I love you Mother

Thank you and I am sorry

God Bless us always

Music is also a poetry

That has tone and sound

They express both unsaid thoughts and feelings

Every teardrops
Every whimper
Every over thinking
Every what ifs

Will lead to big smiles
Will lead to laughter
Will lead to genuine happiness
Will lead to what will be

Every situations that we are in will always lead us to what God planned for us to reach his holy land with strong heart and devotion to him.

Trees are bigger than us

Oceans are bigger than us

Sky is bigger than us

The World is bigger than us

But those are just a dot to him and his name is God

Do not judge my thing

Because it is my own thing

Do you get my thing?

You'll never know the significance of something unless you loose it.

You'll never know the worth of a person unless you loose them

You'll never know the pain she've been through when she loosed you.

You'll never know how much she questioned her worth when she loosed you

You'll never understand her. Never.

One day
Two days
Three days
Four days
Five days
Six days
Seven days..

Its been a week since my arrival
Yet it feels like Im still in my wonderland
It feels like I'm in a cloud nine
Where there are all white
Shining and Shimmering
I am confused
Sate my curiousity

It feels like the heavens answered my prayers
I bumped into a young gorgeous girl
She introduced herself to me
She enlightened my crowded mind
She speak so finess and classy
I think I'm floating
I am floating because of her

She told me Im in a Paradise
Where worries, problems and sadness do not exist
She told me to come with her so I did
Every step I take
I feel the lightness of my being
I feel like a free bird
She led the way with smile on her face


Once we stopped, I was mesmerized
I eyed them with wide eyes
A tear roll down from my eyes
They are in a form of circle
They are beaming at me
They are all Angels
With God and his son Jesus Christ at the center.

God called me
He said come on my child
Welcome to my Heaven and Earth.

There are things that are too much for humans to handle

It makes us think sometimes that maybe our Almighty God isn’t holding us with care

Maybe he’s tired in forgiving our countless sins

Maybe he’s tired of giving us a second chance

Maybe he left us already cause he’s tired already

But at the end of the day, it is us who doesn’t care about him sometimes

It is us who gets tired in forgiving ourselves

It is us who didn’t gave ourselves a chance

It is us who leave him behind when we’re tired from everything

But it is him who fix our broken pieces

It’s him who let us take care of ourselves

It’s him who gave us instruments to make ourselves right and go back on track

It’s him who never leave us in  our dark and lonely times even if we did a lot of sins that makes him hurt even more because his our Father in Heaven.

I'm not poetic

I'm not a fan of Haiku

Yet I enjoyed it

We only die once
But we live everyday

White clouds in a blue bright sky
Tall trees are swaying like a grown swan
Chirpping birds are resting on a tree
Butterflies are fying low in the meadow
Squirrels are playing in a big and tall trees
The animals are helping each other to build a home for their kind
The rivers are flowing freely
The fish are swimming like there's no tommorow
The flowers are humming solemnly
Then the Fairy utter something
How wonderful sight would it be if humans didn't take me for granted?

I was and still walking

Half running and walking

In a spacious and dark dimension

Build in my head

With my buddy called Overthinker

Raindrops

From the nightsky

Brings coolness

that makes individuals

Feel comfortable

And sleep tight

Like I had earlier.

I am lost
So lost
To the point that Im walking with no path
I was blinded with loneliness

But then he came
And enlighten me
That there’s a lot of reason to thanked for
He let me reflect myself

I have complete family
I can eat whenever I want
I have a home
I am raised by my parents

Simple things do really matter
That is what he taught me
That is what he let me think about
That is what God taught me.

Your words are sharp yet mending

That enter my soul

That makes me enlighten and become crystal clear.

You're my all and savior Jesus Christ.

So close yet so far

You’re a daydream

Yet also my nightmare

Why is that?

I was born without you

Yet it feels surreal

When your nowhwere to be found

She's a girl

that hides

her potentiality

in the World.

Twinkling eyes
were shining upon the horizon
With big smile plastered on face

Today, the twinkling eyes became emotionless
The eyes that sees the horizon
Became tears while sighing under the horizon

We're all tired
For everything that exhaust us
In every corner of our lives
That pops up in the most unexpected way

You and I and everybody else
Feels the pain of despair
Feels the pain of being left behind
Feels the pain of being ignored

But everybody have their ways to overcome it
Everybody have their own business to deal with
Everybody have their own guide to not loss their way
Everybody have their own beliefs and opinions in life

Those everybody have their own problems
But they choose to solve it
Everybody have their positive and negative side
But they choose to be neutral

Everybody have their own paths go
That leads them into unknown that sometimes called Risk
Everybody have their own origin
An origin where their beliefs and opinions came from

Everybody are unique in their own ways

Everybody is loss but they choose to believe and trust the process of their God.

Twinkle twinkle little stars

How I wonder who you are

Up above the sky so high

Twinkle twinkle little stars

How I wonder if you're here

Make my eyes twinkle as yours

I am grateful

Then later on I am lonely

About the happiness that was blew

By the wind in my head

That came along when I overthink

We're all tired

From all struggles we have and had

But its up to us

How will we handle it

A natural resources
That is needed by all beings
Humans, animals, plants and soil
Are all water dependent

A four wall corner
That we used to hate to go to
Are now gone

As well as the facade of buildings
That we used to ignore and just pass by
Are now nothing in our sights

As well as the traffic jams
That makes us agitated everytime we’re stucked
Vanished like a strike of lightning

All because of mankind
The mankind that God unselfishly made
But some of us are destroying it little by little.

They are there

No matter what happens

But where are they when you're most likely to give up?

Heartbeat beats so fast

Don't know why

But there's someything in it

That says because of you.