How I cry for days I have forgotten
For moments created and laughters shared

How I whine for the fallen and plead to the skies that I be the one who will be glorified not to be worshipped but to be the Shepard of a greater tomorrow

Time after time I take a walk thinking of a rhyme I know not where I left my pride not what makes me me but the pride of a lion the pride that lets my roar out my voice and motivates all those around me to hunt
I need to conquer my quest all so I can write about it and just be my best for life is just a test that no one knows  when it will be assessed

I know not where I’m heading
I know not what I’m doing
I know not what I deserve
I know I’m meant to be the best

Get away from me
Your presence repulses me
With all honesty
When I said
I meant hold me

I hate you
You make me feel the worst
Truth of the matter is
When I said
I meant I love you

You annoy me
I regret ever saying yes
With overflowing truth
When I said
I meant thank you for choosing me

I promise
To keep you
To live for us
To care about your interests
To be yours and only yours
When I said
I meant it

Sorry for you have become my  medicine,  the doctor prescribed you to me “take two twice a week” You must be working because I don’t feel the same way I was feeling 2weeks ago.
Yes I hate the side effects,  the  the silly laugh and the stupid jokes.
You don’t make me numb like the other pills, you are like an energy boost, with you ...I think right.
I hope when you are out of my system I do not come crashing down.
I want to recommend you to other patients like me for I fear that they might not appreciate you like I do.

For time doesn’t heal  it only makes memories

I was never taught that what u did was wrong
because  nobody  was around  to teach me.   I was never taught that u were not supposed  to touch me like that, I was young and u were old and I never thought that older people can be wrong, I was never taught  that  u were not suppose to do what u did, you told me to keep quiet and that's what I did, it happened a couple of times but whose counting, it happened again but this time it wasn't you, but same word "keep quiet" they were right because I was never taught that what they did  was wrong. the same touch but different person  I thought they were playing with me like u did. I am still not taught what u did was wrong because nobody knows  what u did.