I want to sweep you away
on a surge of love.
Swelling, rising, overwhelming
Escaping the confines set.

I want to whisper in your ear
How much I want you.
With me, in me. Be with me.
Tell you that I love you
More and more each day.

To lose myself in you
Be all about you
Am falling so deep
Am crazy for you.
I want to kiss your lips
Slowly, sensualy, passionately.
Touch and kiss you
Brand you with my passion
you are all I want and need.

If I could breathe you I would
I dream about you
Whispering against my lips
That you love me.
Taste me, enfold me.
Consume me.
I am yours like you are mine.

Hold me.
Stop for a moment and feel
Every sensation when I touch you
The electric tingle
When I rain kisses on your body
Beg me to take you in me
And I surely will.

Am afraid that you
Will take my pulsing heart
And tear it to pieces.
Ruthlessly
painfully
Completely dessicate it.
Cause the truth is
You dont care
What I feel.
You don't  love
Me.
I keep lying to myself
And you lead me on
Maybe you like seeing me
Lose control of my inhibitions
Follow you like a bird
Really, you're heartless.

You knew me best
I didn't have to talk
Somehow you knew
all that I needed.
You put me first
Rearranged your life for me
And that was great
I felt special.
Why did you have to walk away?
turn your back on me
Even when you saw my tears
Streaming down my face.
I still breathe with you.
I see you at the corner
And rush to find it's not you.
You elude me like a wisp of smoke
I can't touch.
I want you back
would pay whatever was asked
I dunno where to find you
Even as I continue to hope
I wasn't just dreaming.

Not a good night for insomnia
The voices, they shout!
Disgraceful things.
I knew I should have locked
The door to their cage.
But they seem to know
How to pick the lock.
They cause mischief
Those mad little monsters.
You see, they dunno they aren't real
All they do is haunt the people
that stifle them
They need to feel heard
So they rattle the doors
Of their prisons
Drag the chains on floors
those loony voices that never shut up.

In the glow of satisfaction
after we are spent from passion
I watch you dress up
You button your shirt
One at a time.
Am sorry to see the expanse of chest go
We talk
About what you want
You tell me you're addicted
To everything about me
Don't mind being a Slave
To my every need.
I hug you
Try to fit myself as close as I can
Hoping to block out the loneliness
you are like a healing balm.
I wish you could stay
Hold me close all night.
Cover my face, palms, shoulder
with drops of little kisses.
I want you to stay
some night, every night.
with you am losing the pain
I like how you invade me.

What is it about the unattainable that makes us want it so much more?

On that rainy day in January,
I saw you standing in line,
Waiting to pay
For the book.
You know the one.
It's been whispering sweet promises
In my ear.
How it will be the best I ever have
It will imprint on me.

I tried to resist the allure
But it's elusiveness pulled me in
Like coiling tendrils
Of immeasurable strength.

I dreamt about that book
Waited for it to come to that store
And there you were
Buying the only available copy.
I knew then
That I wanted you both.
I followed you out
Having a witty dialogue in my head
You would be snared by my charisma
I would get my book.
You stopped at a black car
The passenger door opened.
Out stepped Delilah
the woman that kills dreams.

Sometimes I want you so bad
It's an uncontrollable flame
building higher than expected
I lose control
of my inhibitions and reason
Everything around you blurs
You capture my dreams
Change them to include you
Why can't I think straight?
Heartbeat racing
Pupils dilating
'Kiss me please ,' I whisper.
Touch me
In the most sensual of ways
Violate my senses
Invade my heated moist flesh
Pulsing
For your touch
Kisses
Warm flickering tongue
Pleasuring me
I moan in abandonment.
If this is heaven
I want to die here.