Here with you
Lying in your arms
Stroking your chest
Snuggling close
Listening to your breathing
Slow and measured
At peace with the world
You stroke my hair in even strokes
your breathing faster as I nibble your ear
I smile my Cheshire grin
Tonight I caught dinner ;)

Shame on you and your heart
If you have one.
Cause you are tearing us apart
Piece by piece with each day
A promise not kept
a moment not treasured
One more reason for me to give up
Everything I hold dear.
Can't you see you're changing me?
Turning me into a wreck
heartbroken and desolate.
You're turning me inside out
Wringing my emotions
Bleeding out my heart.
I hope you're sorry
For breaking my heart.

Traveling back and forth
to see each other smile
Through time already charted
Listening to each other breathe
in and out with fingers entwined.
Hearts pulsing together
To the beat of love.
You take me in your arms
Kiss me
Tongue darting in and out
Of my soft moist mouth.
You draw me closer
Hand on the arch of my back.
I wrap my leg around you
Pressing closer for more.
I would gladly travel through time
to be with you.
Love how you love me.

I have cried one solitary tear
For you and what we had.
In pain and regret
For everything lost.
I have laughed at myself
For making those mistakes
Believing it was love
Yet I was just a game for you.
Something to pass the time.
never again will I throw myself
In your path at your feet.
You made it clear it was a waste
I will not cry a thousand tears
My grief will remain a solitary tear.

Sadness fills my bones
Like a crushing weight
Taking the life out of my body.
tears well up
As I sink to the ground.
I can't do this again,
the agony of losing you
Another you
I lost you once already
and now you're leaving again.
it seems you don't care
That am dying inside
Every breath aches
Burning its way down my chest.
My arms wont work
To Ward off the pain.
Slowly sinking to depression
cold inhumane feelings
of worthlessness.
I will never be enough
to make you stay.
If only I were nothing like me
You might love me some more.
I really hoped this was something
That would be everything.

Do not look for me in our old haunts
I am not there.
I walked out the door
And never looked back.
Do not call me up at 3 in the morning
I wont pick up.
I found so many things to fill my life
The space you left isn't there.
Do not say you will always love me
I don't want a captive
What I needed was a partner and friend and you didn't care.
Do not wait up for me
Am not coming home.
You threw away what we had
Couldn't even make up an excuse
it's okay to let go you know,
I already have.