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292 · Mar 2016
Well doctor it's like this
Escence Mar 2016
"Well doctor it's like this"
I've been stuck in this abyss
Since I've been depresses
I've been swimming in a plague of sadness
Somebody needs to cure me
No, not cure but secure me
Everybody has a story
Even though mines is lonely
The first two words start with this
" I'm sorry"
287 · Apr 2016
Hypocrisy
Escence Apr 2016
I've always been told to stay true
But what does staying true get me through?
I know blatant hypocrisy when I see it
you who hides your face, and never reveals it
Behind those painted, pretty masks of makeup
Maybe I should try and clean your mess up

After all, real beauty is not in the color of your lips
but in the color of your heart
284 · Feb 2015
Immortal
Escence Feb 2015
I can no longer tell day from night
all I know is that I must fight
for I shall never be all right
or ever see the light
because everyday
is another way
to tell me you're lost
in the world among the human eye
but it's too late
to say goodbye
so goodnight
282 · Feb 2015
insane silence
Escence Feb 2015
I cry much more than I breathe
but then again
crying was only a weakness
it is a murderer in disguise
it's called
Emotions
278 · Mar 2015
Pretty
Escence Mar 2015
Beauty is a curse
stronger than the universe
confusing and innocent
yet filled with evil and arrogance
Beauty is a power in the powerless
given to the people who are armless
making them confident and fearless
Beauty is a privilege
though causes many a damage
involuntary and harmful
beauty isn't pretty
because pretty isn't you
275 · Feb 2015
unbalanced
Escence Feb 2015
how can you fall when there is nothing to fall from?

how can you land when there's nothing to land on ?

how can you love when there's nobody to love ?

how can you feel when you barely have emotions ?
269 · May 2016
Keys
Escence May 2016
It's a silent world
An empty abyss
Snow around me, whirls
The world's best, just like this
Piano notes dance,
around my head
Every key, intense
Each moment
Piano keys dance
They Prance
Piano keys,
They dance.
264 · Nov 2015
The grey scene
Escence Nov 2015
Waiting for results
Itching to consult
The fears I have fallen
The fears are growing sullen
Waiting to continue
The fears I'm buried into

But only to retrieve
The dirt that's underneath
Thinking I'm broken
I believe that's under spoken

So leaf subsides to decay
And people attempt to stay
In a world no black nor white
In a world that's painted grey
263 · Mar 2015
I can't
Escence Mar 2015
I can't
I can't save you from someone invisible
I can't help you if you push me away
You cry every night
but 'till this day
I cant help you from the nightmare you are most afraid
I can't save you from yourself
262 · Dec 2015
Lacrimosa
Escence Dec 2015
She cried into her sleeves
Holding a child between her arms
She could here the bustling thieves
That wanted to cause this child harm

But no such thing
she will let happen
For as long long as her tears feels
Protection was with this woman
261 · Feb 2016
Heart of glass
Escence Feb 2016
No soul likes falling
no soul at all
Because falling means breaking
your fragile heart
259 · Apr 2016
Paint
Escence Apr 2016
how is it to feel?
and have it all be real
how is it you woe?
and not let people know
How is it you paint?
With those red colors that make you faint
Why is it I care?
you tell me not to, and that's not fair
After all the things we've been through
Why wont you let me paint too?
256 · May 2015
fate
Escence May 2015
let the rain blow away
let the people yearn to stay
let the cries surround your prey
let us celebrate
our horrible, horrible fate
256 · Feb 2015
In the end
Escence Feb 2015
walk
among the dirt
with all that you are worth
to find the only thing
besides your daily fling
now go away poor child
your time is running out
you're running out of time
for you have committed a crime
now dear child
you're running out of lies
it's too late to cry
now chime your last goodbye's
255 · Mar 2015
Lies
Escence Mar 2015
how come people who love you tell you the most beautiful lies?
255 · Mar 2016
Bloody red
Escence Mar 2016
Rosese are red
Violets are blue
Flowers are dead
And so are you
254 · Feb 2015
under must
Escence Feb 2015
Keep friends close
Keep enemies closer
Now you're a gonner
Because you kept your friend closer
252 · Oct 2015
There was a time...
Escence Oct 2015
there was a long time ago
a while when once was born
the future was already sculpted
the past was already torn

The time was when the Earth was fresh
the grass was covered with morning dew
The leaves and grass swayed happily
for that was all they could do

No such thing called man existed
No such thing at all
deceit , treachery , and hate was fiction
And nothing was made with flaw

No child was born with the flaw
only the knowledge of bliss
only taught to crawl
I wonder who taught them this?

A child's  first color is white
not blue or gold or pink
a mans last color is red
the color of the wine he drinks
241 · May 2015
Alien
Escence May 2015
why are they all looking at me
what have I done wrong
I'm not the one who's fear are dogs
our listens to ******* songs
I don't come from another planet
no I'm as normal as they come
Then why are they treating me like
I'm a void in the sun
I've done my best to fit in
but it's not working out
I just have to find a way
to cancel all my doubts
and be who I've always wanted to be
Be who I am
the person of which I am an utmost fan
239 · Mar 2016
I . . . am afraid
Escence Mar 2016
I . . . am afraid
To regret
to be aid
to revenge
I feel fear
the end is
near
it's inevitable
this future
it's coming
this moment
I do not want to be aid
But I cannot help but say
"I . . . am afraid"
238 · May 2015
Who did it?
Escence May 2015
What burned you to the core
What made  you insane
and want the lust for blood more
what made you rash and give up your future in disdain
who took advantage of you
and gave your future a detour
Who crowded your head
and made you unsure
of the life you lived
and whether you were pure
237 · Aug 2015
cloudy dreams
Escence Aug 2015
I dreamed the world was a good place
and that the people were all so nice
who knew even in my dreams
my eyes were clouded
237 · Feb 2015
deep voids
Escence Feb 2015
openings are every where
so are holes in your heart
236 · Feb 2015
Dead Trees
Escence Feb 2015
You.......
it's my fault...
nobody understands anymore....
I want to die......
and commit suicide
no longer afraid
no more aids
goodbye
because we've had a good run
but before you leave
grab that knife
and end my misery
now it's time to mingle
with the dead trees
235 · Jul 2015
Distance
Escence Jul 2015
the ground doesn't seem that far from the roof
but how far is it when you're falling?
235 · May 2015
Weeping My Poetry
Escence May 2015
I don't turn back
as I stare at the screen
I don't try to crack
some personality in me
I have every inspiration
and it's all for me
even though it goes to a certain degree
I silently sit
weeping my poetry
233 · Sep 2015
grey
Escence Sep 2015
tears of the far road
scared
of what's down below
afraid
to see what I have created
the evil
in thus our souls been tainted
230 · Feb 2015
Untitled
Escence Feb 2015
how can already broken hearts heal yours
don't they understand it's not worth trying
to heal an already broken heart
now as cold as the night
is the heart in your sight
meant to guide you through the night
229 · Dec 2015
The bird's Story
Escence Dec 2015
On a mission,a bird flew
Dodging rock and branches people threw
Meeting rain and snow as drenched him cold
He loved the sight, but wasn't this bold

The wind was rough the sees were astorm
They swatted him from the sky and watched him mourn
A cold road was where he landed
With paralyzed bones he cried stranded

*Oh beautiful sky you mock my blue
You were my home, now what do I do?
Everyone is passing ignoring my cry
I'd do just anything to fly!
228 · Sep 2015
blue
Escence Sep 2015
the skies are dyed red
for a certain person
the air is filled with dread
for a certain organism

For a certain someone
the clouds are spreading
letting in sunlight
yet still raining

for a certain someone
a child is wearing black
weeping her eyes out
knowing nothing lost

can be brought back
for a certain someone
who never actually grew
for him the skies are dyed red
no longer blue
Escence Aug 2015
she said her heart couldn't be broken he said she never had a heart to begin with
218 · Jul 2015
perspective
Escence Jul 2015
Is your reality my reality?
217 · May 2015
i write
Escence May 2015
I lay hollow everyday
know people to greet
no games to play
I write
because it's my forte
At least that's what I know
because I'm ever so hollow
because I have know one to follow
217 · Jul 2015
In The End
Escence Jul 2015
lie to me or tell the truth it always hurts in the end. Doesn't it?
213 · Mar 2015
Sad
Escence Mar 2015
Sad
tears......are the only thing I feel right now
I'm sorry I'm weak
#pain
210 · Feb 2016
That
Escence Feb 2016
Through the looking glass
She wonders
If she will end up like that
Like that with her lover
But let's hope like that
will be sooner than never
207 · Oct 2015
What's the logic?
Escence Oct 2015
As a child you would listen
As an adult you would speak
and speak and speak
As a child you would listen
and learn and learn
and think
why must we do such things?
191 · Apr 2015
People types <3
Escence Apr 2015
happy people
do happy things
when they feel people are sad
little people
do big things
when they feel people are bigger
normal people
do weird things
when they feel they aren't enough
#beyourself
185 · Mar 2015
Messenger
Escence Mar 2015
carry my tides
carry my cries
carry my lies
till the sun dies
carry my love
carry my life
because you are the holder
of everything right

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