"her name"
I'm not overreacting
Not making up
negative scenarios in my head
I feel too much,
too fast
A thousand needles
rip and tear me
from the inside out
A weight inside me falling,
breaking my heart into a million pieces.
My heart feels like it has stopped beating
and it begins to be hard to breathe
for my lungs stop working
and I try to gasp for air
I clench my fists
draw blood from my palms
Forcefully, I let out a smile
using it to cover up the pain I feel
And the tears hiding behind my eyes
As I laugh making painful jokes.
But you'll never know it
Because I hid it from you