I was afraid
of you losing you,
until I realized you
never really belonged
to me
in the first place
because even
though my heart
was with you
yours
was with
everything and everyone
else so instead
of being afraid
to lose you
I sat back
and watched
you lose me

When I run
I’m running
Into your arm
And when I sing
I’m singing to
Your heart
I feel you near
In my moments
Of fear but
When I open
Up my eyes
I see it clear
It’s only in
My dreams
That you are
Here
You’re not
Here

You and I
wasn’t
suppose
To happen
but
I won’t
be mad
If it happens
again
I stumble
Sometimes
I lay awake
At night
I drink and I cry
Cause I’m
Only strong
Sometimes
I’m okay with
Losing my mind
Sometimes
That’s why
I only
Feel strong
Sometimes  
You and

I ask myself
The same question
Every day
In the face
Of certain death
Would I make
The same choice
Will I give
Into the side
Of my over
Cautious mother?
Or will I rise
To the side
Of my brave father?
Whose courage got
Him killed ?
And even through
I was too young
To really know him
I’ll do anything
To be like my
Father
Just don’t ask
Me to risk my life
For my work
Because that’s what
I’m most afraid of

One kiss
Is never
Enough from you
So perfect there’s
No way there
Could be two
You hold me down
Like an anchor,
I swear
So if there’s a
Storm I ain’t
Going no where
All I want and all
I need is
your loving next to me
So take my heart
And you can keep it
Cause I believe that
I’m yours

Take a hard look
In the mirror
Do you see
The trace
Where once
Was your face
Now is fading
Stranger in
the mirror
Don’t know
Who you are
Nothing left
But the
Broken glass
It’s never been
So clear
Why I’m
Standing here
I need to make
A change

Angel cried
But her tears
We’re left undried
The words
We’re left unspoken
No clouds my
Wings are broken
Now my heads
At war
Do I just let
Go of what
I see
The night
A stranger died
Is when she found
Herself inside
Like a pearl
Deep in the ocean
You’ll never find a
Tear your eyes
are open