Christ salvation sometimes is a process.
Some people hang real tight to his salvation.
While others like myself is a process of change.
For sometime change is a life long process here.
Sins sometimes are in layers that has to be peeled.
Each layer needs to be mold and repented of too.
It not that one enjoy sinning it just a process here.
To transfer an worm into an beautiful butterfly here.
Each layer becomes another time of repented too.

I know that you are hurting now and struggling right now too.
So many evil people in the world whom have so much more.
Is taking advantage of those struggling because of corona-virus.
******* it up from the poor, middle class, and shop keepers.
They are stealing it from those small business people here.
Remember this some day it shall be quite the opposite on earth.
You shall have no more tears here and they shall be the one suffering.