Standing in the warm water
Streaming down from my eyelashes to my crimson lips
Pooling apon them
I raise my hand to trace the curve of them
Kiss me
From my glass ribs to my summer hips
Sunshine warmth sinks in
Sending me shivers as I imagine you trailing your hand along
My arms cradle my broken body
My head hits the clouds
I can not stop thinking about you
I can not stop thinking about how I want you
How I need you
How I love you
But you dont want me

Sometimes
I wish shower water would wash away the thought of you

I am so ready to dance
Finally regain control of my mind
Demons scream in anger
I am fighting you

You will no longer control me
No longer corrupt my mind
With your sickening worthless words
You will degrade to ash
I am going to crush your addiction for my pain
Crush your addiction to see scarlett trail down my arm
I will burn you and your voices
Burn you with my hatred for your toxic voice
You will not crawl through my veins
You will not spread your poison

You will no longer rip me apart
One ******* piece at a time

Flowers will flourish in your remains
Sunshine will melt into my heart
Into my mind
I will dance like never before
I will not dance on fragile ice anymore
I will dance on solid ground

You can not stop me.

Daisies have come out to dance
In my heart
They sway to my heart beat
In my lungs
I breath daisies
In my corrupt mind
*They bloom

I fill my heart with love
Drink it like hard liquor
Burning
As it streams down my throat
A warm wave crushes apon me
I dance around the room
Drunk on the thought of you
Bringing my hand to my pale winter cheek
Caressing my scarlett lips
Kiss me?
I twirl
Skirt billowing around me
The music streaming through my bones
Dizzy

My lips part in a small smile
You melted me
I dance in glacial water
Flower lungs inhale the lust
For you