There's nothing for you to do
you"ll keep on running around
deciphering every soul
every nightmarish scream
until you finally wake up
they'll be a distant dream
but no you're still asleep
until then keep living the lie
full of creation and ruins
even when both eyes
are open or close
you still sense each scene
you hear cold puzzling whispers
from your ear to your mind
not knowing where the voices come
till the sun rises and sets
and the gleam of the moon
your still not there quite yet

I was broken long before;
the time we met and cast aside...
My cords entwined, like a puppet;
wearing masks of ivory silk...

Broken and tarnished to the core;
hearing white noises cascade...
The paint is cracking - parapets
are running up the wall - my deluded ilk!

would I see the safe haven and its shore;
before I'm drowned... do I see the change of tide?
Would you harbor this monster - even as a pet;
or be rebuked and revolted like on vinegar milk...

I was the broken dream of "Perhaps" and "Maybe", sure;
something in between slender-man and kagemusha on a joyride...
Would you unlock this conundrum and my time set;
or break the cogwheels and bury your sword to the hilt?

I stand outside,
Cold in the rain,
Who to should I confide,
My bitter pain.

It stings like a menace,
But I'll suffer this bit longer,
Even though it seems endless,
For I must get stronger.

The rain slips down my face,
As I feel my loss,
I wish for embrace,
Despite our bitter cause.

I look into the glass,
And see my anguish,
Time has passed so fast,
I just want to vanish.

I want you now,
The rain mimics my tears.
Now and forever,
I hold you very dear.

I'm depress yet you say I'm overreacting
you see my tears and cuts yet you say it's for attention
you tell me I'm wrong even when we all know I'm right
it's my life, just a cycle of pain and regrets
it's not selfish of me to take my own life
after I'm dead it won't matter who I hurt
I bet you never saw the signs
everything will be over, I will be gone
I won't have to worry about everything
I will cease to exist so will this anguish
only god can come and save me
but I don't even feel his presence
it's as if he is only silently watching the scene

i have been falling in and out of love
and i seem to be heading to the floor
i'm close to fall asleep again
i hope its better than what i felt before
when i'm shattered like glass
i'll be fine like the star shards in the night
this heavy weights in my shoulder
feel a bit lighter as i crash and fly
as the alcohol numbs my shaky legs
i give in to the breeze and take flight

Raging tropical storms lay true romance to waste
spilled wine seeps and grapes rot on withering vines.
True, chosen few approve of its new bitter taste
even honesty must reluctantly pay heavy fines
nothing more than harsh showers that make us scream
the whispers that ripple and flux from strangers
secret affairs we hold in our rosy charms and schemes
words that we play deceive us that can never be amend

She's sits on a chair
A tear on her cheek
looking at the world
so wide so bleak
with nothing to do
and no places to go
she wonders why am I here?
I want to know...

a mesmerizing radiance that made me wonder
seeing the same twilight sky makes me think
our hearts are seeing the same unlikely glow too

I hope this feelings never fades
I pray even as the seasons change
and our lives move pass from today
will we still be together as we age

the honor of my standard my loyalty
where I swore my oath joyfully
I did my duty and smiled with pride
even if it means that i would die

that liberty shines bright so do not fear
sing for me though i couldn't hear
the hour is near for i am to be free
bury whats left under the willow tree

if i die today as a martyr
do not shed to much a tear
as the calm night fades to dusk
tomorrow there will be more of us

I remember walking by
The humid summer's fireflies
From whence they came well I know not
As I chased them round the little hut

I saw the moon and heard the wolf's howl
For how it made my heart so proud
With lightning feet, they carried my way
Through paths and grass, by night and day

Once I reached for the morning star
Its  beams that keeps at bay the dark
And tried to catch the West wind's song
But my lips can't hold the sound for long
In June I jumped over cliffs and fells

And drank thirsty from the cooling wells
Which brought life and strength to burning throat
The life-giving stream I crave most
I climbed the pine tree I called friend

And spent the day up there to no end
The cones they stuck to my hair and clothes
Such was the joy I felt those days
When nature was at its best in every way

Now I come home while holding a child
I peered in the lawn and saw no pine
Nor did I hear the grey wolf's cry
The song of wind I fear has died

I drank from a bottle and there I saw
Why my throat has always felt raw
The difference between this and what once I knew
Is the purity of the mountain dew

I sat on the grass and felt life
And as if like a child from dark to light
I clung to it and felt my eyes moister
For there she was, the evergreen mother

I looked to the sky and saw the sun
And gazed at the face of my smiling son
When was it that I craved the poison of smoke
Of dangerous liquor that deprives me of hope

When was it that I forgot the moon and the call of the wild?
When was it that I desired acceptance and destroyed  green life?
When was it that I once ran through the glorious wood?
When was it that I threw away wastes of my food?

The rain, it fell so soothing from my eyes
I wipe it with a trembling hand and rise
And hugged my child and whispered with a sigh
"Son, would you like to see the fireflies?"

We are not merely heroes
But sons of the flesh of adam
We answer the call when needed
We feel pain and endure life
Till the grave absolves us from our sins
We carry on our duty with valor

May your rainbows be many
And your storms may they be few
I send you tender hugs and kisses
With sweet love from me to you
May your days be filled with laughter
Gentle arms to hold you dear and tight
May you feel a certain peace within you
When you retire to tranquil of the night
May you always know the feeling
Of sharing love so warm and true
May you always know how much it means
For me to have a great friend like you

how can the moon still shine being so alone
how can the midnight sky be starry bright
how can nature be silent and peaceful in tone
how can the breeze whisper so cold every night

I hold you closer than I ever knew I could do
hoping this is not a mere dream or your silly ruse
I thought I’d recognize when love was true
just a foolish hopeless romantic who fell for you

I thought the birds would sing and sparks would fly
in mind i hope that this moment would pause in time
I held you hoping you'd never leave me and take flight
hope its true when you said I love you that special night

will the world remember me when I fall
will they shed a mournful tear or stay silent
will my death and works mean nothing at all
is my life just one out of many in history's hall

When I was young I had dreams of the most bizarres,
A flight in starlight and touching stars.
Falling asleep,
Dreaming stars and not counting sheeps.
They do say that dreams can come true,
Just believe and do what you have to do.
But that was years ago,
Now in my space ship cargo.
I pulled down my Astro helmet and stared into my destination,
Filled with bravery, filled with determination.
Clicking and clacking gears,
Waves and greets of goodbyes with saltwater tears.
Spreading my wings of fire,
Flying to my heart’s desire.
Sprinkled stars of light,
Blinking bright in cosmic twilight.

eternity that's what we call it,
its not a thing, its a meaning,
its a life span of hope,
to live on another day,
to see a different light,
its a world to look forward too,
a life to look forward to,
to know you have found....eternity

To know a person,
a person that is alive behind shut eyelids;
a body only present,
able to be physically held, caressed,
but not able to be talked to,
a sleeping soul in a human being,
is the body even human now at all?

To know such a person,
a person in such a slumber,
it is only right to wonder:
how long will it take
for the soul to awaken again?

I wipe the corner of my eyes
And smile a little smile
My eyes can tell you that I lie
Please come help me not to say goodbye

Can you see me?
Can you see me now?
Can you help me please?
Please save me now

I don't know, maybe I never knew
I searched for happiness but I never could
They say it's inside me but all I see
Is a drowning void that I cannot flee

Can you see me?
Can you see me now?
Can you help me please?
Please save me now

i fear that i'm ordinary just like everyone here
to lie and die among the sorrows
too tall and solid to steer
away from...

she told me she was in love
but that's all gone now
i believe in someone who could never be

she said so many things long forgotten
and i can't fault myself for being one of them
for just only being me

but i talk in code to keep from just anyone to know
what i really mean
and i was hoping that she would be
the one to know what i've always seen

i see the things ahead
i hear the words you will have said
i remember scenes that haven't happened yet
a world too big to keep inside my little head

i always stay ready to take a step
that i can't take back
singing at the top of my lungs
swinging at the fences
with no regret

but with this creativity
comes a price only i can pay
time will tell and time heals we know
yet i'm forever broken
i'm the only one left wondering
and finally knowing
how i can bring things together
to make what's great truly happen

To the vanishing point.
To step over bounds.
To pass limits not thought possible.
To escape the wayward path of life.
That is what it means, to achieve dreams.

It is all beyond the Vanishing Point.
So set sail through the raging oceans.
hike that treacherous beaten path.
For all the greats have before.
Where the sky and land meet.
Where two sides are the same.

we who are born to suffer
the burdens of the world
have learned that we are born
to solve it and never leave it
in the dark to bring forth
the comfort that is now and beyond

The sun and stars ,
Light up the darkness
Making the sky bright
And showing us where to go

They light the night sky
Giving hope for a new morning
And a new day
A new day to make change in the world they shine so far above

So when you see them
Dancing across the sky
Know they will always be there, no matter how far or high

hear the siren calls that shout from a woman's soul
she screams, she yells that she is here, standing firm,
she is not merely a woman but a fighter, a revolutionary,
her undying valor matches her fiery delicate beauty,
her heart filled with passion no matter the burden.

songs she sang with grace and an enduring voice,
that tremors and shakes the old orders of the world,
this mad desire, this stumbling, ceaseless search,
that she's the guiding wheel where man is at fault,
resiliently unwavering patient through the ages

she is not merely a servant, nor mouse to be played,
she is a valiant fighter who hides her struggles,
she acts alone but never quenched neither silenced,
she is armed with dignity and the will to carry it alone,
struggling with ceaseless ridicule and abused for change

her soul fights against nature, realizing the absurdity,
to be liberated never to be numbed and content,
embers the light the fires of her harden soul,
a model of modesty and immortalize sacrifice,
to give and lose everything except her ideals.

she who holds her red banner proudly towering high,
defined not by her looks but her action as a woman,
who toils, sweats and bleeds like men in any field,
till death she shall raise her fist in defiance,
A woman like that is not ashamed to die.

you saw her smile glow so bright
you stare in such daze and delight
my heart that sings a beat aloud:
you lover her, you do
as she passes among the crowd
fills your soul with such blaze
such a sight to be praised
yet it's not enough, it was never enough.
you are allowed to watch her go
to see her off with the shadows alone
this are but illusions a trick of the mind,
as the sun devoured her away
to count the constellations
upon her wandering eyes
as they slowly fade out in a single day
for the tragedy was that
you were too late
for you have lost her

the phantoms of the many few
who gave everything and all
for a world that's bright and new
shall never see the world we view

I ask for the patience in the darkest of nights,
The fortitude to brave the darkness,
And a heart that never loses sight of the light.
When my lights finally go out,
I ask that my life be a guiding light,
For men, who like me wander this vile world,
Blind and oblivious of the grace that surrounds,
Of the blessings waiting to be declared,
And regretfully, the pain of an eternity,
Void of your presence.

Your hand touched mine that day.
A single touch with such heat.
I couldn't think.
I couldn't see like I always would.
All I could think of and see was you.
Even when I closed my eyes.
In the darkness where it was cold but
light would come to me and there you was.
Smiling as you would stretched out your hand.
One hand to reach with.
two kisses was given.
One from me and one from you.
But three words spoken.

why the poppies?
for only they grow,
where no man can live...
and where no man has conquered,
only in no-mans land do they grow.
where many have withered and fall,
like markers with no names,
we know where they lay...
and where they have bled.
only a red poppies grow there,
among the fallen dead,
now as they rest an eternal slumber,
one can never dream or tell...
the horrors they encountered...
they who gave so much, shall never grow old...
they shall never be forgotten.

if every blade would undo my sins
i would cut a bit deeper
i would bleed a bit more
till i feel alright for you

I'm but a mere humble soldier
my heart is tied to my motherland
I fight for freedom whilst I forfeit my life
as I run upon the field of death

I do not stand alone in the smog
I do not run against my fate
for the angels guide me
I fight for my honor to which i am unworthy

I do not walk unknowingly
the all this risks I understand
for the lord ventures with me,
each and every day

If the day comes that I fall
I surrender my soul to his warm embrace
remember me not just by name
but the deeds I've done and the sacrifice I gave

I'm a soldier first and foremost
A son of the nation I was born
A friend to all peoples
A comrade of peace and order
A brother to my fellow servicemen
A fierce and honorable warrior
and a servant till the end of my breath
and of my beating heart

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room where we first met,
where it all began.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first smile blooms,
where, my first love blooms.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room, full of memories of us,
memories of us that can not be back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you teach me how to laugh,
where you teach me how fly.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you let me feel to fall in love,
and where you let me feel the pain of my heart breaking apart.

Here i am,
wandering if i can still meet you one last time,
the you, who completed me,
the me, who thought, that i can't live without you.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room where you left me,
and still waiting, waiting for you to come back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first tear fall,
where, my first love gone.

I know. I know we cannot be together anymore,
but, even though you broke my heart apart,
i can't still stop myself to love you more,
and i am happy to say, I Love You.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room, where i will end myself,
to stop the love and pain surging in my heart.

I hope in the next life,
i will meet you again,
and will love you again,
and never be apart again.

But for now,
all i want to say for you,
Thank you for everything,
I Love You, and Good Bye.

her radiant smile is to be desired
she makes me soar to her warm embrace
that i would  soon become another Icarus

You may dull my blade,
You may take my sword,
But I will fight on no matter what,
for my will is my strength,
My blood my steel,
So I will not yield, but carry on.
Till the next Dawn.

when a perfect love comes
you came along somehow
yet you have to walk away
from something so strangely beautiful,
that was meant for each other
still it was never meant to be
though we would risk it all
but destiny decides our fate
but maybe not in this time
maybe in another lifetime
we'll be together and you'll be mine

I won't kiss you nor bare to see you ,
Cause the hardest part of all this,
Is that I'm leaving you without any warning,
With all this painful agony I still feel today,
This will never last but if it was to stay with you,
I would endure it as long as you'll be true,
So don't go counting my days away,
And hold me before everything starts to fade.

my people are like sheep
they herd around with no goal
nor do they have dreams to achieve

they allow themselves to be victims
with no voice, with no action but fear
allowing the reign of a unjust systems

i gave up patience for this about halfway through
but my love for you carried me towards to you

How they lit up the sky with hearts on Fire
Their roses of light even when hope's dire
It glowed and gently rose
To the war in the beyond

They all counted them
One for each member
Even for those who are lost
But they cannot remain in the past

They sacrificed their all
And in that moment,
The world was beautiful
Like the planet wasn't falling

Pieces of light gathered
They held hands together
And watched as they touched the Earth,
And smiled a happy smile

The moon broke into pieces
The planet was destroyed
Along with the circlet of roses
How they loved their planet so....

a picture frame made just for two
a portrait hanged yet left to dust
promises made of lies that's true
for even memories that seem to rust
can catch ablaze among dust and ash

We envisioned of a promising start to depart
Pawns we move and lose we couldn't care less
Carnal desire of the flesh that corrupts the heart
The game we play is that of precision like chess
Yet still we dream of bigger things in the dark

Whenever I look-up the sky;
I imagine that I could fly.
Above the clouds and thunderous storms;
A place I know where I belong.

Staring-up, I get caught in a daydream,
Imagining things that keeps me smiling,
My visions, hopes and dreams.
I can see them there,,, it's amazing!

Life may often be struggle.
After all, it is a constant battle.
The chance of failure, the agony of defeat;
Risk present with every leap.

A dream walker guided by faith.
I'll keep on believing every step I make.
Though wounded and riddled with scars,
My conviction will always be with the stars.

My heart will be my guide,
My dreams will aid my every stride.
The wisdom I gained from my past failures;
Will be my map towards my future endeavors!

you promised me to be there,
i promised you to follow you there,
what a beautiful sunshine,
if i wake up next to you,
what a beautiful world,
if our promises come true.

Ash and snow rains as the storm emerges untamed.
Honor thy name, thou hour hast came.
Upon the battlefield lay the graves of the fallen.
Once a thriving nation behind a wall, wings of freedom does it call.
Through eyes of innocent as all shall fear,
watch as blood drops from far and near.
Chaos is the world I shear, like a bird in a cage I do not fray.
For we are the hunters and they are the prey,
with wings thou bear on thy back and sword pointed at thee.
Reluctant Heroes that are we, fighting a war that was not meant to be.
As daring as one can be, losing hope and will to live in chaos that dawns upon me
living comfortably in a false reality, how can one call themselves a soldier of humanity,
souls and flesh that are devour, a steady march forward bound as a new horizon towers.
Your sacrifice is not in vain, with this feel of everlasting pain,
I shall fight with thy dying breathe walking a path alone with no gain.
As the air is thick of peddle roses that beseech among the hollow ground wanders
Look through the eyes of sorrow and buried, for thy comrades life was borrowed.
continuing without a rest I shall fight until the battle's won, united we stand alone with
Tears that fall, for a darken soul is created in the wake of vengeance that so ever linger,
these final salute of humanity we give, to those of this The Funeral Honours.

Dream peaceful dreams
My love, my sweet
I'll be there waiting for you

Where gentle wind blows
At the golden lake
In sunlight flowers bloom
And in moonlight they rest

Dream good dreams
My love, my sweet
I shall watch over you

May this melody, in your heart
Even when we are forced to be apart
Live on as though I've passed

Remember days when the world was our friend and our home
Trust in our family was all we had known
But as fate has twists and turns
And new truths are revealed
Know the love that we shared was all real
Even if it was just me

Remember days when our innocence made the world pure
Memories giving me strength to endure
And as our fate twists and turns
And new truths are now revealed
Go on be safe take care
away from storms that cloud over
remember me even if others forget

Big Beautiful Dreams
Soar High Overhead
Opens Endless Seams
Of Rhythmic Songs Said

Gentle Winds we Fly
Climbing Ever So High
Until I say Goodbye
Fly we will in Big Skies

as the dawn breaks the dusk
and clears the mist down bellow
as the sun rises, its warm rays touches
the cold shadows of the night fades
bright is the day that rouses me
a warm glint greets my wake
the valley now alive once again

"Come, come!"
it calls to me,
as it stands there
in the middle of the sea

Constant and steady
That radiant Light
I know I'll be safe
If I get there 'fore night

A beacon of hope
my soul there will rest
I know, though, to get there
is the real test

Still it calls to me,
"Come, come!
Leave your family
Leave all you've known."

"I want to come!"
my heart replies,
"but there is no boat
I cannot fly."

"Who needs wings
or man-made things
when what's inside
will cause the glide?"

No longer doubting
taking the first step
Can be the most challenging
So, I gulp a deep breath

Closing my eyes
I plunge into the deep
Except instead of plunging
Solidness meets my feet

Eyes open wide
As I look below
My feet on the water
Ahead the Light glows

Tender and sweet
With a tease of a smile
It tells me the journey
May take quite a while

I don't care
With windswept hair
Instead of despair
I will go there

To be with the Light
I'll Go through the flight
With happiness and ease
As I stroll with the breeze

I have nothing to lose
So, I'll take of my shoes
Brush out knots with sea comb
And love the journey of ocean foam

I know, the mesmerizing painting in the skies, I watch its every moment, I'm entranced with It,
I feel the breeze as my leaves caress each other in harmony,
I hold unto earth, my home,
Only to be, and just to become the being itself,
I am rooted in freedom as it only is, and all only are.

I am the sun, the light, the warmth
I am the clouds, the life, the silent traveler,
I am nothing to know, nothing to call,
I am you, I am you unknowingly, i am you unintentionally.

Come be nothing with me,
Forget all words, all forms,
Close your eyes, your mind to what you know
But only, just only be.