‪There are times that your simply predictable and unpredictable.‬

‪There are times that you’re a nightmare dressed like a daydream‬

‪You’re too much to hande‬
‪Yet you let me become teachable‬

‪You let me down‬
‪That makes me grow‬

‪You let me shed tears‬
‪To laugh like there’s no tomorrow‬

‪You let me encounter strangers‬
‪That makes my life a beautiful disaster‬

‪You let me know my downfall‬
‪For me to realize my strength‬

‪You misguide me‬
‪To make me stand on my own‬

‪And now you’re close to end the book‬

‪The book that has unique chapters‬

‪Unique chapters that you made ‬

‪And in 2020, you’ll see what you made me do.‬

She is caught up in the moment
Of her sufferings
She doesn’t yet realized
That there is so much more to be thankful for
Than the things that she cried for

She was enlightened
When she talked to him
She was ashamed
Of what she’d thought of him

She was saddened
Because she didn’t know him better before
That‘s why simple things matter to her
Because she knows that Almighty God have plans for her

I will look forward

For the things that will be happening

And not on the what ifs

Its easier than said right?

I don't know why as well

Can you tell me?

They are there

No matter what happens

But where are they when you're most likely to give up?