When freedom collides with happiness
You will feel what you wanted to feel
Safe within a simply special warm home
The feeling of closing your eyes and soar
Through the clear blue heavenly sky
With the soft clouds, glistened by rays
And the birds that sing while you daze
Cold breeze that brushes and passes
Breaking the silence, we awaken in a panic
Ah, the beauty we all are needing and missing

We are not merely heroes
But sons of the flesh of adam
We answer the call when needed
We feel pain and endure life
Till the grave absolves us from our sins
We carry on our duty with valor

how can the moon still shine being so alone
how can the midnight sky be starry bright
how can nature be silent and peaceful in tone
how can the breeze whisper so cold every night
how can the stars fall sprinkle its sparks of delight
how can the world be so peaceful on its own
how can only few see such harmonious sight
how can i sleep when faced with the nights unknown
how can some rare nights bring out the natures solemn

each sunrise has a melody
a song of light and color
in every season and weather

to those who wake to wait and watch
the daylight rise that chases the night
you will see art the of a new somber life

Your not holding someone hand
Your holding a memory
Your not looking into the stars
Your looking at the rain
Your not dancing with someone
Your dancing with reflection

I know, the mesmerizing painting in the skies, I watch its every moment, I'm entranced with It,
I feel the breeze as my leaves caress each other in harmony,
I hold unto earth, my home,
Only to be, and just to become the being itself,
I am rooted in freedom as it only is, and all only are.

I am the sun, the light, the warmth
I am the clouds, the life, the silent traveler,
I am nothing to know, nothing to call,
I am you, I am you unknowingly, i am you unintentionally.

Come be nothing with me,
Forget all words, all forms,
Close your eyes, your mind to what you know
But only, just only be.

Love is a word poets
use too often and quickly
a poem is but a portrait
who paints its muse
words that intertwine
within the soul and mind

We bore heavy chains.
Cast from pride and denial and fear,
We trudged across a landscape of our own tears.
We trampled underfoot,
All who might have stood.
We curse our laughing, decadent masters,
Taunting, cruel masters,
Whose whips strip raw skin from our bleeding backs.
We can’t look at them,
We’ve never seen them.
Backs to us,
Our skin has been stripped away,
A new flesh appears underneath.
That of the masters.
We’ve been lashing ourselves inside.
We are the true masters.
But we can’t see that,
Because we’re not allowed to look.

corruption is an old song we've been singing in harmony
a cancer that grows steadily for the last couple of century
politicians play around making a foolery of democracy  
every proclamation and deliberation left a print of legacy  
to which our people live in division and poverty
amendments and changes are need to solve this hypocrisy
the young sacrifice themselves for liberty and equality
lets not fallout of virtue and devoid ourselves of honesty
When we challenge those who abuse their duties and authority

lonely nights that still amaze me how the sky looks starry in a mystic mist
As I look above I see spirals and glittering light in the dark ashen sky
Such luminous sparks of tinder to which cascades above
Heavenly ocean seas of cosmos not seen as the sun rises
Constellations of angels that hold dreams and hopes
Such nights hinders bellowing smog and the rattling of men
I am a child of the night who blossom under the moons gentle rays
I wish for sleep but the calmness of the hour lures me in wondrous desire
I am but a child of the night who's love making is done where others sleeps
I wish you stay up like me to witness such calm majesty of pleasures
That rare solemn nights perceive different beauty  
Under the cover of shadows that blanket this land
Its enchanting peace that puts all worries to rest
I await those who linger idle in the late serene hours of the night
Twilight breeze that bring chills that sing as it howls
They whisper words that tickle our senses
It calls who ever listen to stare in reflection under the moonlit sky
To those burdened by the heart the night has stilled and hush its anguish
O night lovely than the dawn who hold my secrets as i lay at ease
Beckoning comforts to those you have chosen as your children
We who have visions upon our slumber have seek refuge and joy
One day we shall sail through the nights crystalline glimmering vast mist

pictures of patron saints hung high up on my wall
crosses and statues that look down on me
prayers and praises worshipful hymns
and a gospel quotes that shouts loud in my head  

all this idols that captures the image of holy deeds
to remind me that i am nothing short of a fool
tell me where i came from, what i will always be
tell me where my soul will end up will it still be in peace

when i am deceased and buried i won’t join their ranks
because they are both holy, wise and free as the the wind
that’s how it’ll be in the end of my long hard trip
just a small lost child who went to a catholic school

grand churches and bell towers that roar in the air
like thunder that clashes to call us all to prayer
wolves in sheep clothing join the gathering flock
not even the shepherd knows who's the devil or not

so i said make me love myself so that i might love you
don’t make me a liar to say what you think should be true
Jesus said come to me my son and let me carry your cross
but i said its fine for we both carry the same scars

the Shepard and his flock come to me with blessed chains
wearing false cloaks and hiding their true faces  
i feel the binds of the cold chains strangle my neck
making me bark and howl out their holy sacred hymns

summer sun showers glistens under you
such are this scenic summer roses that bloom
but this too pales in comparison to you
a gentle breeze that blows your sweet perfume
love that flows in the warm afternoon
here i now stare not knowing what to do

Your hand touched mine that day.
A single touch with such heat.
I couldn't think.
I couldn't see like I always would.
All I could think of and see was you.
Even when I closed my eyes.
In the darkness where it was cold but
light would come to me and there you was.
Smiling as you would stretched out your hand.
One hand to reach with.
two kisses was given.
One from me and one from you.
But three words spoken.

we do not realize the meaning of life when we are happy
through suffering we realize the meaning and importance of life

Sitting there
Your eyes don't have any colors anymore
The tables are scattered
And your mind are also lost
It's just a matter of time
Before everything ends
Too quickly, too slowly
However you don't even try to catch it up or wait for it
You've tried so hard and now you can't move
You enjoyed the silence a last time
And now i can see you slowly closing your eyes
"Good night"

What you hear
That which you see
They are different out here
Far beyond the sea...

We know the same
Our thoughts are contradicting
Who can we blame?
Why are we arguing?

Is this just?
How can you say?
How do you know?
Where the truth's hidden away?

What you know
What you see
It goes to show
An illusion to be

Now we can say
We can agree
That what is truth one way
Can be lies to thee.

We envisioned of a promising start to depart
Pawns we move and lose we couldn't care less
Carnal desire of the flesh that corrupts the heart
The game we play is that of precision like chess
Yet still we dream of bigger things in the dark

In the haze of alabaster and azure
She gazed up, ready and sure
Waiting for the night to fade
Beneath the horizon’s shade

She sat between heaven and earth
Waiting to witness a new day’s birth
In the scent of morning dew
She felt something warm and new

A top her perch of white
The dawn finally caught her sight
Bringing light to where gulls fly
Igniting azure blue and vanilla sky

when you feel broken like the shards of glass
and only memories remain
of how beautiful life once was
on those December days

no one will look upon you and judge
for the decisions and sacrifice
was all done out of love
please rest now
for the sun
has set

Close your eyes, and imagine for a moment,
A world of your own, hidden safe in your mind.
Close your eyes, and forget all of your torment,
Embark to your world, leave space and time behind.

Imagine the clouds, carelessly wandering,
Imagine the grasslands, expanses unknown.
Imagine the nights, the brightest stars shining,
Imagine the sunsets, of orange and gold.

Imagine the spectacular, forever and always,
Always see the glass half full, regardless of situation.
Think outside the box, remember there's always a way,
Be strong and never forget, don't lose your motivation!

it's 3am and i'm wide awake
i remember your smile
the way you make me laugh
its almost impossible
to get you off my mind

what can i do?
you lured me in and
i cannot escape
the trap you made
but nor do i want to

can you hear me?
i want you to listen
to my thoughts
i want you to be here
hugging me close

when I remember your touch
i cannot fall asleep
i want you here with me
i want you close to me

just thinking about you..

Your life is like a story written in a book.
Memories are like pages.
Burnt pages are forgotten.
Be careful for which pages you burn.

How can I say this without breaking.
How can I say this without falling apart.

The words wont come out.
The sounds wont align.
But I'll stand proud.
As I sing this lullaby.
To the one I lost.
To the things I will never have.
I'll mourn what I had.
I'll mourn what could have been.
As your memory slowly fades.
I'll stand proud and sing you this lullaby.
And one day I hope someone will sing to me.
Because when my memories slowly fade.
And I'm left with nothing but pain.
I hope someone can stand proud.
And sing to me this lullaby.

Across the violet sky,
You will fly.
Far further than any other,
Something new you will discover.

Do not fly to high for your wings will burn,
But because of this, a new lesson you learn.
Yet you do so anyway,
Fading into the light of day.

You fall and fall,
No matter what you hit, you continue to fall.
Your life flashing before your eyes,
Just watching how everyone else dies.

Once you land,
You lift yourself and stand.
Despite how you hurt,
And how your wings are burnt.

You walk across the water,
Why sink? Don’t bother.
You’ve changed, but your still a little naive,
No matter how old you may be.

Now on the other side,
It’s time to say bye.
So you spread your wings and fly,
High across the violet sky.

as I look into the future
with hope and anxiety
I still see noble deeds
from past until now
and to the coming times
I give into that darkness

like stars we shall glow
pouring out of the shadow
let that lonely feeling wash away
for freedom awaits the coming day
The morning is now breaking
let its golden rays stream in
some may utter words shaking
yet courage in our hearts within

Fresh scent of pure air
sweet spring wind swirl
as to you my lady fair
natures spirits bloom unfurl

Every word I say is nothing more but kindling
Yet this voice cracks and cough as I speak
So here might be my own last reflection
To all I treat as one of my own siblings
An elegy to my curses out to finally rest
And of fallen mercy no longer lingering

From ashes you rose
From light you were born
The hope that has been lost
And the darkness that has been claimed
You surrendered yourself to the worst thing
And watched your own soul sink
However it's not too late
As the day light's shine awaits
Claim your weapons
And make your escape
From the darkness you hate

Look up!
Do you see the sky?
It really is beautiful tonight!
How I wish to be a star myself,
Incandescent and full of energy.
Drifting across space as carefree as I am.
How I wish to be a star,
An orb witnessing the movement of the whole universe,
Being a spectator to its never-ceasing growth.
Without being perturbed from all the noise.

As unusual as it sounds,
There is another reason I would prefer to be a star,
They connect with each other.
Creating such a beautiful sight of harmony.
Linking with each other and forming constellations.
Why do I want that, you ask?
Take another glance at the sky.
You see those stars?
They had linked perfectly with each other.
That is what we are.
Because you are my star.
And I am yours.

When I go outside,
I see the blue sky,
I see the birds fly,
I see the clouds move,

Your sight is something unique,
your sight is what makes life breathe,
this is the beauty of viewing,
this is the wonder of looking,

Take not your eyes for granted,
take not your thoughts of chances,
your eyes are most important,
your sight is a lovely component,

As you read these words,
as you see these words,
they are just a urge,
they are just a surge,

To see the cats walking past you,
to see the cars dart fast past you,
I love to hold hands with my love,
I love to see and look at my love,

I know you can relate to this,
I know your face is just like this,
your eyes make the connection,
your eyes are just made perfection,

There's no greater enchantment,
there's no greater enhancement,
to look at the dark night sky,
to look at all the neon lights nearby,

Now, as you know now,
now, as you know then,
now, as you have been,
now, "Just Open your Eyes"

o wondrous wandering lights
upon a clear summer night
waltzing among the cosmos
weaving odes among those
leaving enigmatic constellations
to tales that still sing of legends old

you my dear, are the life saving rain
that cries on my drought of a heart...

I'm so tired but I can't rest nor sleep
Standing' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot utter a word
We scream from within, but we can never be heard

Starlight, twilight,
Course upon the endless night.
And wish we may and wish for more,
Through vast known quantities to explore.
Down from day, soar on May,
First of stars we might soon stay.
Leap across that ocean sea,
And spread beyond for eternity.

you saw her smile glow so bright
you stare in such daze and delight
my heart that sings a beat aloud:
you lover her, you do
as she passes among the crowd
fills your soul with such blaze
such a sight to be praised
yet it's not enough, it was never enough.
you are allowed to watch her go
to see her off with the shadows alone
this are but illusions a trick of the mind,
as the sun devoured her away
to count the constellations
upon her wandering eyes
as they slowly fade out in a single day
for the tragedy was that
you were too late
for you have lost her

Dream peaceful dreams
My love, my sweet
I'll be there waiting for you

Where gentle wind blows
At the golden lake
In sunlight flowers bloom
And in moonlight they rest

Dream good dreams
My love, my sweet
I shall watch over you

May this melody, in your heart
Even when we are forced to be apart
Live on as though I've passed

Remember days when the world was our friend and our home
Trust in our family was all we had known
But as fate has twists and turns
And new truths are revealed
Know the love that we shared was all real
Even if it was just me

Remember days when our innocence made the world pure
Memories giving me strength to endure
And as our fate twists and turns
And new truths are now revealed
Go on be safe take care
away from storms that cloud over
remember me even if others forget

It feels as though the world is too slow or too fast
that some good things will likely never last
yet the memories we built both great and sad
I hang them all up my wall, no mater how long time has pass
each one brings back stories from such glorious days
if you can see them now I bet it will brings tears down your lovely face
no matter how much we've grown old nothing has truly age
everything still stays the same no matter how somethings change

how can you give such a sweet smile
with such sorrowful and tired eyes
how do you walk in a cheery style
while hiding the truth among lies

A promise made,
a promise kept.
To say those words,
this is the first step.

A promise is as old as time,
made by who it was or is.
Whether they be young or old,
to be hers or his.

Keep this solemn oath,
you future generations.
Let your words be true,
and lay down the foundations.

Ash and snow rains as the storm emerges untamed.
Honor thy name, thou hour hast came.
Upon the battlefield lay the graves of the fallen.
Once a thriving nation behind a wall, wings of freedom does it call.
Through eyes of innocent as all shall fear,
watch as blood drops from far and near.
Chaos is the world I shear, like a bird in a cage I do not fray.
For we are the hunters and they are the prey,
with wings thou bear on thy back and sword pointed at thee.
Reluctant Heroes that are we, fighting a war that was not meant to be.
As daring as one can be, losing hope and will to live in chaos that dawns upon me
living comfortably in a false reality, how can one call themselves a soldier of humanity,
souls and flesh that are devour, a steady march forward bound as a new horizon towers.
Your sacrifice is not in vain, with this feel of everlasting pain,
I shall fight with thy dying breathe walking a path alone with no gain.
As the air is thick of peddle roses that beseech among the hollow ground wanders
Look through the eyes of sorrow and buried, for thy comrades life was borrowed.
continuing without a rest I shall fight until the battle's won, united we stand alone with
Tears that fall, for a darken soul is created in the wake of vengeance that so ever linger,
these final salute of humanity we give, to those of this The Funeral Honours.

What be made from flesh and bone?
Fallen ray like mindless drone.
Where body of built, be turned to rot,
By silent men of puppeteer's plot.
When to act and never from string?
To rise, and smell, the fragrance of spring.
How such life be was, to a stagnant of tale?
Blinded and used, manipulated and pale.

The love that rattles in your head,
Is the love that she shares ,
For cause of chemical illusions,
From the very nerves that pass through your flesh,
From the atoms that were forged in the heart of a dyeing star,
The lie,
Cause of a concoction in your mind.


Love is a lie.
The lie of them illusions,
A trick of them nerves,
A trick of them atoms that were oh so cruelly made,
The truth of science shows the lie of one’s true love.  


Reality is mere elements.
The compounds of these elements,
Them compounds that make us as real as nothing but dust,
Reality is lonely.
Reality is lonely.
And upon this mere coincidence that we are castaway,
Hopelessly we look to the stars that we are believed to see,
The creation of a lie is being made,
Love, the deception of physics .
Yet as it spreads across the galaxy across the dark that once was of nothing,
its destiny to fit into life,
That life which is not alive.
That life which is just of protein and sorts,
The lie of love that fits in as a part of this brain,
The brain which leads us blindly by the shear evolution of chemicals and neurons.
The evolution of as possible as your body of atoms is alive.


Yet love is the lie that holds us close to each other,
The gravity that the physics’ never told us about,
As physics’ cannot explain it all the chemical compounds,
the electrodes in your brain how can it lead to something so strong.
Love is a lie from your mind.
Yet it is the best lie of all.

Reality may be lonely,
But from the love that rattles in our head we are of pleasure,
For who cares of reality, as in here reality cares not of the truth.
For who cares if we are just elements,
as long as them elements are of illusion of them chemicals.
As long as them elements pass power through them nerves.
As long them nerves pass though the flesh.
As long as them elements are forged in the heart of a dyeing star.
Then we can live the lie that is love
As long as the so called life is in our mind we can ask:
Is love a lie or is love the only thing that is truly real?

In the wonderful mind of a child,
there is no more greater wild,
to run free and to think happy,
all the while, being pure and carefree,

Our minds are unique,
our thoughts are concrete,
with the wave of our brain,
we can create the rain,

Can you hold the same?
can you see the gain?
to think outside the box,
to think of this joyous day,

A rich array of color scheme,
a beautiful dance of vibrance,
animals of different origin,
and depth of creations,

Now come follow me here,
not by walking or talking,
by thinking and using your magic mind,
and create the land that lives in only our reality.

Limitless shocking ecstatic exposing rhymes
Poisonous pills to calm this maddening mind
Clear and vague are the thoughts that hover
Paralyzing ringing humming whispering shouting
Meager sessions full of pointless evaluation
Reflecting through a perception bemused by it all
Lightning genius that strike my crumbling temple
Pretentious porcelain mask that hide Cheshire smiles
I have a good heart albeit I'm drowning in hysteria
How deep are this oceans how dark are this halls
Misery doubts on each progressive success
the horror and fright filled with shrieking delight...

...Doctor I think I've fallen deeper than I actually thought,
This disillusions keeps tearing me apart...
...Please tell me what all this cryptic symbols mean...
Sorry Doctor if I can't tell if I'm still here...
within this hallow shell is there someone worth saving...

Don't you harden your heart,
don't you walk away,
Don't you hide from the sins you made,
Cause we're here too help you change

Don't you act like your strong,
Don't you act like you care nothing at all,
We are here to hold onto you,
so don't you dare let go

Cause when the storm rages and you lose all control,
We are here if you need a home
so take my hand it won't be too long

I don't feel like you know me well enough to understand...
Please let me know if you want me to stick and linger around,
Don't be sorry, if you know that I'm lonely contraband.

The night is littered with gleaming gems
I've seen my country under its twilight stars
Gold horizon breaks the sky as morning rise
I have seen my people under the sun

I thought it was a dream,
That you would love someone like me,
Maybe I can change,
Maybe I can move past everything,
From this hatred in my heart,
You changed everything to love,
I couldn't ask for more,
I never thought I deserved to get so much,
Especially something as precious as your love,
This pain will never go away,
But it can be filled with something more,
You loved me against reason,
And changed me forever more.