Why the color Blue,
Every time I fall in love?

If You are blue, I must be yellow
Outrageous,
I'm much more mellow

Forget-me-not brilliance
It's my favorite shade,
The sunflower is mine in a way,

You're the clear, blue sky
The honey in the lion,
Something sweet from strong, not sour,

Color of a bitter fruit,
The way You paint a starry night,
Sorry for keeping You in disguise,

I realize now, that I'm lost and blue,
But Your shades,
They all shine through.

Cold steel,
In your chest,
So deep,
It's touching your heart,

Left me in the dark,
All alone,
Outside,
In the park.

Self-abuse or homicide,
Like the thoughts in your head,
We will never know
How, you died

What you think
And how you write,
My blood dotted questions
Like you, on the floor they lie.

Me in the far future,
Thinking about my younger years,
Knowing it's a platonic relationship,
'Cause I would never want to go back,
Constantly feeling I'm on the wrong track.

Everything is more peaceful now,
I've let go of the painful nights,
But I still want to miss it,
Just not getting too close to it,
'Cause I don't want to be young anymore,
I wish I wasn't young anymore.