' ' SNAP ' ' oh god it's getting closer
forgiveness,
blighted, blood-stained
you once promised me until the end of time
bleak
to forever abandon
blood-stained

' ' RUN ' ' I hear your voice call, but run from what
They say, all good things must end
' ' RUN ' ' I hear your voice call, but run from what
I'll stand by you for always, you said
your stare burns the body
loneliness is my only companion
Now, I am only your memories.
' ' RUN ' ' I hear your voice call, but run from what
The loneliness?

I hear a voice calling ‘ ‘ your lost run and be free! ‘ ‘
Don't mourn for me
I mourn for your stare
I thought about it every single day
I am not the one you wanted me to be
for the sadness eats away
I mourn for life
For I may never make it through
I hear a voice calling ‘ ‘ your lost run and be free! ‘ ‘

I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it.

The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had

You coulda rescued me from drowning / now it’s too late, I’m on a thousand downers now, I’m drowsy / and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

Sometimes I give myself the creeps / sometimes my mind plays tricks on me / it all keeps adding up I think I’m cracking up / am I just paranoid or am I just ******?