If I were to go missing or to die at any momment
my friends wouldn't miss me
I deleted messenger one day and none of my 9 friends tried to even contact me
they all had my number
6 months later one of my friends contacted me and apoligized because her phone had been broke and she just got it fixed
she told everyone assumed i was DEAD
Aperently for 6 MONTHS everyone decided i must have DIED
make sure you know who your friends are

I love the scent of lemon grass
It makes me think of home
It reminds me of walking around my hometown's
It makes me think of my niece Ivy
It make me think of baking brownies
It reminds me of my 9th birthday party when my papa squirrel threw me a surprise party

If your going to cry do a handstand
so your tears don't fall
look in the mirror and make a silly face
so that you laugh instead
Grab a peice of paper and write something good about you on it so next time you can read it

that night when you stayed over
And showed me the scars
I carefully took your arms
And kissed your wrists
To show you the love you needed
I opened my arms and hugged you
I told you about my woes
And how I used to do the same
the next day we took a long walk down the road
I listened to you talk
and each time you cut i'll do it again
I'll calmly roll up your sleeves and kiss you wrist
because I know I'll get through to you by **** that

One second I'm drowning
And the next I'm floating on water
Sometimes I don't care and sometimes I care to much
I had a friend who was allergic to bananas
Its been 2 years since we stopped talking
But I still won't touch bananas
I sit there at night staring at my phone wondering if I should text the girl I like
But i force my self to walk away because i don't want to be over bearing
Sometimes i won't message people for days because i don't care
Because i'm always the one who text them first
I'm constantly saying i'm fine when I'm not
I'm constanlty fighting with my self on if I'm being anoying

Take, O take those lips away,
  That so sweetly were forsworn;
And those eyes, the break of day,
  Lights that do mislead the morn!
But my kisses bring again,
              Bring again;
Seals of love, but seal’d in vain,
              Seal’d in vain!

At first glance
You might think I'm some sweat girl who's always smiling
But once you get to know me you might think she's sweet and silly
But after a year of knowing me you probably began to realize I'm a sweat ****** who's over protective
After a little over a year you realize I'm kinda an *** at times and I don't take **** from anyone
Sometimes I can be cold and won't give a ****.
So don't base how someone will be at first glance actually get to know them