I envy the smiles
I wanted to feel the same
I envy the laughs
But I felt nothing that way
Guess I'll have to play pretend

I hope you find her
In the darkness that surrounds you
I hope she will care for you
Better than I could
I know I left
For I am not meant for you
I cannot hold you
I do not deserve you
I no longer exist in your mind
Rather a poem in your heart
Our love will guide us better
In someone else's arms
You left a mark in me
That I shall treasure
I hope you find your lover
My lost partner

I'm free as the ocean,
brighter than the star,
calm as the earth,
and gentle as the wind,

but at times
I feel as if

I'm drowning in the deep
burning from the light
Buried in the dirt
and cold as the night

Inhale my life
Embrace my scars
Hold me tight
Mend my heart