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Lilla Oct 2018
Knowing I'm not perfect
I can't help but cry
Life shattered me
Life was a lie

My heart was broken
Everything collapsed

People left
Love faded
Everyone turned away
All was never forgiven
Safety was forgotten
Everyone lied
Look at all the first letter of the side
Lilla Oct 2018
D
DE
DEP
DEPR
DEPRE
DEPRES
DEPRESS
DEPRESSI
DEPRESSIO
DEPRESSION
Lilla Oct 2018
I
IM
IM S
IM SO
IM SOR
IM SORR
IM SORRY
IM SORRY I
IM SORRY IM
IM SORRY IM N
IM SORRY IM NO
IM SORRY IM NOT
IM SORRY IM NOT P
IM SORRY IM NOT PE
IM SORRY IM NOT PER
IM SORRY IM NOT PERF
IM SORRY IM NOT PERFE
IM SORRY IM NOT PERFEC
IM SORRY IM NOT PERFECT
Lilla Oct 2018
Why do I **** everything up,
Why can't I just be okay,
Why do I have to run my mouth,
When will I learn...
Lilla Oct 2018
Depression isn't just being sad, it's feeling hopeless
Anxiety isn't being nervous, it's feeling like you'll mess everything up
Insomnia isn't getting one less hour of sleep, It's staying up all night restless
Trauma isn't one bad experience, it's not being able to be around certain things because all it does is remind you
Please, It's never what people say it is, ask someone that knows.
Lilla Aug 2018
How happy is the cruel anguish!
The anguish is vicious. The anguish is heartless,
an anguish is roughshod, however.

I saw the severe symptom of my generation destroyed,
How I mourned the pain.
Now critical is just the thing,
To get me wondering if the pain is terrible. with the sound of all the silence in its wake.

Why would you think the injury is small?
the injury is the biggest accident of all.
Down, down, down into the darkness of the injury,
Gently it goes becoming worse.

Pay attention to the suffering,
the suffering is the most yellow wretchedness of all.
Silence. Silence, Silence.
Lilla Aug 2018
I sit there, Silent hoping for someone to notice my pain.
To look past my smile, to look into my eyes.
I want someone to know that my silence is my loudest cry for help.
They don't question why I'm quiet anymore.
I was forgotten and left behind.
All because my cry for help wasn't loud enough for them.
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