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Mia Apr 2013
45 minutes ago
I was madly in love.
drawing up plans
To come spend my life with you
But that was before...
You changed that with a few words.
You told me you weren't sure.
That we should wait a while,
Think about it some more.
And in that instant.
I knew you didn't want this.
I hoped it was jitters,
and yet still i knew.
We wouldn't make an hour,
A day, a month, a year.
A lifetime like i thought.
How do you erase forever
In a swift flow of words so gently spoken?
Do i walk the paths we did together now alone?
Should i cower from places we went?
That restaurant with a wall reserved for photos to mark the passage of time.
Its so easy for you to turn your back.
Who cast the lot so i kept all the memories?
I can barely breathe as i think of the past.
I miss you already.
60 minutes after you said goodbye.
i wish i could stop my hands trembling
As i reach for my phone.
No message from you to tell me it's ok.
I scroll through your messages.
Playful you,
Serious you.
The you who cared.
I will time to stop and mourn my loss.
For with you i had eternity
And now it stretches forlorn and empty wrecking me.
My time stopped, 45 minutes ago.
Mia Apr 2013
To the place where she lay
And bled out.
Heart wrenching memories.
Pleasure,pain, loss.
She watched it seep out
In violets and reds and flashes of color.
It wouldn't be long.
She didn't want to stay in her skin.
It was clammy and itchy
Seeming to burst at the seems.
She wished for a reprieve,
A soothing calming balm
Across her battered nerves.
Her mind was bruised
From the thoughts of moments
Before and now and next.
If only she could live again.
She wondered what it would be like
To ignore the pain and get up
Walk in the sun's rays.
Up and down paved walkways.
Instead she lay in a tomb
Curled up on her side.
Shards of glass piercing her consciousness.
It hurt to exist.
She begged to die in peace,
But that too eluded her.
Like love and hope and faith.
And so she remained.
In a time removed from ours,
She was lost in a tomb somewhere between here and there.
Mia Apr 2013
Write me a letter
A few scribbled words on paper.
Write me please,
So i know you care.

Write me a sonnet
Of sisyphean proportions
Praising me to heaven and back
Immortalize me in words.

Serenade me,
Oh yes, please do.
I would love to be accosted on the street
By the Bastille.

I wait in the shadows
Longing for a gentle voice
I swoon in abandon
When i am wooed.
Mia Apr 2013
I think of you and I
it hurts me that we fight.
Going round in circles.
Missing what is right infront of us
All i want this time
Is a love like Fitz and Liv,
Even though they can't be together
They keep coming back together.
I can't go on without you
Even if it takes 50 years
You will realize we are one the same side
Meant to last
More than a season.
Mia Apr 2013
Once upon a time not long ago,

That which only mattered was one's word,
With that, a verbatim, from soul deep a pact was sealed.
No longer are times the same, like the tides i know.

One’s word no longer stands

Tides change, times change
Nothing remains the same.
Best to let go of the old
Lest you end up with them sold.
Embrace the new
Like the few
Who do.


No man can turn back the wheel of change,
Even a shadow daily maintains not the same shape,
Shelf life either is not spared the fate of change,
It used be the beholder that mattered.
Now the witness, and all audience complete the picture.


Who better to prove a case
Than the audience jury and executioner to be
Time is contained within a globe
That only timelessness can reach.


Was it not for the paper chase,
The parchment would still be king,
Forget not, changes are full sail, what a voyage,
Quills, blood spills, ink, it all took two,
A covenant of understanding,
What was new, making news,
Is a history relic seconds later.


Give me a pen or quill
I'll take the ink today.
Bleed all over the pages
Of snow white pages.
What better way to remember time
Than immortalized in blue, black and green.
Drying on desks and tables.
Filed away for you and I.


And the wash of the flow
Tugs and tugs so
I will let go, let go, let go
Soon as I find and complete this
"urgent" (Hell-fire!) paperwork...
My hair is torn and my fictional filing system
Laughs at me! Waa
A three handed poem i did with my friends Kris and Hudol
Mia Apr 2013
You thought it wouldn't come to this
Wearing your heart upon your sleeve
Going down the winding road
With love before you,
Thoughts behind you.
You're actually surprised?
You should have listened when i said:
It won't last, it never does.
Joke's on you, i was right.
I told you, didn't I?
Why are you crying?
Wasting more tears than you can count
On that scoundrel.
He won't wipe them
Or hold you.
You know this.
You're just hiding expecting me to stop.
I don't stop.
I go on and on and on.
Annoying , isn't it?
That i tell you the future?
And yet you ignore me and bolt
Into the wilderness at twilight.
It never lasts, this blindness.
Your eyes adjust to the semi dark
And suddenly perfection has blemishes.
Don't count on anything but yourself
It's all fickle and ambiguous
And that too will change.
Mia Apr 2013
I reached out to you, poured out my heart and soul expecting a friend. Instead you turned your back on me. Trying to cope with the pain, of losing someone so dear. You hurt me more than i expected. In not being there for a friend. Maybe i chose the wrong things. In expecting you to understand. I had it all wrong. Nothing matters except happiness. But even that isn't pure without you here. I keep expecting to wake up and see you. Find that everything ugly never happened. But instead the ache of your pain hurts. I miss it all. I would try to do this differently but somehow it seems fated to end this way.
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