Frans

Frans Apr 2019

You're my Angel in Disguise
Yet you also serve as my Downfall
I thought you're my knight in shining armour in this world full of evil cavaliers
You let me fell in your trap
A trap that makes my heart beat faster
A trap that makes me in prison without bail, and
I thought your different
But you just prove that Chivalry is Dead.

Frans Apr 2019

- FMRT -

I am his
Only his
Wanna know why?
Because I want to
He never take me for granted
Especially in times of my vulnerability
He lift me up
He let me talk to him and spill all my imperfections
Yet he still there and never judged me
Nor left me hanging
Even at my worst state
I am thankful that he didn't gave up on me
I am grateful that he let me realize that the world is just a battle ground
Where faith is an essential
That makes you stronger than what you think
He's always there for me
No matter what that keeps me going
And I am forever thankful for what he've done
And his name is GOD.

Frans Apr 2019

Have I Told You? - FMRT -

Have I told how much he cared for me?
Have I told you how tight he embraced me?
Have I told you how punctual he is?
Have I told you how he always enlighten me from everything?
Have I told how many times he saved me from myself?
Have I told how he helped me from my struggles everyday?
Have I told you that he forgive me from time to time?
Have I told you that he turns my weakness to my strengths?
Have I told you how he do things in control?
Have I told you how full of wisdom he is?
Have I told you how he push me to my limits
To discover something in my self?
Have I told you how many times he got disappointed in me because if my sins?
Have I told that he is also hurting everytime I did something wrong?
Have I told you how it pains him everytime he saw me in pain as well?
Have I told how kind hearted he is?
Have I told that he is my man?
Have I you that he is my savior?
Have I told you that he is our Lord, Jesus Christ?

Frans Apr 2019

In your eyes - FMRT -

You might think Im just playing around,
You might think Im just acting,
You might think Im just being an attention seeker.
You might think I am pathetic

But I am not really playing around here
I am just explornig and composing myself
I am not also acting because I only show my vulnerability when I feel so drown in darkness,
A feeling of uncertainties.
And I am not being an attention seeker.
I just wanted a time with you,
That's why I chose not to let you feel my unfathom feelings.
I don't want you think that I am pathetic.
Even if it hurts like hell,
I want you think that I am a strong and independent woman.

Frans Apr 2019

Lost Young - FMRT -

I can't breathe
I feel like choking when laughing
I feel so numb inside
Even if I am all aware of where and what I am
Wait, Am I really aware?
I don't know, I feel agitated
I feel like Im at loss in my own thoughts
Would you help me?

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