the one that suffers,
you bear it all,
i ignore ache of
skin to skin
my body calls to
the stars
what if i don’t
believe in soulmates
anymore
maybe I’ll be
the one

the catalyst of thoughts
creating thoughts so loud
they crowd the mind,
body, and soul
my mind says
don’t boy,
you’ll cut yourself on
jagged thought

I feel it pull
on me,
im not meant
for it,
the weight
of love

my mind
is a
place where im
adored

you’re chanting
my name
im giving
you everything

don’t forget me
i do this for
you
and only
you

vacations heal me, i love
to leave ,
i love to watch
the sea,
we see the
world in
new perspective
new faces with
new stories

my life can be described
as one,
constant grief,
falling for the
same tricks
as the ones who came
before

grief the stages
you carry come in
some many seasons
time blends
you almost forget it’s
passing you

grief is cause by
a lost, a wound
sometimes grief is
the lesson but why
must I continue
to endure it?

i once thought
our love would
burn
bright like
the sun
the center of the
cosmos