When freedom collides with happiness
You will feel what you wanted to feel
Safe within a simply special warm home
The feeling of closing your eyes and soar
Through the clear blue heavenly sky
With the soft clouds, glistened by rays
And the birds that sing while you daze
Cold breeze that brushes and passes
Breaking the silence, we awaken in a panic
Ah, the beauty we all are needing and missing

summer sun showers glistens under you
such are this scenic summer roses that bloom
but this too pales in comparison to you
a gentle breeze that blows your sweet perfume
love that flows in the warm afternoon
here i now stare not knowing what to do

Swinging by under the willow tree
Thinking sweetly of only you and me
Of how days we spent could only go by
Nostalgic memories they carry to the sky
Hear, my love, ''tis beauty of notes
That sings of my loneliness, my love and my hopes
As the sunset laces promises round the sky
As the birds stretch their wings to say goodbye
If maybe we'd meet again, under this willow tree
I pray that would be the day I'd ask, " Will you marry me?,"

Leave the field and leave the fire
And find the flame of your desire
sing your dream to me once more

Remember when you loved me
under the wondrous infinite sky  
I would have said goodbye
yet I held my words as I die
now come closer don't be shy
describe the skies to me
as often as you can see
lay your head upon my tomb
where my heart used to be
remember me as the flowers bloom
so as you leave you are now free

have we but to die now
and never live to see
the grandeur of tomorrow

how we sleep in solace
and slip into the grasp
that deaths hand has touch

shall we hang to the thread
to which the youth must walk
in a uncertain precipice crossroad

the honor of my standard my loyalty
where I swore my oath joyfully
I did my duty and smiled with pride
even if it means that i would die

that liberty shines bright so do not fear
sing for me though i couldn't hear
the hour is near for i am to be free
bury whats left under the willow tree

if i die today as a martyr
do not shed to much a tear
as the calm night fades to dusk
tomorrow there will be more of us

i doubt if you were really ever here
i am lost in thought and still in this world
i question whether you could ever hear
for i wish you could speak even just one word

who am i to judge and who am i to ask
thrown into a world lost and starved
confused by needs and desires i mask
kindness of man at times swerved  

i am but still a lowly sinful outcast
who has lost everything and have nothing left
bless not me but those who have passed
bless those that suffer in this earthly theft

show them the mercy where i had most doubt  
for they are forgotten downtrodden and torn
aren't we all outcast once please don't cast us out  
guide those who still question why they were born

i am but like the stories of fiction
but you believe me to be real
i am but a shadow in the dark
yet you see me as though i was there
i am only a fleeting dream soon to pass
yet you cling to it as a memory not to forgo
soon you will forget like a child's thought
still you talk as though time hasn't touch it so

In silence, in cold, she made her way through ice and snow.
Higher and higher she went,
Higher and higher until
She fell to one knee and could walk no further.


With a bitter cough into gloves as pure as the snow beneath her,
She saw the cost of her trek,
Her heart's blood,
A shock of crimson in her hands.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She forgot why she had come.


The wind fell to a low whisper,
And she heard snatches of words she remembered,
Words from a world away,
Long-etched into the trappings of her soul.


She bit back the cries in her throat
As she looked down at the blood on her hands,
Warm and bright against the sullen snow,
Cost and comfort of her dying heart.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She remembered the will of her mother,
The courage of her brothers and sisters,
All fallen.
All sleeping in silence as cold as the ice at her feet.

like stars we shall glow
pouring out of the shadow
let that lonely feeling wash away
for freedom awaits the coming day
The morning is now breaking
let its golden rays stream in
some may utter words shaking
yet courage in our hearts within

You may dull my blade,
You may take my sword,
But I will fight on no matter what,
for my will is my strength,
My blood my steel,
So I will not yield, but carry on.
Till the next Dawn.

cold are the summer nights
underneath the cosmic clouds
colliding mixing smoke filled lights
heavenly veils covered in shrouds

tonight i feel light and alive
this ghost now take their flight
through my window you arrive
time slows as you held me tight

something are real or maybe not
somethings are gone yet I'm here
all this wondrous thought I Forgot
this doubts and fear seem to disappear

do you still have time
to stay for just awhile
even if your not mine

He stood eyes transfixed upon the hill,
The world below gave him no mind
As he smiled his last and let his heart melt,
The shadows engulfed his weeping eyes.

The flap of a birds’ wing echoed
In the valley below
Then went silent as the sun
Bid the world good night.

He had once stood there with a smile,
His name was hero but now in death
He’s unremembered, all denied
And the snow flakes that fall
Mark his grave alone.

He who once had a name,
Now his tombstone unknown.

May your glass be ever full,
May the roof over your head be always strong,
And may you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows

wandering gypsy boy
oh sweet free summer child
with mystic eyes full of ploy
run and play in the vast field
to which the world is yours

From ashes you rose
From light you were born
The hope that has been lost
And the darkness that has been claimed
You surrendered yourself to the worst thing
And watched your own soul sink
However it's not too late
As the day light's shine awaits
Claim your weapons
And make your escape
From the darkness you hate

I know, the mesmerizing painting in the skies, I watch its every moment, I'm entranced with It,
I feel the breeze as my leaves caress each other in harmony,
I hold unto earth, my home,
Only to be, and just to become the being itself,
I am rooted in freedom as it only is, and all only are.

I am the sun, the light, the warmth
I am the clouds, the life, the silent traveler,
I am nothing to know, nothing to call,
I am you, I am you unknowingly, i am you unintentionally.

Come be nothing with me,
Forget all words, all forms,
Close your eyes, your mind to what you know
But only, just only be.

Close your eyes, and imagine for a moment,
A world of your own, hidden safe in your mind.
Close your eyes, and forget all of your torment,
Embark to your world, leave space and time behind.

Imagine the clouds, carelessly wandering,
Imagine the grasslands, expanses unknown.
Imagine the nights, the brightest stars shining,
Imagine the sunsets, of orange and gold.

Imagine the spectacular, forever and always,
Always see the glass half full, regardless of situation.
Think outside the box, remember there's always a way,
Be strong and never forget, don't lose your motivation!

We bore heavy chains.
Cast from pride and denial and fear,
We trudged across a landscape of our own tears.
We trampled underfoot,
All who might have stood.
We curse our laughing, decadent masters,
Taunting, cruel masters,
Whose whips strip raw skin from our bleeding backs.
We can’t look at them,
We’ve never seen them.
Backs to us,
Our skin has been stripped away,
A new flesh appears underneath.
That of the masters.
We’ve been lashing ourselves inside.
We are the true masters.
But we can’t see that,
Because we’re not allowed to look.

each sunrise has a melody
a song of light and color
in every season and weather

to those who wake to wait and watch
the daylight rise that chases the night
you will see art the of a new somber life

weathered faces and ragged men
sorrowful hurtful smiles we give them
such who wander the cold dark streets
hiding your pain tattered sheets

hoping for a soothing loving hand
to help you and understand
suffering within life's hard reality
suffering in a world of broken sanity

nameless stranger crushed so low
with eyes that watch the world grow old
perhaps someday you'll be healed
waking up in warm heavenly field

The love that rattles in your head,
Is the love that she shares ,
For cause of chemical illusions,
From the very nerves that pass through your flesh,
From the atoms that were forged in the heart of a dyeing star,
The lie,
Cause of a concoction in your mind.


Love is a lie.
The lie of them illusions,
A trick of them nerves,
A trick of them atoms that were oh so cruelly made,
The truth of science shows the lie of one’s true love.  


Reality is mere elements.
The compounds of these elements,
Them compounds that make us as real as nothing but dust,
Reality is lonely.
Reality is lonely.
And upon this mere coincidence that we are castaway,
Hopelessly we look to the stars that we are believed to see,
The creation of a lie is being made,
Love, the deception of physics .
Yet as it spreads across the galaxy across the dark that once was of nothing,
its destiny to fit into life,
That life which is not alive.
That life which is just of protein and sorts,
The lie of love that fits in as a part of this brain,
The brain which leads us blindly by the shear evolution of chemicals and neurons.
The evolution of as possible as your body of atoms is alive.


Yet love is the lie that holds us close to each other,
The gravity that the physics’ never told us about,
As physics’ cannot explain it all the chemical compounds,
the electrodes in your brain how can it lead to something so strong.
Love is a lie from your mind.
Yet it is the best lie of all.

Reality may be lonely,
But from the love that rattles in our head we are of pleasure,
For who cares of reality, as in here reality cares not of the truth.
For who cares if we are just elements,
as long as them elements are of illusion of them chemicals.
As long as them elements pass power through them nerves.
As long them nerves pass though the flesh.
As long as them elements are forged in the heart of a dyeing star.
Then we can live the lie that is love
As long as the so called life is in our mind we can ask:
Is love a lie or is love the only thing that is truly real?

I look down
There they are
The dying of the town
The wounds that have left a scar

As I walk past
The dying moan
They long for their time to have passed
For them to have flown

I walk through the injured
One man grabs my leg
Here in the dead of winter
I shiver

He is only a boy
Whom body has been blown
He is a broken toy
Left to moan

I crouch down
His eyes are glazed
The dying of this town
Will never be praised

"Mum."
Is what they say
Crying out for there families
In this day so grey

"I am here."
He is too badly damaged
The boys whom I used to endear
Boys once so fragile

They are toys of war
Crying out for there mothers
They are on deaths door
Looking for their mothers

Tears leak from my eyes
As I look upon his passing
The strength gone from his eyes
In every passing

Standing up
The boy is dead
His last words a mumble
For his mother he pled

I want to flee
But if life was so nice only
As the sun sets among the trees
I realize that Reality Is so Lonely

What you hear
That which you see
They are different out here
Far beyond the sea...

We know the same
Our thoughts are contradicting
Who can we blame?
Why are we arguing?

Is this just?
How can you say?
How do you know?
Where the truth's hidden away?

What you know
What you see
It goes to show
An illusion to be

Now we can say
We can agree
That what is truth one way
Can be lies to thee.

In the haze of alabaster and azure
She gazed up, ready and sure
Waiting for the night to fade
Beneath the horizon’s shade

She sat between heaven and earth
Waiting to witness a new day’s birth
In the scent of morning dew
She felt something warm and new

A top her perch of white
The dawn finally caught her sight
Bringing light to where gulls fly
Igniting azure blue and vanilla sky

no one will look upon you and judge
for the decisions and sacrifice
was all done out of love
please rest now
for the sun
has set

when you feel broken like the shards of glass
and only memories remain
of how beautiful life once was
on those December days

Many speak of heroes and their quests,
Of the obstacles they face,
Those they meet along the way,
Who made them cry, love, and made them stronger,

But who are they that watch them?
That seem to know the hero so well?
Was it a friend ? Or admirer?
Did the hero do something
That made it that person’s duty
To tell their tale and not their own?

Perhaps we may never know,
But one thing is certain,
The teller of heroes tales,
That a hero’s story never ends

Ash and snow rains as the storm emerges untamed.
Honor thy name, thou hour hast came.
Upon the battlefield lay the graves of the fallen.
Once a thriving nation behind a wall, wings of freedom does it call.
Through eyes of innocent as all shall fear,
watch as blood drops from far and near.
Chaos is the world I shear, like a bird in a cage I do not fray.
For we are the hunters and they are the prey,
with wings thou bear on thy back and sword pointed at thee.
Reluctant Heroes that are we, fighting a war that was not meant to be.
As daring as one can be, losing hope and will to live in chaos that dawns upon me
living comfortably in a false reality, how can one call themselves a soldier of humanity,
souls and flesh that are devour, a steady march forward bound as a new horizon towers.
Your sacrifice is not in vain, with this feel of everlasting pain,
I shall fight with thy dying breathe walking a path alone with no gain.
As the air is thick of peddle roses that beseech among the hollow ground wanders
Look through the eyes of sorrow and buried, for thy comrades life was borrowed.
continuing without a rest I shall fight until the battle's won, united we stand alone with
Tears that fall, for a darken soul is created in the wake of vengeance that so ever linger,
these final salute of humanity we give, to those of this The Funeral Honours.

it's 3am and i'm wide awake
i remember your smile
the way you make me laugh
its almost impossible
to get you off my mind

what can i do?
you lured me in and
i cannot escape
the trap you made
but nor do i want to

can you hear me?
i want you to listen
to my thoughts
i want you to be here
hugging me close

when I remember your touch
i cannot fall asleep
i want you here with me
i want you close to me

just thinking about you..

Your not holding someone hand
Your holding a memory
Your not looking into the stars
Your looking at the rain
Your not dancing with someone
Your dancing with reflection

In the wonderful mind of a child,
there is no more greater wild,
to run free and to think happy,
all the while, being pure and carefree,

Our minds are unique,
our thoughts are concrete,
with the wave of our brain,
we can create the rain,

Can you hold the same?
can you see the gain?
to think outside the box,
to think of this joyous day,

A rich array of color scheme,
a beautiful dance of vibrance,
animals of different origin,
and depth of creations,

Now come follow me here,
not by walking or talking,
by thinking and using your magic mind,
and create the land that lives in only our reality.

we do not realize the meaning of life when we are happy
through suffering we realize the meaning and importance of life

corruption is an old song we've been singing in harmony
a cancer that grows steadily for the last couple of century
politicians play around making a foolery of democracy  
every proclamation and deliberation left a print of legacy  
to which our people live in division and poverty
amendments and changes are need to solve this hypocrisy
the young sacrifice themselves for liberty and equality
lets not fallout of virtue and devoid ourselves of honesty
When we challenge those who abuse their duties and authority

lonely nights that still amaze me how the sky looks starry in a mystic mist
As I look above I see spirals and glittering light in the dark ashen sky
Such luminous sparks of tinder to which cascades above
Heavenly ocean seas of cosmos not seen as the sun rises
Constellations of angels that hold dreams and hopes
Such nights hinders bellowing smog and the rattling of men
I am a child of the night who blossom under the moons gentle rays
I wish for sleep but the calmness of the hour lures me in wondrous desire
I am but a child of the night who's love making is done where others sleeps
I wish you stay up like me to witness such calm majesty of pleasures
That rare solemn nights perceive different beauty  
Under the cover of shadows that blanket this land
Its enchanting peace that puts all worries to rest
I await those who linger idle in the late serene hours of the night
Twilight breeze that bring chills that sing as it howls
They whisper words that tickle our senses
It calls who ever listen to stare in reflection under the moonlit sky
To those burdened by the heart the night has stilled and hush its anguish
O night lovely than the dawn who hold my secrets as i lay at ease
Beckoning comforts to those you have chosen as your children
We who have visions upon our slumber have seek refuge and joy
One day we shall sail through the nights crystalline glimmering vast mist

corruption is an old song we've been singing in harmony
a cancer that grows steadily for the last couple of century
politicians play around making a foolery of democracy  
every proclamation and deliberation left a print of legacy  
to which our people live in division and poverty
amendments and changes are need to solve this hypocrisy
the young sacrifice themselves for liberty and equality
lets not fallout of virtue and devoid ourselves of honesty
When we challenge those who abuse their duties and authority

United We Stand
Upon this battlefield of the grand
Fighting for our own sense of justice
Our strength fueled by persistence
Our swords let out mighty roars
Together we dominate wars
Neither is wrong or right
But just a simple loyal knight
Showing our true selves with not a spoken language
But by our strength we use to vanquish
Our combined strength used to maul
But in the end, Divided We Fall.

When I go outside,
I see the blue sky,
I see the birds fly,
I see the clouds move,

Your sight is something unique,
your sight is what makes life breathe,
this is the beauty of viewing,
this is the wonder of looking,

Take not your eyes for granted,
take not your thoughts of chances,
your eyes are most important,
your sight is a lovely component,

As you read these words,
as you see these words,
they are just a urge,
they are just a surge,

To see the cats walking past you,
to see the cars dart fast past you,
I love to hold hands with my love,
I love to see and look at my love,

I know you can relate to this,
I know your face is just like this,
your eyes make the connection,
your eyes are just made perfection,

There's no greater enchantment,
there's no greater enhancement,
to look at the dark night sky,
to look at all the neon lights nearby,

Now, as you know now,
now, as you know then,
now, as you have been,
now, "Just Open your Eyes"

I don't feel like you know me well enough to understand...
Please let me know if you want me to stick and linger around,
Don't be sorry, if you know that I'm lonely contraband.

We envisioned of a promising start to depart
Pawns we move and lose we couldn't care less
Carnal desire of the flesh that corrupts the heart
The game we play is that of precision like chess
Yet still we dream of bigger things in the dark

I brought you a flower
Which resembles my feelings for you
Take a good care of it
Don't let it wither
For I,
Was Dying,
And these flower,
Is my last gift to you.

Because flower,
Although one day they wither,
A same flower will arose,
Just like how my feeling is for you

o wondrous wandering lights
upon a clear summer night
waltzing among the cosmos
weaving odes among those
leaving enigmatic constellations
to tales that still sing of legends old

What be made from flesh and bone?
Fallen ray like mindless drone.
Where body of built, be turned to rot,
By silent men of puppeteer's plot.
When to act and never from string?
To rise, and smell, the fragrance of spring.
How such life be was, to a stagnant of tale?
Blinded and used, manipulated and pale.

Across the violet sky,
You will fly.
Far further than any other,
Something new you will discover.

Do not fly to high for your wings will burn,
But because of this, a new lesson you learn.
Yet you do so anyway,
Fading into the light of day.

You fall and fall,
No matter what you hit, you continue to fall.
Your life flashing before your eyes,
Just watching how everyone else dies.

Once you land,
You lift yourself and stand.
Despite how you hurt,
And how your wings are burnt.

You walk across the water,
Why sink? Don’t bother.
You’ve changed, but your still a little naive,
No matter how old you may be.

Now on the other side,
It’s time to say bye.
So you spread your wings and fly,
High across the violet sky.

how can you give such a sweet smile
with such sorrowful and tired eyes
how do you walk in a cheery style
while hiding the truth among lies

How can I say this without breaking.
How can I say this without falling apart.

The words wont come out.
The sounds wont align.
But I'll stand proud.
As I sing this lullaby.
To the one I lost.
To the things I will never have.
I'll mourn what I had.
I'll mourn what could have been.
As your memory slowly fades.
I'll stand proud and sing you this lullaby.
And one day I hope someone will sing to me.
Because when my memories slowly fade.
And I'm left with nothing but pain.
I hope someone can stand proud.
And sing to me this lullaby.

how can the moon still shine being so alone
how can the midnight sky be starry bright
how can nature be silent and peaceful in tone
how can the breeze whisper so cold every night
how can the stars fall sprinkle its sparks of delight
how can the world be so peaceful on its own
how can only few see such harmonious sight
how can i sleep when faced with the nights unknown
how can some rare nights bring out the natures solemn

Don't you harden your heart,
don't you walk away,
Don't you hide from the sins you made,
Cause we're here too help you change

Don't you act like your strong,
Don't you act like you care nothing at all,
We are here to hold onto you,
so don't you dare let go

Cause when the storm rages and you lose all control,
We are here if you need a home
so take my hand it won't be too long