I don't wanna change history
I just wanna change the future so drastically
that I don't have to regret the past
because the now is passing  so fast

I wrote a million letters I'll never send
to release a billion thoughts in my head
but still here are a trillion voices that never end

Nothing bad happens on its own,
history has shown

There’s nothing I’d rather do
Than sit and speak with you
♥️

Do you even miss me?
Not as far as I can see

They say I'm too much
that I'm crazy cause I
care so much
say so much
give so much
love so much
But if insanity is measured
by the storms we've weathered
the determination we place
in front of fear's face
and the dedication
never to take a vacation
then I want to be crazy!
Because the alternative is lazy
And maybe I'm not too much for you.
Maybe you're not enough for me.

not many friends,
but a great family
can't see the end,
but know it's coming gradually
for myself, don't have to fend
cause the ruler of the universe has me
don't have any perfection to spend,
so it's good that there's no fee
sometimes my will tries to bend,
but then I remember where I'll be spending eternity

They tell the smarties that they're proud
but the geniuses have no pride allowed
For the smarties are part of an elite crowd
but the geniuses are in isolation drowned

You were someone I should never have even known,
But since I have, our friendship has grown...
And now my feelings for you have flown,
And my despair over you leaving is overblown.

Exude confidence
and they will perceive experience in you
Keep your head held high
and they will look up to you
Genuinely smile
and they will see beauty in you
Believe in yourself
and they will believe in you, too

You're not faking it, though
You're making it so

The music that renders me saddest
reminds me of the times I was happiest

the pieces of me
that you kept understanding
became
the pieces of you
that I keep finding

The spring is no longer silent
and we are no longer blind
The fight has become violent
and we have so little time

If we don't fight for the environment
there will be no selfish treasures left to find

I feel hackneyed, overplayed, and unoriginal;
I've become jaded, bored, and cynical.

There's so much that I can't say
that saying anything at all leaves me in dismay

You find yourself
when you stop chasing someone else

live every day as if it is your last
for the now will soon be the past
and you don't want to regret
these days you can't forget
for when it has become "back then"
you won't be able to change them
but in the moment, you know how
and you can change the now

Some live a broken fate
that this broken world precipitates
Some live a perfect illusion
their grasp on reality loosened

May the words of the Lord
be the voice of our hearts

the typical me
isn't the one you typically see