Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not

Many
have
said no,
No
I don’t
choose the
Path of
wild and
Radical
And
Authentic
Love,
Even though
I know I’m
Dying
without
It
I think I’ll
Just settle for
Good enough

Im a child of a man
And
Woman
But I’m not a child
Im a Woman
I’m a child of invention
But I’m not a child
I’m creative
I’m a child of God
But I’m not a child
I’m spiritual
Im a child of love
But I’m not a child
I am loving
I’m a child of a man
And
Woman
But..
I’m not a child

Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not I

It’s her energy
that makes me
want to do more
Her smile
that gives me
happiness
Her boss mentality
that keeps me
motivated
Her love
that can’t
be compared
Finally;
for once I’m
100% sure

I’m just trying to escape
Live to fight another day
Poor choices,
bad karma
Causing the threat,
more drama
Wild nights
and
crazy days
Should’ve known
There
Was a price to pay
There
Was a life I lived
Got myself into
So much *******
Cant believe
Some of the things
I did; but everything
I gotta live with it

It was silly of me
to think we
could co exist
I remember
we were
once tight
like a bald fist
A bond so strong
Thought you
was so right
And Couldn’t
do me no wrong
That was then
But I know now
And to stop you
from hurting me
I now know how
I had to block
you from my heart
And keep you
out of my mind
And even if
I’m hurting severely
Inside
I gotta let you think
I’m doing just fine.