Dont want to say goodbye
When it's you I want
To spend my life with.
If it's sorrow and pain in our way
The fates must be wrong
We are so right together.
Take my mind by storm
Satisfy me as I ****** you
It's an enchantment on us
One with every design
To give us a good time.
You know I love you
Even though you don't believe
that this could ever be.

I want to look into your heart
And find myself
Nestled in a corner
Wrapped around all the space
lingering with a warmth
Vibrating with life.
Taking tours to the mind
Totally at home with you
When you love me.

I would call you up
Just to hear your voice.
Snuggle closer as you sleep.
Hug you for no apparent reason
take long walks hand in hand
Give you all my love
Make you happy.

Am tired of fighting
and all the lies.
You either love me or not.
If you thought about me;
You would call or text
Not be caught up with things
Are they more important than me?
If this isn't what you want
Let me go please
Breaking my heart
Is all you are doing now.

I came to see you today
In a nice cream dress
Belted at the waist.
You took one look at me
Smiled and got up.
Hugged me and held me
Told me I looked beautiful,
kissed me and pushed me
Against the wall as you touched me
Took my breath away.
You pulled away and said
You just couldn't help it.
I had a silly smile on my face
You walked me home,
Hand in hand.
We took the scenic route
You didn't want the day to end
Fingers entwined
you kissed me goodbye.
Am wearing the smile now
That you left me with.

A box is all I have left
Of the things you gave to me
And the ones you left behind
Memories we shared
Photographs of holidays
Paintings we bought
The clothes I wore for dates
Every other reminder.
Am placing all those in
Going to dig deep and bury
Beneath the soil
Under a glass cover.
So that time and again I peer
Am sure when I heal
Nothing but soil will remain.

I have always been her
That girl
the one that draws attention
Artistically, intrinsically
you just have to see her.
Everything you have dreamed
and yet nothing like she seems
She is surreal and yet real.

And now
That was then, before
now there is another girl
Whom all girls watch with green
guys strive to impress
She has charisma and poise
Elegance and pride
She is the new me
A better improved version.