Mia - Hello Poetry

Mia Jan 2013

I fell for you so easily
like rain drops on a cloudy day
My fears ceased to matter
I was cool as cucumber
Thought you had got it
This thing we had going.

But nothing lasts forever
everyone says that
I should have prepared better
Maybe shut you out first
packed your love in a case
And returned it to you.

What am I supposed to do
Without a heart?
All my ideals crushed
I was truly naive to believe
in love with all it's forms.
Guile is the most common
Should have seen through you.

Mia Jan 2013

Of fairies and fairy tales

I was but a wisp of a child
When the fairies played
Tag at my bedside.
Even then they glowed
like fireflies in the night.
soon they took me out
On adventures as the house slept
To see princesses and knights
enchantments and spells.
They told me not to open
the book of fairy tales
For the stories therein
would ruin my imagination.
One rainy night I was bored
my mother came to sit by me
She read me a story
once upon a time.
The fairies hated the rain you know
but I never saw them again.

Mia Jan 2013

Blossom

I miss you
And how it used to be.
Long night walks
Tender brief shy embraces
On the porch in the moonlight
calls that go on and on
Where we say nothing
and yet it means everything.
holding hands as we talk
sharing sweet kisses
Intoxicating in their feel.
we were so happy
It was surreal.
Those were the days I believed in love.

Flowers bloom only to die

Mia Jan 2013

Of sighs and their weight

So many words in a sigh
Anger. Disappointment.
Sorry. Resignation.
I feel all that and more ;
That I loved you
That what we had is no more
That you didn't fight for me
when I was walking away
Maybe you didn't love me
I was a fool to let you in
You took all I gave totally
And gave nothing in return
I have only myself to blame
But it's done so all I can do
Is let out a mournful sigh.

Mia Jan 2013

just one day

Don't you wish we could be
Alone.
All alone just you and I
No interruptions.
Just the two of us
Taking each other in
Side by side with no pressure
No expectations
No weight of the world
Just enjoying each other
what I would give
For one such day.

Mia Jan 2013

Lost in you

Kiss me
The way you usually do
Hold me
Tighter than before.
Hug me
Close so I can feel you
Listen to your heartbeat.
Touch me
In ways that make me moan
It's only you that can
For we are bound, you and I
Make love to me
Every single day.

Mia Jan 2013

I beg you

If you don't love me
Tell me so.
Cause am pining for you
Dying to have you say
That it's me you love.
My heart breaks
Everytime you hold me
Cause you don't say the words
I need to hear.
I love you more than anything
just once I would ask you
To take my hand and say
You're the one.
But each day you show me
It's but a dream
Figments of the unreal
Piercing my reality.

I beg you,
Let me go, if you're unsure
Your uncertainty hurts
More than the sharpest sword
for I die more than once
each time a little more
losing pieces of myself I love
Giving up my ideals for you
If you did care
You wouldn't let me change
Become obsessive and angry
you're breaking me.