I wish existing was simpler. I wish loving was raw. I wish talking was easy. I wish respect wasn't a thing to ask for. I wish acceptance had a place. I wish understanding wasn't a weakness. I wish there was room for trying. I wish there was more freedom to living Than there is to dying I wish there weren't any of these rules I wish it was okay to not be okay. I wish all of this was more than just words. I wish the words were actually us. I wish I could write to you. I wish I could speak my heart to you. I wish you were here. I wish I wish I could have more of you. I wish I could love you.
There's this color you loved From the very beginning A color you cherished A color you hated A color that made you put your brush down A color that made you want to paint again A color that was the whole of your painting A color that had a place for me but only in it's shadow. In it's domain.
Mixed Messed Sometimes blessed And sometimes Just wrecked But dont you panic We got this You and I One way Or another Apart or together Surely, a forever.