Please
tell me
you didn't burn
all my things

I think
I'm the fool
who let you go

stand up my darling
don't go down
on your knees
just for me

Please don't get high
just to see me again
it's much simpler than that
my darling
all you have to do is call
and we'll run
until we break through

I'd be lying if I said
I didn't know what I was doing to you
you said I made you feel wanted
well, that's not entirely wrong
I want you
I want all of you
I like you at my mercy
begging me to stop
but in reality
you want me to keep going
because it makes you feel wanted
Well,
I want you.

I liked him a lot
and I liked the feelings
that came with him
but,
for some reason
it wasn't enough to make
me not want to exist
there is this deep sadness
within me, that if I stop
for a moment, it might
consume me
it might end me
and the worst part is,
I wouldn't mind.

I like watching people be themselves
no filters
just themselves
these are the moments that I live for
because without them
I don't think I can keep going,
I don't think I can keep breathing

you think I need you?
you think I need to be protected?
I don't ******* need you
where were you when it mattered?
where were you when I actually needed you?
I don't ******* need you
I didn't need you then,
and I don't need you now

I think,
I hate you
and I know,
I know that "hate" is such a strong word
but,
that's how I feel about you
you give to people,
and you're generous but,
you also take,
you took my youth,
my innocence,
my opportunities,
my confidence,
and my love for you
I don't need them anymore though,
just like I don't need you