a creeping cat
without its feet
a bright fire
without heat
a pounding headache
without its head
a heartbreaking story
without its dread

I tell you it's right
but you don't understand
you're still a child my love
won't you please grab my hand?

you're mine dear one
I won't let you go
cast away all this violence
and maybe, possibly grow

Your eyes shined so bright
when I gave you that piece of candy
that contagious smile of yours
might one day come in handy

So please don't die out
You're all I have left
a child who plays with spoons
otherwise known as a mini-heart theft

yes you were a kind heart
a character who cared for all
but I don't know when or how
you took such a great fall
indeed you were a kind heart
never letting a cat astray
but in this scenario
I'm the cat
and you're walking away

at 3:18 am the cat's are crying in hunger
at 3:18 am a child has been born
at 3:18 am somebody gained a brother
at 3:18 am somebody touched a thorn

at 3:18 am a pound was gained
at 3:18 am a child became lame
at 3:18 am someone's flushed face drained
at 3:18 am a commoner was framed

at 3:18 am a child cursed fate

Rosese are red
Violets are blue
Flowers are dead
And so are you

the skies are dyed red
for a certain person
the air is filled with dread
for a certain organism

For a certain someone
the clouds are spreading
letting in sunlight
yet still raining

for a certain someone
a child is wearing black
weeping her eyes out
knowing nothing lost

can be brought back
for a certain someone
who never actually grew
for him the skies are dyed red
no longer blue

Swirls of Blue and Black
Filled with memories that take me back
Shading in and constantly erasing
Poking dots in my thoughts and tracing
Coloring cherry red perfect lips
Shading her chest to her curvy hips
But she has no eyes
since she is just like I
Stuck in the void, listlessly
We swim in our consistency

I turned my hate into a contract
I made what it was to be
I turned my love into weakness
it was more of simple than easy
I turned myself into a wall
and let the darkness take over me
I turned my allies into pawns
that can bow only to me
I made myself the king
while the bishop was turned away
This is the game of life
not an easy thing to play

Aren't I one of a kind
But they say we're all the same
We all grow up then we'll soon
Perish oneday
What's up with my DNA
isn't that what makes me different
This isn't how its supposed to be
I was told I was perfect
So it seem bones
Are the same as the clones
My personalities everyday
They're all indifferent

I dreamed the world was a good place
and that the people were all so nice
who knew even in my dreams
my eyes were clouded

It was true
They were through
Nobody knew
of his bad crew
But now they see
His bad deed
And with their greed
they let him be
And so he grew
But nobody knew
of his bad crew
So when it came
When he was to be claimed
He withdraw
A sword of hearts
In each were darts
They never knew
The little boy
was heartless too

I thought I understood but I actually don't
I thought I was worth your time
But I'm actually not
I thought I was worth a crime
But it seems my importance in your life is non-existent
yet apparently I'm worth your filthy lies
I'm not the brightest in the world
but I know I don't deserve this

I waited for you
patiently I did
i waited for you
with milk and bread
I waited for you
but you died instead

You.......
it's my fault...
nobody understands anymore....
I want to die......
and commit suicide
no longer afraid
no more aids
goodbye
because we've had a good run
but before you leave
grab that knife
and end my misery
now it's time to mingle
with the dead trees

not everybody in the world has emotions
My brother does mom and dad
I don't
so I guess I have to make my own
you're the only feeling I ever had

indifference

what exactly do you do
when people cry
don't you ever wonder why
it seems they've lost all life
but with words
of the severely unheard
may calm an empty mind
and bring back a purified life
that was never meant to cry

Stuck in the flowers
the deep ugly stealers
purple and pink
vibrant as a heart
naïve eyes
shining like a star
Miles away you  see
vibrations flows from head to feet
Creating theories in your head
That they were perfect
and life was stead
Feet away you see
flowers are dying
and mosquito's feast
Crows are flocking
clouds are forming
Inches away you see
The naïve eyes
are fading  from glee
what happened to the cake
candy and party
You look on dejected as can be
You wondered why going to America
was everyone's fantasy

let the rain blow away
let the people yearn to stay
let the cries surround your prey
let us celebrate
our horrible, horrible fate

Sometimes I wonder
why the poems I make in my head
aren't as pretty as I sought them to be
Nor as giddy and bubbly
As I thought them to be
But I guess when facing hand and keyboard
It's another story entirely

glimpses
yes I can see glimpses of your future
yes you see
it is just the unpleasant bore
I know all the things you may abhor
and all the people
you selfishly lured
if you are the deceiver
than come aboard
we'll welcome you to the land
of heavenly torture

I can't
I can't save you from someone invisible
I can't help you if you push me away
You cry every night
but 'till this day
I cant help you from the nightmare you are most afraid
I can't save you from yourself

don't tell me you're trying
because I'm still dying
Don't tell me you love me
when I hate it when you give me sympathy
Don't tell me I 'm perfect
because all you say is nonsense
Don't tell me these dumbs lies
you'll probably make me cry

perfectly fine on this piece of paper
perfectly fine you are
perfectly fine on this piece of debris
perfectly fine you are
perfectly fine in the back of my mind
perfectly safe you are
perfectly fine in my imagination
perfectly fine you are

I cry much more than I breathe
but then again
crying was only a weakness
it is a murderer in disguise
it's called
Emotions

walk
among the dirt
with all that you are worth
to find the only thing
besides your daily fling
now go away poor child
your time is running out
you're running out of time
for you have committed a crime
now dear child
you're running out of lies
it's too late to cry
now chime your last goodbye's

lie to me or tell the truth it always hurts in the end. Doesn't it?

I understand I'm not good enough ........you tell me every night.So no need to waste your breathe

I lay hollow everyday
know people to greet
no games to play
I write
because it's my forte
At least that's what I know
because I'm ever so hollow
because I have know one to follow