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126 · Dec 2017
Beautiful
EMD Dec 2017
He called me beautiful
And I wouldn’t have believed him if not
For the hurt in his eyes when I laughed in his face
125 · Apr 2022
Captivated
EMD Apr 2022
And boys dressed in black,
buttoned up and playing pianos
Walk across the tightropes behind my eyes
That form the cobwebs of my hollow mind

The air between my ears fills with music
There is silence underneath—
Still and very sweet
Being drowned by harmonies

And the ground shakes
I sink down into the stars—
Captivated

By boys dressed in black,
Buttoned up and playing pianos
125 · May 2018
Untitled
EMD May 2018
I’m tired of being hurt by people I care about
Maybe it would be easier just not to care
124 · Nov 2019
The song
EMD Nov 2019
For when I saw her
My heart fell open

For she did more than sing
With her words she made love

For with the notes
Her heart did spill

For when I saw her
I fell in love
124 · Mar 2018
XIII
EMD Mar 2018
I can’t seem to write anything worth reading anymore
I can’t seem to draw anything anyone wants to see
I can’t seem to say anything worth listening to
I can’t seem to be anything anyone wants to care about
124 · Feb 2018
V
EMD Feb 2018
V
Yesterday
I was desperate for your love

Today
You disgust me
122 · Jan 2018
Invisible
EMD Jan 2018
Memories
Are like
Invisible ink
You can’t see it
But that doesn’t mean
That they aren’t there
122 · Oct 2020
This side of my skin
EMD Oct 2020
This side of my skin
Is for me
It’s for you
I don’t let just anyone see
It’s for your smile
And your blue eyes
And your sweet laugh
It’s for your gentle hands
For your tender touch,
This side of my skin
122 · Oct 2020
Sloth
EMD Oct 2020
“There’s no use” she said
From upon my bed
As I tossed her her head
Nearly rotten, Nearly dead
Where she lay, upon my bed

I felt my face go red
On my hard earned bread
She was well beyond fed
Nearly rotten, Nearly dead
Get up, from off my bed
122 · Dec 2017
All quiet
EMD Dec 2017
I have not prayed in a very long time
It’s not that I don’t try
Or that I don’t believe
I just can’t push it all out of my soul in words
“Words, words, words,
They do not reach me”
I do not know how
I want to
But I do not feel God
I pray in emotions
Because that’s all that I know
I can only hope that He understands.
“I stand dumb. As before a judge.
Dejected
Words, words, words. They do not reach me.
Nevermore.”      -Eric Maria Remarque, All quiet on the western front
121 · Feb 2018
Humanity
EMD Feb 2018
Men and women
Black and white and red and yellow
Girls and boys
Gay and straight and everything in between
Atheist and Christian and every side path
You all bleed red
Everyone of you has a heart,
They all hurt the same
Strip away the skin and all the labels
And all that will remain is the soul,
The core of your being,
Your consciousness
Strip away the skin and all the labels
Suddenly your eighty boxes turn to one
Strip away the skin and all the labels
And all that will reamain
Is people.
EMD Feb 2018
A moth among
The butterflies
Not flashy but pretty still
The markings
Are more intricate
The wings are
Small but not
Delicate
More durable for flight
That moth among
The butterflies
119 · Dec 2017
Writing
EMD Dec 2017
Empty pages
burn myeyes
Like a reflection
Of somethingdeep
inside
118 · Oct 2019
Untitled
EMD Oct 2019
I’ve never been more awake
And all I want is to scream your name
It is for you i ache
As my lungs fill and break
With every intake
117 · Feb 2019
Untitled
EMD Feb 2019
Right now she is craving your touch
Craving your smile, craving your eyes

He is desperate to have you
And to love you

And someday you’ll meet
And you will know
That this is what
You have searched
For your whole life
117 · Feb 2018
Apple for Valentine’s
EMD Feb 2018
When people notice
Little strange things
It sets the heart a-flutter
Just a little insignificant thing
An apple, shiny, red, and sweet
Just an apple, that nothing else could beat
117 · Jan 2018
Poet.
EMD Jan 2018
I’m a poet
And didn’t know it

Until a teacher put a pencil in my hand
And told me to write something grand

So I wrote and I wrote
Until I had built myself a boat

I made the teacher cry
But I made the oceans dry

My boat couldn’t sail away
And neither could I stay

So I wrote myself a plane
But jtes were taken by a crane

So I wrote myself a car
But it couldn’t get very far

So then I wrote a bike
But the wheels fell off near the pike

So then I wrote a pair of shoes
But someone stole them, gave me a bruise

At last I wrote about my own two feet
Surely nothing those could beat
Life is gonna get you down, in the end you have to hold your own head high, no one can do that for you. :)
117 · Feb 2018
II
EMD Feb 2018
II
I just wish I had the courage to call you a ******* to your face
117 · Feb 2018
Doors
EMD Feb 2018
If the door is locked become the key
Become the key
Or find a window
Become the key
Or find a window
Get in, get through
Open the door
Make your difference
116 · Feb 2019
XXXVIII
EMD Feb 2019
To sit in the moon
And gaze down on you

To look on in loving admiration
With desire, my hearts malformation

Even the stars would weep
To see sad little old me
116 · Dec 2017
Heart
EMD Dec 2017
How does it make you feel
To know that you made me feel
Everything
And nothing
All
At
Once
115 · Sep 2018
XXIX
EMD Sep 2018
Walk me to my grave
Therein lies the soul you tried to save

The coffin you wished wasn’t full
Now that I’m gone, do you feel the same pull?
115 · Sep 2018
XXVIII
EMD Sep 2018
The wilderness pushed against the fence
Wild green against the rusted links of chain
Pushing through
Crawling under
Climbing over
Crumbling down
Toppling apart
114 · Feb 2018
Words
EMD Feb 2018
I did not realize
How hungry I was
For other people’s words
114 · Mar 2018
VIII
EMD Mar 2018
You are soft against my skin
Like cotton in the rain
An artists touch
Playing my body
Like an instrument
113 · Feb 2019
Unrequited
EMD Feb 2019
To love
Is an honor

To be loved
Is an envy
112 · Sep 2018
XXVII
EMD Sep 2018
We all believe the little lies we’re told
After all, we all need something to hold
So believe the little lies you’re told
For if we didn’t, the world then, would be terribly cold
111 · Feb 2018
Havoc wreaking poets
EMD Feb 2018
With all the stars we steal from the night sky
To put into our poems and words
It’s a wonder there’s enough left to light the night

All the times we’ve darkened the sun
With our ink filled clouds of art
It’s a wonder it still shines enough to spark the day

With every time we have hidden the moon
With our black and bleeding hearts
It’s a wonder it still glows throughout the deep gloom

With the amount of the sea we’ve borrowed
To let drip in salty dark tears into paper
It’s a wonder the fish still swim about bellow the blue

All the leaves we’ve taken from scarlet trees
With our desperate need for beauty
It’s a wonder the trees don’t stand **** in autumn wind

With all the sadness we’ve brought out of the world
To make our work worth while
It’s a wonder any still exists to dampen the hearts of the thoughtful
110 · Jan 2019
Chaos
EMD Jan 2019
There was chaos in the music

Low and brutal
And horribly beautiful

There was chaos in the music

And he floated in every strain
Each unholy note, accented with pain

There was chaos in the music
110 · Dec 2017
My boy
EMD Dec 2017
My boy
He is strange sometimes,
But then,
What is normal?

My boy
He is lovely
And loving
And loved.

My boy
He is colored
In blues
And reds.

My boy
He is beautiful
He is kind
He is hope
109 · Dec 2017
My moon
EMD Dec 2017
My moon
She is beautiful
So soft
So warm
And yet, so cold
The dark side of me
Bathed in her bright light
Like she could melt the ice from
My soul.
108 · Jan 2018
Truth
EMD Jan 2018
Love is nothing more
Than giving someone a gun
Pointed straight at your heart
And trusting that they won’t pull the trigger

And when they do
The only person you can be angry at
Is yourself
Because you gave it to them
108 · Dec 2017
His
EMD Dec 2017
His
His eyes dance
Like rivers

His hands move
Like trees

His voice sings
Like wind

His mouth tastes
Like water

His skin feels
Like home

His love (however) burns
Like warmth (destruction)
107 · Dec 2017
True Love
EMD Dec 2017
To be comfortable with someone,
Even when all you have is their words
That is Love
To enjoy the stolen kisses when everyone’s around and no one sees
Much more than the private ones
That is Love
To prefer being held, and holding
Over touching or being touched
That is Love
To know them by the sound
Of their heartbeat
That is Love
107 · Jan 2018
What
EMD Jan 2018
Can someone tell me what love is?
Please explain because I don’t understand.
I’ve never been in this much pain,
How can this be what songs and poems
Are so beautifully written about?
I thought I understood, but I was wrong;
I don’t like being wrong, but I want to know.
Someone, please, tell me what love is.
I’m desperate to understand,
So please explain,
How can something that hurts this bad,
Be what people long for in life?
Tell me, I beg of you, what is love?
107 · Feb 2018
The way you used to
EMD Feb 2018
Sometimes I hold my face
The way you used to
Simply because I miss it

Sometimes I touch my knee
The way you used to
simply because I being worth holding

Sometimes I run my fingers over my lips
The way you used to
Simply because I miss yours

Sometimes I hold myself
The way you used to
Simply because I miss human contact

Sometimes I give others love
The way I used to you
Simply because I need to be felt in this world
106 · Dec 2017
Haiku to the sky
EMD Dec 2017
If the sky could talk
What would she say to all us
Walking around below?
106 · Feb 2018
Untitled
EMD Feb 2018
For the first time in so long I had a reason to live
Now it’s gone
And I wouldn’t fight death if she came
I don’t care anymore
I’m fine with dying
I want to
106 · Dec 2017
Hide
EMD Dec 2017
My brother
He hides
Can’t handle
People

At my sisters wedding
He did his part
Then slipped away to
Hide in the dark

For holidays
He comes out of his room
He’ll sit,
If only for awhile

But soon
His smile starts to strain
Panic in his eyes
And he hides

I know he thinks
That no one cares
But brother dear
I do, and I understand
He never talks to anyone about his problems, and I worry, I want to help him and I don’t know how :(
105 · Feb 2019
Letters: my prayer
EMD Feb 2019
I hope and
I pray to God
That you don’t let
The angels
Clip your wings.
105 · Jan 2018
Poems of tomorrow
EMD Jan 2018
I’m tired of poems about
Hope and peace and love
And sadness and lore
Someone give me anger
Someone give me gore
Someone give me hatred
Someone give me war
Give me all the bitterness
That runs through your body
Give me something more
Than this superficial artfully crafted haze
Give me the reality of your pain
Because pain contains so much
Beauty that is often ignored
Give me your red eyed three am
Give me your lonely and twisted hearted
Give me your broken and sorrow
Give me your absolute dread of tomorrow
Lend to me your rage at the world
For we as an army, will wage chaos on the earth.
105 · Dec 2017
Doves
EMD Dec 2017
Two pale *******
Like perfect white doves
Perched
Beneath her collarbone
And above her heart
On top of her her ribs

Two pale *******
Like perfect white doves
Who’s wings have been
Tacked
To some man’s wall

Two pale *******
Like perfect white doves
Trapped
In a cage
Of corsets and cloth
And bone

Two pale *******
Like perfect white doves
And a matching
White flower
Stained
Red by lust
105 · Oct 2018
XXX
EMD Oct 2018
***
I want to love you
With all that I am
To kiss your burning lips
And my heart has been broken
So many times that now
I’m used to picking the shards out of my soul
105 · Dec 2017
What he did
EMD Dec 2017
He picked me up
And put me back together
Healed my broken pieces
Gave me the safety that I craved
Then he ripped me back apart
Threw me down
And took it all away

I just hope that she was worth it.
105 · Jan 2018
I broke the world
EMD Jan 2018
My sun went out
The stars were ripped from my sky
And through it all
I sat and watched it happen
I commanded it be done
I signed the orders
Watched my words work
And no one even tried to stop me.
105 · Jan 2019
XXXII
EMD Jan 2019
I miss the me
That used to be
And I know, I am she
But still yet, I am not me

I miss the he
That used to be
And I know, that it is he
But still yet, that isn’t he

And I miss the we
That used to be
And I know, we’re still we
But still yet, this isn’t we
104 · Jul 2019
Lucifer
EMD Jul 2019
She looked at him
And he glowed
He put the sun
Back inside her
And he glowed
She knew his name
And all the while
Loved him still
And he glowed
His name she
Whispered soft
His name she still
Dreams
And he glows
Lucifer means bringer of light
Even Satan was once and angel
104 · Oct 2020
Pride
EMD Oct 2020
He teetered on the edge
Of the shoddy stone wall
He sneered from the height
His waxen wings aflame
In the shining light of the sun,
In the glaring heat of the day
“Careful” warned I
Thou goest before the fall
104 · Dec 2017
My Muse
EMD Dec 2017
My greatest muse, he is the sun

My greatest muse, he is the stars

My greatest muse, he is a sticky kiss when he has a fever

My greatest muse, he is the ocean

But, my greatest muse, he will never be the moon
103 · Feb 2018
Worth
EMD Feb 2018
Life is never without purpose
For animals the purpose it sustain others
A single, insignificant worm still feeds the robin
If that is my purpose than so be it
If my purpose is solely to evoke emotion in others
Than so be it, that is my purpose
If my purpose is to help one crying girl
Who is hiding and afraid
Then that is my purpose, so be it
If my only purpose was to stop
One boy from hurting
Only for them to hurt me back
Then so be my purpose
I am not ashamed to be worth very little,
For if am I worth little, I have worth
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