Mia - Hello Poetry

Mia Feb 2013

I should have kissed you
Right when I walked in
That would have changed the course
Of everything that happened next
We wouldn't have argued
Said all those ugly things
I wouldn't have got hysterical
Threatening to blow us up
Cause we never work
even though we try to talk it out.
Should have held you close
in your last moments
Whispered it would be okay.
Rocked you to oblivion
upon my cool *****.
you needed a friend that day
Not an adversary.
I shouldn't have incited you
To the pit of dark rage
You wanted out so bad
Of this pain you and I brought
we loved so much
But hurt eachother too.
You didn't want me to leave
you held me closer than ever
walked up to the rooftop
and let go.

Mia Feb 2013

Dreaming of you and I

Haunted by memories
Of our first date
Our only date.
Where you held my hand
Ran across fields through the rain.
We got to your door drenched
Shivering with excitement.
You let me in hesitantly
Opened the buttons on my shirt
Kissed the goosebumps on my flesh
held me close and stole my heart.
I can't get you out of my head
How you looked into my eyes then kissed me
you talked about life with me
Made plans for us
Asked me what I felt,wanted
Then you held me as I slept.
in the morning it was like I dreamt of you and I.

Mia Feb 2013

Happy place

There have been places
Where I spent a day, night
wished I could stay a while.
It's my happy place
Where I can dream of us
A future painted on canvas
any way we want it.
In my dreams you are whole
the embodiment of my wants
I feel you here
Like a warm blanket.
Keeping me safe.
I wake to fading colours
of what you were.
You are a mere fragment
Of what I need you to be.
Sometimes I wish you were
Everything I needed.
You to be strong
To hold me and protect me.
But you're only human
With faults and flaws
Imperfections to the brim
I don't want perfect,
Just want you to be here.

Mia Feb 2013

Alive

I need to feel alive
Senses tingling all over.
With everything fitting in place
like a jigsaw puzzle.
No more loud silence
all encompassing pain
Life that falls short of what it should be.

Mia Feb 2013

Painful silence

I don't want to feel alone
In this big wide world
Where everyone walks
Their own paths
And no one has Time to wait
For someone that is lost
And trying to find the way home.
I don't want another day
Trying to find who I am
and what I want.
If only it could be clear
What I should have
then I wouldn't see empty space
in the rooms you fill.
Aching for something more
hungering for a purpose
A reason why am here.
Am I the fixer? The listener?
The one that does great things?
If only the pain could stop
Of being so alone.

Mia Feb 2013

When we collide

I want to know what you feel
when you hold me
At night under the stars.
Does your heart beat fast?
Like a bass drum?
Or like a clickety clack train engine?
Do you catch your breath
In silken webs of time
And hold on to you and I.
Does it feel like magic?
Everytime our fingers intertwine
It's everything beautiful
That comes alive
When you and I collide.

Mia Feb 2013

Being with you

All this time I have been here
Right next to you.
Lying by your side
Watching you sleep.
you seem to be happy
in the land of no troubles.
If only you could be
This happy when awake.
In the place where you choose
To make your dreams come true.
you watched me cry
Held my hand
Told me you would be here.
Sometimes am with you
But your heart isn't in it
We are miles apart.
And yet am with you.