At
               
                   Arms
                        ­              
                                         Length

I
    Will
              Hold
                         You
                                  There
  
            ...There

You might be able to live with this
But i can't
I want to kiss you
I want to taste your tongue
I want to look into your eyes
Seeing everything i did right
I want to fall into bed with you
And never get out
I want to hold hands
I want to talk about *** openly
I want you to tease me when you touch me
I want every day without you
To be a day with you
If i don't have that
I don't want to live
I want you, i want you so bad
It's driving me mad
It's driving me...

Oh death...
Why so sluggish?
If its going to be like this
Then i'm ready for you to take me
100 percent
So let's go

Someday
I'll have sweet release
But my pleasure will come from sparing them
Because she won't have to worry about me
Nor will the rest of them
And they'll all live happily ever after
Without me
I'll no longer annoy the **** out of them
Someday

Sometimes...
I want to **** myself
I want to discard my body
Make the world like i was never here
This would hurt people
But only for a little while
They'd move on
Because people do that
And the world
And all the people
Would be way better
Because i'm not there
Then people tell me that its selfish
To think such a thing
And so i feel selfish
I feel terrible
Because of that i think
Sometimes...
I want to **** myself
I want to discard my body
...

I showed i care
And i'm all alone
I killed my desires
And i'm all alone
I did what you said
And i'm all alone
I spent so much money...
...none of which you wanted
And i'm all alone
I made myself the bad guy
And i'm all alone
I cried in my car
And i'm all alone
I did everything i could...
...to make you happy
And i'm all alone
I halted communication
And i'm all alone
I committed to you
And i'm all alone
I'm sitting here in love...
...wishing you were here
And i'm all alone
All. Alone.

Nothing more pure
But disgust clouds me
Makes me a terrible person
Each time she looks at me
The second road would end
The first is right
But we can't find our way
Back home
We will
We will
But I forget to see that.