I lay hollow everyday
know people to greet
no games to play
I write
because it's my forte
At least that's what I know
because I'm ever so hollow
because I have know one to follow

What burned you to the core
What made  you insane
and want the lust for blood more
what made you rash and give up your future in disdain
who took advantage of you
and gave your future a detour
Who crowded your head
and made you unsure
of the life you lived
and whether you were pure

I turned my hate into a contract
I made what it was to be
I turned my love into weakness
it was more of simple than easy
I turned myself into a wall
and let the darkness take over me
I turned my allies into pawns
that can bow only to me
I made myself the king
while the bishop was turned away
This is the game of life
not an easy thing to play

Aren't I one of a kind
But they say we're all the same
We all grow up then we'll soon
Perish oneday
What's up with my DNA
isn't that what makes me different
This isn't how its supposed to be
I was told I was perfect
So it seem bones
Are the same as the clones
My personalities everyday
They're all indifferent

don't tell me you're trying
because I'm still dying
Don't tell me you love me
when I hate it when you give me sympathy
Don't tell me I 'm perfect
because all you say is nonsense
Don't tell me these dumbs lies
you'll probably make me cry

a creeping cat
without its feet
a bright fire
without heat
a pounding headache
without its head
a heartbreaking story
without its dread

Stuck in the flowers
the deep ugly stealers
purple and pink
vibrant as a heart
naïve eyes
shining like a star
Miles away you  see
vibrations flows from head to feet
Creating theories in your head
That they were perfect
and life was stead
Feet away you see
flowers are dying
and mosquito's feast
Crows are flocking
clouds are forming
Inches away you see
The naïve eyes
are fading  from glee
what happened to the cake
candy and party
You look on dejected as can be
You wondered why going to America
was everyone's fantasy

I thought I understood but I actually don't
I thought I was worth your time
But I'm actually not
I thought I was worth a crime
But it seems my importance in your life is non-existent
yet apparently I'm worth your filthy lies
I'm not the brightest in the world
but I know I don't deserve this

perfectly fine on this piece of paper
perfectly fine you are
perfectly fine on this piece of debris
perfectly fine you are
perfectly fine in the back of my mind
perfectly safe you are
perfectly fine in my imagination
perfectly fine you are

I understand I'm not good enough ........you tell me every night.So no need to waste your breathe

It was true
They were through
Nobody knew
of his bad crew
But now they see
His bad deed
And with their greed
they let him be
And so he grew
But nobody knew
of his bad crew
So when it came
When he was to be claimed
He withdraw
A sword of hearts
In each were darts
They never knew
The little boy
was heartless too

I saw you one day
at the mall
man you were
very tall
you looked at me
with a glare in your eye
remembering the fact
I never said goodbye

tears......are the only thing I feel right now
I'm sorry I'm weak

I can't
I can't save you from someone invisible
I can't help you if you push me away
You cry every night
but 'till this day
I cant help you from the nightmare you are most afraid
I can't save you from yourself

Beauty is a curse
stronger than the universe
confusing and innocent
yet filled with evil and arrogance
Beauty is a power in the powerless
given to the people who are armless
making them confident and fearless
Beauty is a privilege
though causes many a damage
involuntary and harmful
beauty isn't pretty
because pretty isn't you

So I may never see you again
till death
can we still be friends
now why are you on your knees
and now you say
your love will never cease
you bend down and say please!
must I use telepathy?
because I love you
and it will never cease
Love is a word
that doesn't use emoji's
Now, I beg you to marry me

You.......
it's my fault...
nobody understands anymore....
I want to die......
and commit suicide
no longer afraid
no more aids
goodbye
because we've had a good run
but before you leave
grab that knife
and end my misery
now it's time to mingle
with the dead trees

walk
among the dirt
with all that you are worth
to find the only thing
besides your daily fling
now go away poor child
your time is running out
you're running out of time
for you have committed a crime
now dear child
you're running out of lies
it's too late to cry
now chime your last goodbye's

people are there
then they're not
they disappear in a land called
the crowd
they whisper beautiful words to you at night
then wouldn't care if your alright
they hurt and break your swollen heart
then they ask what they've done wrong
you tell them
trust is such a fragile thing
and you've broken it
so why try to mend it

Keep friends close
Keep enemies closer
Now you're a gonner
Because you kept your friend closer

shadows may cast upon you
people may seem to haunt you
love is there to reward you
cries may seem to relieve you
tears are there to darken you

how can you fall when there is nothing to fall from?

how can you land when there's nothing to land on ?

how can you love when there's nobody to love ?

how can you feel when you barely have emotions ?

I cry much more than I breathe
but then again
crying was only a weakness
it is a murderer in disguise
it's called
Emotions

what exactly do you do
when people cry
don't you ever wonder why
it seems they've lost all life
but with words
of the severely unheard
may calm an empty mind
and bring back a purified life
that was never meant to cry

not everybody in the world has emotions
My brother does mom and dad
I don't
so I guess I have to make my own
you're the only feeling I ever had

indifference

I don't care
look down on me
it's not fair
don't follow me
can't you see
I'm a little weak
just I BEG
don't look down on me
it's worse than mortality
but since you cant see me
I'll just end this melody
before it tries to follow me
death is my only free
so I beg and if I plea
Do not ever follow me