It makes my heart stop It makes my mind numb I almost seize to exist Forget to breathe If for a second The thought of you distancing An inch away From the far corner of that edge Away from my sight Away from my grasp Away from the hope That someday I will cross this distance I will make it to you Someday I will have all of you And maybe Just maybe If you would like I will offer all that i am All that i have And maybe this would be more Alive.
I wish existing was simpler. I wish loving was raw. I wish talking was easy. I wish respect wasn't a thing to ask for. I wish acceptance had a place. I wish understanding wasn't a weakness. I wish there was room for trying. I wish there was more freedom to living Than there is to dying I wish there weren't any of these rules I wish it was okay to not be okay. I wish all of this was more than just words. I wish the words were actually us. I wish I could write to you. I wish I could speak my heart to you. I wish you were here. I wish I wish I could have more of you. I wish I could love you.
Mixed Messed Sometimes blessed And sometimes Just wrecked But dont you panic We got this You and I One way Or another Apart or together Surely, a forever.
Moments when you feel the weight Moments when you feel fate. Moments when you know this isnt right Moments when you're the only sense Making my world bright.
Why is it That these pages Words and melodies This fulfillment And nothingness This familiar feel All of it Comes down to nothing But you. Why do they leave me wondering What if What if it's you?
Three, four, five How many times? Darling, you aren't perfect You are something Beyond the line Morphed in so By time Strengthened by so, Your own rhymes.