aren't near,
For you are my best friend,
Although I don't have you here.

There's beauty in your calling,
Even when I'm falling,
I a deep pit of despair,
Knowing you aren't really there.

It's been years without you,
But I can still hear your voice.
You could of stayed right here with me, but...
But...
You took the other choice.

Weathered faces and ragged men
Sorrowful hurtful smiles we give them
Such who wander the cold dark streets
Hiding your pain in tattered sheets

Hoping for a soothing loving hand
To help you and fully understand
Suffering within life's hard reality
Suffering in a world of broken sanity

Nameless stranger crushed so low
With eyes that watch the world grow old
Perhaps someday you'll all be healed
Waking up in warm heavenly field

i gave up patience for this about halfway through
but my love for you carried me towards to you

From ashes you rose
From light you were born
The hope that has been lost
And the darkness that has been claimed
You surrendered yourself to the worst thing
And watched your own soul sink
However it's not too late
As the day light's shine awaits
Claim your weapons
And make your escape
From the darkness you hate

In silence, in cold, she made her way through ice and snow.
Higher and higher she went,
Higher and higher until
She fell to one knee and could walk no further.


With a bitter cough into gloves as pure as the snow beneath her,
She saw the cost of her trek,
Her heart's blood,
A shock of crimson in her hands.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She forgot why she had come.


The wind fell to a low whisper,
And she heard snatches of words she remembered,
Words from a world away,
Long-etched into the trappings of her soul.


She bit back the cries in her throat
As she looked down at the blood on her hands,
Warm and bright against the sullen snow,
Cost and comfort of her dying heart.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She remembered the will of her mother,
The courage of her brothers and sisters,
All fallen.
All sleeping in silence as cold as the ice at her feet.

Your not holding someone hand
Your holding a memory
Your not looking into the stars
Your looking at the rain
Your not dancing with someone
Your dancing with reflection

i live in make believe
made of paper and ink
where the breeze whisper
and the night stays and linger

the potion and pills you give
brings fire to the world i see
ink that boils on paper tinder
turns the land to ash and cinder

she was an amazing friend but a horrible lover
the flame who warmed my heart but burned my soul
the calm soothing night and my darkest of fear
a rose of sweet blooming scent filled with thorns
and this from someone who's been all this to her

For her I love.
At first I felt thy lust you warned of
A passion so fierce and so great
I only thought of you as a mate.

But then I filled myself with hate,
You called me a ******
And you said it was never fate.
Oh why did I love you so?

But when all was lost, my heart was tossed, you were there to bring it back
You showed me the Cross.

An angel inside me smiling,
T'was you who called me darling,
A funny pause, I heard you farting
Alas, I will always love you my dear star thing.

If I can forget and lose myself
even for just a moment
and scream and not say
the words I've felt within
would it made any difference
in the madness of my own sanity

there is nothing for you here
even as the seasons change
and leaves turn to amber
even as the dawn kissed the dusk
this world would never know you

Deep in sleep,
The child dreams.
Free from fright,
Free of plight.
A child dreams,
Uncorrupt and forever gleams,
Deep in sleep a child dreams,
Forever pure,
Deep in sleep.

Sometimes holding you is harder than letting go,
Sometimes watching you  is better than talking to you,
Sometimes it's better that we never took pictures to show,
Sometimes I should have been more realistic as I grew,
Sometimes it's fine to sit apart from you than by your side,
Sometimes I still wonder why and how we met up anyway,
Sometimes I think I loved you in the past like a sweet cyanide,
Sometimes it's better we burn the memories we had that day,

I would rather be on my lonesome watching the sky turn gray,
I won't shed a tear for what I lost nor rejoice for what I gain,
Cause I know I loved you but that was just another yesterday.

Hearts lost in the dead of night
Turning blue in the cold weather
Blue hearts in the dead of night
But worry not, for the night is not forever

Light! Oh, light!
The blissful and the beautiful.
Ever awaiting her arrival,
Ever the patient friend.

She knows the sadness of her ways,
She knows she cannot show them.
She knows the loneliness that waits,
Back there, where they call this dream.

But for now, just now,
She takes one selfish moment,
And enjoys the freedom,
Singing to her in the wind.

like stars we shall glow
pouring out of the shadow
let that lonely feeling wash away
for freedom awaits the coming day
The morning is now breaking
let its golden rays stream in
some may utter words shaking
yet courage in our hearts within

The wind gently brushes against me
As I gaze upon this vast empty sea
I feel just like the sea

Empty yet drowned in sadness
I can no longer see your smile
I can no longer feel your warmth
The tears your eyes shed

Can no longer ever be seen
We were always together
You and I are one soul solely

Like the sea and sand
We are inseparable
I shall stand here waiting for you

May your rainbows be many
And your storms may they be few
I send you tender hugs and kisses
With sweet love from me to you
May your days be filled with laughter
Gentle arms to hold you dear and tight
May you feel a certain peace within you
When you retire to tranquil of the night
May you always know the feeling
Of sharing love so warm and true
May you always know how much it means
For me to have a great friend like you

cold are the summer nights
underneath the cosmic clouds
colliding mixing smoke filled lights
heavenly veils covered in shrouds

tonight i feel light and alive
this ghost now take their flight
through my window you arrive
time slows as you held me tight

something are real or maybe not
somethings are gone yet I'm here
all this wondrous thought I Forgot
this doubts and fear seem to disappear

When I was young I had dreams of the most bizarres,
A flight in starlight and touching stars.
Falling asleep,
Dreaming stars and not counting sheeps.
They do say that dreams can come true,
Just believe and do what you have to do.
But that was years ago,
Now in my space ship cargo.
I pulled down my Astro helmet and stared into my destination,
Filled with bravery, filled with determination.
Clicking and clacking gears,
Waves and greets of goodbyes with saltwater tears.
Spreading my wings of fire,
Flying to my heart’s desire.
Sprinkled stars of light,
Blinking bright in cosmic twilight.

Every war is different yet every war is the same,
Men are pawns whose lives are but just a game,
To seek glory and honour amidst the slaughter,
Here the rich profits behind such safe walls,
Hearing the of cruel echoes of this laughter,
Joined by the field of battle to which dreamers now fall,
Such is the faith of those who march with pride and shame,
To those who have fallen by such carnage and unjust death,
I raise a toast to you and a voice for the silent may you rest in eternity.

Spin with me in the open gateway
In this blissful yet short paradise
Spin with me during our final play
For lovers in this world we realize
So spin with me while the world just fades away
Till we fade like dreams do as dawn arise

The gentle moon shines its beams to you,
As the night sparkles, it compliments your hue,
Your eyes that wonder and shines like the cosmos,
If I had one wish to be true you're the one I want most,
Among the twilight angels you alone got me in a trance,
Each step you take looks like celestial phenomenal dance,
Your pristine subtle smile that every star glances and follows,
Oh lovely, if we do part awaiting for another long tomorrow,
I'll stay right here till then dreaming of you through sorrow.

do you still have time
to stay for just awhile
even if your not mine

It stalked through the day,
And swept through the night,
By the ports and cargo bays,
To the hangars and flights.

Through the crowded streets,
It linger so long and so far,
It crept quietly by the guards,
That it toppled the kings cards.

It started with a small cough,
That soon ****** by the lot,
It took away young and old,
Into deaths gloomy fold.

the sunset burns through the glass
my tender legs warm in the soft orange glow
my forehead rests on the window
where, from here, do i go?
smiling faking talking pretending
thats all everyone seems to do
why does everyone feel so blue
when they can restart and be new?
its a challenge we have to overcome
let me follow my shadow home
you will never be alone
all skin, blood, flesh and bone.

A white porcelain cup,
containing hot coffee,
warming your hands,
on a cold rainy day.

Staring out of the window,
with it's facade wet with rain drops.
Melancholy. Regret. Sadness.

Under the blossoming tree
Lays her bed of stone,
Crafted by her alone,
Maiden now of bone,
Together for eternity,
Shall never be alone.
She lays with hair tangled,
While petals lie mangled.
She lays in a rest unknown,
With her warrior of stone,
Keeping her calm...
Like the roots of a great vine
In a loving embrace

Writing poetry for girls I never loved
Wish I found the reason to say
that I'm too afraid to be left unloved

If I could say those three words
without choking in my asphyxiation
and my eyes swelling to a teary blurred

Then somehow I could be just okay
So please spare my pride if you can
And forget I said anything to you today

many cannot remember that this fields use to hold
none can hear the million souls echo from beyond
that they who were brave and frighten shared terror unfold

if every blade would undo my sins
i would cut a bit deeper
i would bleed a bit more
till i feel alright for you

with a gentle smile, a kind heart, a understanding mind, a firm hand and with open eyes we may mold a better world

Awake me from this nightmare
The demons are ripping me apart
Bring me and take me in your care
And once again heal my heart
I've wandered blinded by rage and hate
Not seeing the way to escape
For that i call your name in the night
Hoping you will answer and show me the light
I'm sorry for what i did in the past
I seek retribution and a way to last
I wish i could change the way i behaved
I wish i could stop being enslaved
I am but a tool in anyone's arms
I need care and love to slay the swarms
Once again i ask in the night
Help me please i don't see the light.

Marriage is like a television in color,
you never want to go back to black and white...

till the warm day falls to orange sunsets
and when mystic cryptic glisten nights rise
you’ve been camping all over my temple mind
till the dawn breaks the skies in a purple dye

come with me as we frolic upon the hedges of sweet ****** roses
as we twist and turn with the cold west wind from the abyss beneath
come dance through the graves of the past to which all shall join
such music that brings pure thrill to the heart that ones beat loud
silence is but the end to which we all dance together bones to ash
hand in hand around a funeral fire guided by the music of death

Would you love me the same
even if can't tell whats right or wrong
would you still hold my hand
even if i get lost in all my thoughts
would you still sit by my side
even if i can't remember your name