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Mia Apr 2013
Am not the girl you fell in love with
Not now, after all the pain.
You're not the boy i skipped to meet
With heart as light as a feather.
You're too distant, too aloof.
You showed me the world,
I believed it was mine.
And now its hazy and grey.
But i know,
We were meant to be together.

Am a little rough around the edges
Growing old does that to you.
But you're worn out as well
From running circles around me.
I long for the guy who wanted me,
Everytime and anytime.
I felt needed, loved, wanted.

I want to take you and make you mine,
Love you more than you expect,
Accept you even when you hurt me.
I might not get it right,
But even when i break your heart,
I won't leave if you'll have me.
I promise to try.
Mia Apr 2013
'Time is so strange here,It goes slower.'Said the pale ghostly boy.He slowly trudged next to me,feet seeming to shuffle forward step by slow step.His feet barely touched the ground. He was roughly seventeen or eighteen. His face had no trace of human emotion, as if waned by the afterlife. His voice seemed unconnected to him, it was disembodied and all around us. He came to a stop infront on me. 'We don't get visitors often,' he said. I replied, ' I sort of ended up here accidentally.' He smiled then, a sad all knowing chilly smile. It sent a surge of fear through me. He said, ' There are no mistakes. You are here for a purpose.' I was lost and disillusioned. I still expected to wake up and find that i was merely dreaming. I would give anything to be in my warm comforting bed right now. Instead, i was in a damp dungeon talking to a ghostly form. I asked him, ' Are you dead?' He seemed puzzled by my question. He replied, ' This is not the end, if to you death is an end. It is merely a gateway to a more static existence. I still exist.' My spirits sank when i heard this. If he was not a figment of my imagination, maybe i was dead too. I would never see Lulu and Bito again. Tears trickled down my cheeks as i let the pain i had been shutting out come flooding it. It was truely over, the existence i had abused and abhorred. I wished for another chance, maybe it would end separately.
Mia Apr 2013
I come alive,
When i wake in your arms,
And find you watching me.
I get tingles,
From where you're holding me.
I hope for some more time,
Before you have to leave.
Nothing makes sense without you
Even if you don't make sense yourself.
i find myself drawn to you,
In ways that i can't fight
You pull me in and i lose myself.
You will always be a part of me,
I need you more.
Mia Apr 2013
What if i told you, life was better as a bee?
A world of colors at the flap of wings.
Working every hour
To an assigned end.
To have a purpose, among these colors.
Mia Apr 2013
What are we, if not together?
I am not your friend, you're far too aloof for that
Calling me only when you're bored.
you do not crave me in your space
Or long to talk to me all day.
Neither are we lovers,
The intimacy of a shared bond is mere wishful thinking.
A heated coupling can not hope to join our souls.
You only call after dusk.
I am not your partner,
For you never need my help, nor offer yours.
I have lost myself trying to find you
I have hurt my soul trying to bind it to someone that doesn't need a mate.
In trying to define us,
I only formed regrets.
Mia Apr 2013
Visit Me oh muse,
I ask of you today.
I have readied myself
With blank slate and pen and paper.
come to me in flashes of voices
Telling me of
Fairytales and broken hearts.
I heard you visit the worthy.
But today bless me with your gift
I long to write of your awesomeness
If you deign to appear.
Mia Apr 2013
No, no, no
Don't be gone.
Not now when i need you
More than i ever did before.
You can't be gone ,
When just a moment ago you were here.
Young and full of life.
I never got to say goodbye.
There wasn't a warning.
I woke up to find you gone.
I slept over and over again,
Hoping that the next time i awoke
You would be watching me ,
With that smile on your face.
Instead i torture myself,
With what ifs and what nots.
Sometimes all you need is hope
That its not over.
To keep it all together.
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