I wipe the corner of my eyes
And smile a little smile
My eyes can tell you that I lie
Please come help me not to say goodbye

Can you see me?
Can you see me now?
Can you help me please?
Please save me now

I don't know, maybe I never knew
I searched for happiness but I never could
They say it's inside me but all I see
Is a drowning void that I cannot flee

Can you see me?
Can you see me now?
Can you help me please?
Please save me now

Call my name oh freedom wind
I will strengthen my fight
Yes I hear you on the bend
And dream of you in the night.

Oh freedom wind I know, I know
Tug at my soul and pry at my heart
My desire for you does grow
With the dawn again I start.

And as you beckon unto me
I work at the very core
To answer the call to be free
And seek those who desire more.

So freedom wind send the test  
Pry at my heart and tug at my soul
For it is in the valley of less
Where I will climb the mountain of more.

Such youthful beauty that lies awake
In smiles that hide such a frail pale heart
Grows a shadow around a glowing radiant face
Weary gentle golden eyes knows no escape

Many questions have been eagerly ask
Yet answers come so slow to even pass
Misty country fields and wondrous night sky
As crackling ember ashes scattering light

Oh my tender kind simple fellows
Such hearts are glaze and mellow
Moonbeams rays touches the darken house
Serene and silent as a church mouse

Painted portraits with palettes of black and blue
Starry is the nights that only few have viewed
To stay awake with life so endlessly grey
Knowing well the world is a chaotic fray

Dreamers tear their mournful souls away
Lover’s passions fades like summers day
Swirling winds flow through the grassy plains
Twinkling stars that kisses my sorrowful pain

Spin with me in the open gateway
In this blissful yet short paradise
Spin with me during our final play
For lovers in this world we realize
So spin with me while the world just fades away
Till we fade like dreams do as dawn arise

i fear that i'm ordinary just like everyone here
to lie and die among the sorrows
too tall and solid to steer
away from...

she told me she was in love
but that's all gone now
i believe in someone who could never be

she said so many things long forgotten
and i can't fault myself for being one of them
for just only being me

but i talk in code to keep from just anyone to know
what i really mean
and i was hoping that she would be
the one to know what i've always seen

i see the things ahead
i hear the words you will have said
i remember scenes that haven't happened yet
a world too big to keep inside my little head

i always stay ready to take a step
that i can't take back
singing at the top of my lungs
swinging at the fences
with no regret

but with this creativity
comes a price only i can pay
time will tell and time heals we know
yet i'm forever broken
i'm the only one left wondering
and finally knowing
how i can bring things together
to make what's great truly happen

will the world remember me when I fall
will they shed a mournful tear or stay silent
will my death and works mean nothing at all
is my life just one out of many in history's hall

I stand outside,
Cold in the rain,
Who to should I confide,
My bitter pain.

It stings like a menace,
But I'll suffer this bit longer,
Even though it seems endless,
For I must get stronger.

The rain slips down my face,
As I feel my loss,
I wish for embrace,
Despite our bitter cause.

I look into the glass,
And see my anguish,
Time has passed so fast,
I just want to vanish.

I want you now,
The rain mimics my tears.
Now and forever,
I hold you very dear.

I ask for the patience in the darkest of nights,
The fortitude to brave the darkness,
And a heart that never loses sight of the light.
When my lights finally go out,
I ask that my life be a guiding light,
For men, who like me wander this vile world,
Blind and oblivious of the grace that surrounds,
Of the blessings waiting to be declared,
And regretfully, the pain of an eternity,
Void of your presence.

my people are like sheep
they herd around with no goal
nor do they have dreams to achieve

they allow themselves to be victims
with no voice, with no action but fear
allowing the reign of a unjust systems

I can trust you with my life
but I don't know
If I can trust you with my heart

There was once a little bat,
Shes name was enza,
We open up the windows,
And now in flew enza.

Caught by farmers, this little bat,
Poor enza tried to avoid,
In the caves of china, she was at.

She was but another meal,
Ones that locals always enjoyed,
But she was a plague, a devils reel.

We live in such a beautiful world and yet... we regret it.
We create our own little world to keep us hidden from reality.
Our own reality against the world's reality is very different.
We do this to hide the horrifying truth that this beautiful world of ours bear.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room where we first met,
where it all began.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first smile blooms,
where, my first love blooms.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room, full of memories of us,
memories of us that can not be back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you teach me how to laugh,
where you teach me how fly.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you let me feel to fall in love,
and where you let me feel the pain of my heart breaking apart.

Here i am,
wandering if i can still meet you one last time,
the you, who completed me,
the me, who thought, that i can't live without you.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room where you left me,
and still waiting, waiting for you to come back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first tear fall,
where, my first love gone.

I know. I know we cannot be together anymore,
but, even though you broke my heart apart,
i can't still stop myself to love you more,
and i am happy to say, I Love You.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room, where i will end myself,
to stop the love and pain surging in my heart.

I hope in the next life,
i will meet you again,
and will love you again,
and never be apart again.

But for now,
all i want to say for you,
Thank you for everything,
I Love You, and Good Bye.

I sit here alone,
Remembering the days that have gone....
Past words and feelings still
so fresh...
And suddenly from the darkness of my room I get the so much wanted cold embrace of Lady Death...
I leave this world behind with a heart full of joy...
I still can hear the birds and your heart beating next to mine...
I get flashbacks from when we were one...
Suddenly I wake up and find you sleeping peacefully in my arms and I think to myself
"It was just a dream...."

A tired soul
does not know
if it can linger more
never more so can it grow
but drowns ever slowly
to the chasm below

The gentle moon shines its beams to you,
As the night sparkles, it compliments your hue,
Your eyes that wonder and shines like the cosmos,
If I had one wish to be true you're the one I want most,
Among the twilight angels you alone got me in a trance,
Each step you take looks like celestial phenomenal dance,
Your pristine subtle smile that every star glances and follows,
Oh lovely, if we do part awaiting for another long tomorrow,
I'll stay right here till then dreaming of you through sorrow.

"Come, come!"
it calls to me,
as it stands there
in the middle of the sea

Constant and steady
That radiant Light
I know I'll be safe
If I get there 'fore night

A beacon of hope
my soul there will rest
I know, though, to get there
is the real test

Still it calls to me,
"Come, come!
Leave your family
Leave all you've known."

"I want to come!"
my heart replies,
"but there is no boat
I cannot fly."

"Who needs wings
or man-made things
when what's inside
will cause the glide?"

No longer doubting
taking the first step
Can be the most challenging
So, I gulp a deep breath

Closing my eyes
I plunge into the deep
Except instead of plunging
Solidness meets my feet

Eyes open wide
As I look below
My feet on the water
Ahead the Light glows

Tender and sweet
With a tease of a smile
It tells me the journey
May take quite a while

I don't care
With windswept hair
Instead of despair
I will go there

To be with the Light
I'll Go through the flight
With happiness and ease
As I stroll with the breeze

I have nothing to lose
So, I'll take of my shoes
Brush out knots with sea comb
And love the journey of ocean foam

The days pass quickly
The looming nights veil the world in mystery
The moon reveals nothing but a glimmer
Of what is to happen and makes the mind ponder
What is there to wonder and where shall people wander?
Be it alone or together, the night skies slowly turn
The horizon aglow with creeping orange light
Through the Days that shall never be forgotten

Oh sweet and blissful Helena beautiful flower of this native isle's

Upon my joyful days as a youth that has once transpired

This test you have gave me, I have passed with great ease

The music that has once flowed, now has since ceased

The song's you have sung during the warm afternoon with your lyre

Sadly those grand and wondrous days have now expired

As I leave you in my most cherished memories

I have come to accept this heavy burden with peace

Oh my sweet dear Helena so young and carefree

Please do not be hurt by my words, still smile zealously for me

Our faith to one another has endured long but never enough

Now destiny seeks a different yet a much greater path

Helena the flower from the far tropical east I shall always miss

The days I've been with you has been a blessing

I shall treasure the moment when we once exchange our kiss

go through my pockets
and there you will see
for i have nothing left
but the remains of my sanity

Your hand touched mine that day.
A single touch with such heat.
I couldn't think.
I couldn't see like I always would.
All I could think of and see was you.
Even when I closed my eyes.
In the darkness where it was cold but
light would come to me and there you was.
Smiling as you would stretched out your hand.
One hand to reach with.
two kisses was given.
One from me and one from you.
But three words spoken.

Big Beautiful Dreams
Soar High Overhead
Opens Endless Seams
Of Rhythmic Songs Said

Gentle Winds we Fly
Climbing Ever So High
Until I say Goodbye
Fly we will in Big Skies

Valiant sky of the sea of bright,
Crumble throughout the land of night.
Structure to form and structure to made,
That to build in mass engrave.
Heighten to ascend the road of iron,
That beat and smelt the heated burn.
Creatures be born and darkness attain,
To fuel the light and plotted it stain.

any kind of tyranny
against our democracy
will only lead to anarchy
a revolution in our century
it shall ring out in history
against corruptions insanity

How music flows throughout the warm zealous air,
well delivered for every ear,
How grand, how optimistic it spreads for all to hear,
It gives us hope so non shall fall nor fear,

It is the art that all men wish to follow the melody they seek,
It blends all emotions of man too its greatest peak,
All the pain and joy in a harmonious union of peace,
Creating a portrait that fades as it molds to the perfect piece,

The sun and stars ,
Light up the darkness
Making the sky bright
And showing us where to go

They light the night sky
Giving hope for a new morning
And a new day
A new day to make change in the world they shine so far above

So when you see them
Dancing across the sky
Know they will always be there, no matter how far or high

Flowers are pure,
flowers are dear,
they are colorful,
they are beautiful,

They sit in the distance,
they look content for instance,
they attract bees with persistence,
they make the most heavenly presents,

They are full of life,
they are full of right,
it's a wonderful plant,
they're full of sense,

When you leave them home,
they actually cry and mope,
they can actually move a stone,
they will actually wait for you to woke,

When they are together,
they talk together,
they think together,
they love together,

Violets with blue shimmers,
Roses with their red glammor,
each unique in it's traits,
each will never break,

Just to have them near,
takes away my fears,
takes away my tears,
makes me heart them dear.

you my dear, are the life saving rain
that cries on my drought of a heart...

how can the moon still shine being so alone
how can the midnight sky be starry bright
how can nature be silent and peaceful in tone
how can the breeze whisper so cold every night

I hold you closer than I ever knew I could do
hoping this is not a mere dream or your silly ruse
I thought I’d recognize when love was true
just a foolish hopeless romantic who fell for you

I thought the birds would sing and sparks would fly
in mind i hope that this moment would pause in time
I held you hoping you'd never leave me and take flight
hope its true when you said I love you that special night

There's nothing for you to do
you"ll keep on running around
deciphering every soul
every nightmarish scream
until you finally wake up
they'll be a distant dream
but no you're still asleep
until then keep living the lie
full of creation and ruins
even when both eyes
are open or close
you still sense each scene
you hear cold puzzling whispers
from your ear to your mind
not knowing where the voices come
till the sun rises and sets
and the gleam of the moon
your still not there quite yet

Life... It is a curious thing.
They place those with intellect on a pedestal.
Praise them & congratulate them for their foresight.
Never once considering it as lucky fate.
One mistake is all it takes.
The once praised became blamed.
Countless maimed & forever chained.
I accept this fame.
History will remember this stain.

How they lit up the sky with hearts on Fire
Their roses of light even when hope's dire
It glowed and gently rose
To the war in the beyond

They all counted them
One for each member
Even for those who are lost
But they cannot remain in the past

They sacrificed their all
And in that moment,
The world was beautiful
Like the planet wasn't falling

Pieces of light gathered
They held hands together
And watched as they touched the Earth,
And smiled a happy smile

The moon broke into pieces
The planet was destroyed
Along with the circlet of roses
How they loved their planet so....

Your life is like a story written in a book.
Memories are like pages.
Burnt pages are forgotten.
Be careful for which pages you burn.

Time goes e'er nearer to heart of mine
Shines brighter than how diamonds shine
Most precious indeed, this gem of the sea
Wonder however, how it came to be
Yonder stalks in the furled sails of rice fields
Planted by humble farmers in dearest abode in the hills
Yonder nightingales in the starry night sky
As I lie awake, lying on the grass each night
Pointing to one particular star with a finger
And leading and forming to shape it better
You know what I found?
Warmer than fire, louder than sound
Is the shape of the heart that even though we're apart
I'll find my way back to you
I promise this is true
For as the tree grows in every year
Drink to the hopes that I'll return, have no fear
As the sunset lows darker each tick of the clock
You'll know when the time comes that I shall return, love

Liars are very good at hiding,
Because they hide behind others,
We all lie for something,
To hide away anything.
However it can either save,
Or shatter and break.
Lies tell a story of another side,
A another self that always hides.
To be found from the sin,
We must reveal our darkness within.
Learn from the mistakes we do,
To prevent another lie from you...
A disease that never ends
Tear it down, burn or cut
But comes ever so
An illusion that is so sweet
Turn away from world's hate
Tie yourself forever in your own disguise

Staring at the dawn horizon...
The sun is going again, hiding beneath the sea...
Trying to reach it..
Only my arm moves, but my feet...

Wondering what was i doing in this life...
Locked up in this land by my own thought...

What i have seen this far...
And What i haven't seen....

I want to see what the sun see...
I want to be free like the sun is!
Meet the stranger that i miss!
Challenging the world!

Just wondering...
What a spectacular sight i will face later?
imagine it!...

You, in your corner
Me, by the window.
I wonder how it would feel
To close that gap.
Is it weird, I ask myself
with a nervous laugh.

Those intense eyes
silently gazing away,
Nobody seems to notice it
but how I wish it was me
that was reflecting in your eyes.

Smiling to yourself,
isn't that cheating, i say to myself
and i would get embarrassed
all on my own.
Ah, she's looking this way
Was I too direct?

As flowers bloom and wilt,
Our time is also fading,
You, in your corner
Me, coming nearer.
Did you finally notice,
I smile at that nervous face.

Let's leave the present
And fly to the future,
A future of you and me,
In our own corner

Leave the field and leave the fire
And find the flame of your desire
sing your dream to me once more

Weathered faces and ragged men
Sorrowful hurtful smiles we give them
Such who wander the cold dark streets
Hiding your pain in tattered sheets

Hoping for a soothing loving hand
To help you and fully understand
Suffering within life's hard reality
Suffering in a world of broken sanity

Nameless stranger crushed so low
With eyes that watch the world grow old
Perhaps someday you'll all be healed
Waking up in warm heavenly field

have we but to die now
and never live to see
the grandeur of tomorrow

how we sleep in solace
and slip into the grasp
that deaths hand has touch

shall we hang to the thread
to which the youth must walk
in a uncertain precipice crossroad

Sitting there
Your eyes don't have any colors anymore
The tables are scattered
And your mind are also lost
It's just a matter of time
Before everything ends
Too quickly, too slowly
However you don't even try to catch it up or wait for it
You've tried so hard and now you can't move
You enjoyed the silence a last time
And now i can see you slowly closing your eyes
"Good night"

We are not merely heroes
But sons of the flesh of adam
We answer the call when needed
We feel pain and endure life
Till the grave absolves us from our sins
We carry on our duty with valor

Remember when you loved me
under the wondrous infinite sky  
I would have said goodbye
yet I held my words as I die
now come closer don't be shy
describe the skies to me
as often as you can see
lay your head upon my tomb
where my heart used to be
remember me as the flowers bloom
so as you leave you are now free

summer sun showers glistens under you
such are this scenic summer roses that bloom
but this too pales in comparison to you
a gentle breeze that blows your sweet perfume
love that flows in the warm afternoon
here i now stare not knowing what to do

It feels as though the world is too slow or too fast
that some good things will likely never last
yet the memories we built both great and sad
I hang them all up my wall, no mater how long time has pass
each one brings back stories from such glorious days
if you can see them now I bet it will brings tears down your lovely face
no matter how much we've grown old nothing has truly age
everything still stays the same no matter how somethings change

the honor of my standard my loyalty
where I swore my oath joyfully
I did my duty and smiled with pride
even if it means that i would die

that liberty shines bright so do not fear
sing for me though i couldn't hear
the hour is near for i am to be free
bury whats left under the willow tree

if i die today as a martyr
do not shed to much a tear
as the calm night fades to dusk
tomorrow there will be more of us

It's funny, how warm thoughts are.
The times we had together,
Although now, well,
You are afar.

Even in the deep chills of winter,
Your words couldn't be sweeter,
Even if you don't speak,
I hear you.

I feel your heartbeat,
Even if you aren't near,
For you are my best friend,
Although I don't have you here.

There's beauty in your calling,
Even when I'm falling,
I a deep pit of despair,
Knowing you aren't really there.

It's been years without you,
But I can still hear your voice.
You could of stayed right here with me, but...
But...
You took the other choice.

May your glass be ever full,
May the roof over your head be always strong,
And may you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows

i am but like the stories of fiction
but you believe me to be real
i am but a shadow in the dark
yet you see me as though i was there
i am only a fleeting dream soon to pass
yet you cling to it as a memory not to forgo
soon you will forget like a child's thought
still you talk as though time hasn't touch it so

Dream peaceful dreams
My love, my sweet
I'll be there waiting for you

Where gentle wind blows
At the golden lake
In sunlight flowers bloom
And in moonlight they rest

Dream good dreams
My love, my sweet
I shall watch over you

May this melody, in your heart
Even when we are forced to be apart
Live on as though I've passed

Remember days when the world was our friend and our home
Trust in our family was all we had known
But as fate has twists and turns
And new truths are revealed
Know the love that we shared was all real
Even if it was just me

Remember days when our innocence made the world pure
Memories giving me strength to endure
And as our fate twists and turns
And new truths are now revealed
Go on be safe take care
away from storms that cloud over
remember me even if others forget