I don't turn back
as I stare at the screen
I don't try to crack
some personality in me
I have every inspiration
and it's all for me
even though it goes to a certain degree
I silently sit
weeping my poetry

I think I forgot to tell you about me
but I wanted to talk about the skies!
Although I probably forgot to feed the cat
but look at those butterflies!
Please forgive me for starving the dog
I promise I won't let him die
but now everyday I just can't seem-
to stop wondering why
why everyone seems to hate
my joyous outcries
We're not poo rand we're not starving
so why do they refuse to keep on smiling
I don't see what's wrong with it
In fact it's not a sin
If you don't know how to smile
it starts from with in

why are they all looking at me
what have I done wrong
I'm not the one who's fear are dogs
our listens to ******* songs
I don't come from another planet
no I'm as normal as they come
Then why are they treating me like
I'm a void in the sun
I've done my best to fit in
but it's not working out
I just have to find a way
to cancel all my doubts
and be who I've always wanted to be
Be who I am
the person of which I am an utmost fan