Eevee

Eevee Aug 2018

Me

I have been told,
Just be me.
How do I do this?
Do what makes you happy,
Do you like to read?
Then read.
Do you like to jump up and down like a loon?
Then do it.
Always be yourself,
If people don’t like you,
Then they want what you have.
Don’t rub it in there face.
Think first,
But don’t be afraid to be me

Always express yourself

Eevee Aug 2018

Bullies

THUMP THIMP!!!
It rings out across the school,
Teachers and students take shelter.
“Run while you can!!”
Someone shouts.

THUMP THUMP!!!
There coming,
There already here,
You can’t miss them.
They take you to that dark place,
A place were you want to escape,
But never get the chance to do.
A place where schools get shot,
Because people don’t think twice.
Bullies are are problems,
Let’s change that

Eevee Aug 2018

Loud

Everywhere i turn,
i hear noise.
Music,
talking,
calls,
slamming of fingers on a keyboard.
I can't escape the noise.

It's loud.
so loud my ears are burring,
with hate,
and queerness.
then it's quiet,
then loud,
soft,
loud.
over and over again.

School is loud,
Home is loud,
teachers,
friends,
sisters,
brothers.
you can't escape it,
it already here,
it's loud.

Eevee Aug 2018

Where

Where does the sun shine,
when there is darkness in our hearts?
Where can i see your face,
that i miss so?
Where can i find you,
when i am all alone?

I can here a sound.
A memory,
a dream.
I turn to look,
thinking that you will be there,
But your not.
i begin to cry,
cry and cry.
I yell out,
no answer,
no sign of you anywhere.
So i ask one more time,
Where am I?

People tend to feel alone. No one is there to comfort them. This poem is to speak out against there fears and shine some light.

Eevee Aug 2018

Time never fades

When you know something bad happened,
When you know you will always remember ,
The time we’re life was easy,
When you wanted to go to school,
When you liked to play outside .

Over time you think
what is going to happen next.
Will I conquer the world,
World war 3,
Collage,
Family,
Child.
All of these things happen,
But time will never fade.

When we were 3,
We said I want to be a fairy,
Or I want to be a firefighter,
I want the world to be better.
Why does everything have to be a war.
Time will never fade for all the people that have lost.

This poem is knock some sense into people that are willing to protest and put there kids in harms way.

Eevee Aug 2018

Eyes

Your eyes tell a story your mouth,
Or your brain.
You can always tell if there is anything wrong,
           Pain,
                   Fear,
                           Joy,
                              And sadness.

You trie to  conceal the pain,
But someone will know.
Your eyes tell a story,
Weather you want to tell it or burn it.

My Bio mom was never really good at being a mom so when I finally accepted that she didn’t care I stoped begging for the pain to stop, it just did

Aug 2018

Raven

Left

You have now left me

As I sit here fighting away more tears
I wonder
Do you remember all the things I wrote about you?
Do you remember the poem called You that I wrote?

You probably don't

Even though you left me today it feels like it was forever ago
For you seem so far away from me

Did you think about the fact that you come over early every thursday so you can get to youth?
Wether I'm coming or not?

You probably didn't

Now every time you come over
I will retreat
I will retreat to my bedroom
To the bathroom
Or out the door
So I can find somewhere quite to cry

Because your smile gave me life
Your gaze gave me butterflies

You are utterly beautiful in my eyes
But you don't see yourself that way

So you break
And then you leave me
Because 'you can't handle a relationship'
I understand
But my heart still shattered when I read those words

Tears instantly swelled my eyes and started to pour
Just like rain on a lonely night

Now tonight as I go lay in my bed
I will stare out my window
At the wall
Or the roof

Remembering your smile
Remembering your laugh
Remembering how safe I felt next to you
Pressed into you
And just near you

I will lay there as tears streak my cheeks
As I remember the way my heart would beat just at the sight of you
As I remember the way my heart would break when I saw the smile falter from your face

For I didn't want you to feel broken like me
Because you deserve to be happy

You are beautiful to me
And you always will be

Now as I sit here my thoughts will not leave you

If anyone asks for me to be theirs I will probably say no
And I probably will for many years

But if I say yes I will not truly love them
For I will forever remember when you were my puppy
And I was your kitten

May/ 25/ 8:45PM/ 2018/ 14 years old