"I can't focus"
We all can't focus
Stuck in a cardboard box
Trapped in these rooms with iron locks
No escape
No way out
Running away will only lead to failure
Stuck in a dead end job
So you better stick with it!
No getting out of it now!
Work hard for 4 years
So you can work hard for 4(+) more years
So you can work hard for the rest of your life
Ok! Sounds good!
And you wonder why we're so stressed
Why we can't focus?
It's the same thing over and over
And that seems extremely bogus

Ugh I feel so stupid
"Why" he says
Why?
Why?
Because your this gorgeous guy
and I'm just an ugly damsel in distress
You're so chill
And I think so much I can't keep anything straight
You're so hot
I'm so not
And worst of all is
I know you're gonna break my heart

I'm the one with
"The good personality"
Ok looking  
Average intelligence
Ok ***
Nothing like the girls you prefer
The one with the "good personality"
I use my personality as an excuse
for my purpose
Why should you like me
Well um.. I have a good personality?
'Good' personality
I have my flaws
I'm not perfect
But I'm good
Well, not good enough for you
But good just the same
I suppose
None of that matters though
The only one I'm trying to impress is you
I'm clinging to you
"Please give me a purpose"
I have a good personality
And I hope that's enough for you

I said goodnight
And you said it back
The words almost rolled off my tounge
"I love you"
But I stopped them
Like a barricade for my words
Because I knew
You wouldn't say them back

I'm so foolish
Talking about "love"
I have no ******* clue what love is
All I have is bits and peices
Compiled from 80's movies
And romance novels
I could look up the definition
I could take from other's experiences
But I'll never really know
Until I experience it first hand
And do I even want to?
All I truly know about love is that
It always seems to end in heartbreak

*******
And your ******* great ***
And your ******* great life
And your ******* great social skills
And your ******* boy toys
And your ******* silky hair
*******