I don’t
think you’re ready
for how much
I’ll love you or
how much
I won’t show it right
And I don’t think
I’m ready for
how you will
think I don’t
love you at all.

If forever
Meant
a minute
Spent
with you,
I'd spend
every second,
Wishing
for two.

You called this morning
Like there was no fight,
Like nothing happened,
Like everything was all right.

You said you loved me,
Yet you still have me scared,
You were once angry
Now you don't care.

I guess you forgot to call,
You forgot me,
You forgot it all.

You go out with friends
Thinking broken feelings would mend
Not reallizing how many tears
Would fall from unclaimed fears.

Why do you pretend to believe,
That I don't matter to you?
When really...
You are all that matters to me.

Who do I have to be
For you to obviously see
That I am not just the one you need
But the one you should keep.

If I was your Valentine
I'd touch your heart not your body,
Let this love grow inside me
Then express it to you proudly.

If I was your Valentine...

I would steal your attention
While giving you happiness
And continue to show I care
For the days that come after this.

If I was your Valentine...

I'd have you smile at your fears
And recycle every tear
Since this lovely day
Would make a cloudy day clear.

If I was your Valentine...

I would simply make you mine
For as long as the sun shines
You'll forever have my time
Cause everyday would be today,

If I was your Valentine.

I never thought that I would ever
Experience such hurt,

The things I would do
To reverse this curse.

The amount of rain that has fallen
In the past few hours
Wouldn't measure up to the tears
That have rolled from my cheeks
Onto this hospital floor.

Although this fight isn't over,

The Mother that has honored
My life in many ways
And has taught me how to pray
Is getting close to her last days.

No matter how many heart beats,
No matter how many wiggly lines go up and down that screen,
My Mother will always and forever be my Queen,

She knows that all I will do is just pray
And cry harder.

They say silence is Golden,
I believe it is true,
Because in that Golden silence,
my thoughts occur of you.

You are the flame in my candle
that lights the darkness of my room,
You are the scented flowers
that makes my heart full bloom.

You are the butterflies
that flicker in my stomach all day long,
When I know I will be holding you
before my day is done.

You are the stars that shimmer and shine,
You light up the skies above
In this Golden silence
it's truly you I love.

You are the thunder of the night,
your lightning strikes whenever,
Into my soul that makes me whole,
and excites my heart forever.

You are my paradise, my oceans wide,
My mountains standing tall,
So in this Golden Silence
I love you most of all.

I am your little friend..
I will always be in love with you,
all the way till the end..

I will always care for you,
I will never leave...
you are one person,
I can never deceive

I shall go off to sleep,
much before you think,
Maybe I'm not with you,
The next second you blink

The day, when I'm not with you,
Just close your eyes
and take my name,
I promise you dear.
Your life will be the same.

I will love you more and more,
with each rising day,
I will always be there for you
even if we are far away