You called this morning
Like there was no fight,
Like nothing happened,
Like everything was all right.

You said you loved me,
Yet you still have me scared,
You were once angry
Now you don't care.

I guess you forgot to call,
You forgot me,
You forgot it all.

You go out with friends
Thinking broken feelings would mend
Not reallizing how many tears
Would fall from unclaimed fears.

Why do you pretend to believe,
That I don't matter to you?
When really...
You are all that matters to me.

Who do I have to be
For you to obviously see
That I am not just the one you need
But the one you should keep.

If I was your Valentine
I'd touch your heart not your body,
Let this love grow inside me
Then express it to you proudly.

If I was your Valentine...

I would steal your attention
While giving you happiness
And continue to show I care
For the days that come after this.

If I was your Valentine...

I'd have you smile at your fears
And recycle every tear
Since this lovely day
Would make a cloudy day clear.

If I was your Valentine...

I would simply make you mine
For as long as the sun shines
You'll forever have my time
Cause everyday would be today,

If I was your Valentine.

I never thought that I would ever
Experience such hurt,

The things I would do
To reverse this curse.

The amount of rain that has fallen
In the past few hours
Wouldn't measure up to the tears
That have rolled from my cheeks
Onto this hospital floor.

Although this fight isn't over,

The Mother that has honored
My life in many ways
And has taught me how to pray
Is getting close to her last days.

No matter how many heart beats,
No matter how many wiggly lines go up and down that screen,
My Mother will always and forever be my Queen,

She knows that all I will do is just pray
And cry harder.

They say silence is Golden,
I believe it is true,
Because in that Golden silence,
my thoughts occur of you.

You are the flame in my candle
that lights the darkness of my room,
You are the scented flowers
that makes my heart full bloom.

You are the butterflies
that flicker in my stomach all day long,
When I know I will be holding you
before my day is done.

You are the stars that shimmer and shine,
You light up the skies above
In this Golden silence
it's truly you I love.

You are the thunder of the night,
your lightning strikes whenever,
Into my soul that makes me whole,
and excites my heart forever.

You are my paradise, my oceans wide,
My mountains standing tall,
So in this Golden Silence
I love you most of all.

I am your little friend..
I will always be in love with you,
all the way till the end..

I will always care for you,
I will never leave...
you are one person,
I can never deceive

I shall go off to sleep,
much before you think,
Maybe I'm not with you,
The next second you blink

The day, when I'm not with you,
Just close your eyes
and take my name,
I promise you dear.
Your life will be the same.

I will love you more and more,
with each rising day,
I will always be there for you
even if we are far away

When darkness falls
and we're apart
Can love heal
this lonely heart
I love you
dearly that I do
Sleep is good
when dreaming of you
With all my love
I give to you
You are so sweet
I know not how
I'm with you

I'm standing on the edge
My toes hanging off the side
The wind blows sweetly
Rustling my hair
And relaxing me
Causing me to lean towards the void
All around me
I hear your  voice whispering
"You're beautiful" and
"I'll always be there for you"
I close my eyes
And I can feel your hand in mine
And your arms wrapped around me
Then my head is filled with memories
Of your lips
Pressed against mine
In the softest manner
And then
I'm
Falling
I've fallen in love with you
And it's the most exuberant feeling
The air rushes around me
And makes me lightheaded
It's like I'm flying
And nothing can stop me
All I hear is your voice
Telling me I'm the only one for you
Then...
Then you come along
You mend my brokenness
And help me to my feet
And before I know it
I'm on top of the building again
And yet again
The wind blows
Trying to push me off the edge
But this time
I brace myself
I don't want to fall
And get hurt
I try to back away from the edge
But something stops me
I hear your voice
Calling to me from below
"I will never break your heart
I swear"
Slowly
I move towards the side of the building
I picture the times we've talked for hours
The times you've held me when I cried
The times you stuck by my side
When no one else would
"I'll never hurt you like the others did"
You whisper this in my ear
As I drift off to sleep one night
I never remembered until now
Then
I
Fall
And yet again
The feeling is amazing
Only this time
It doesn't end with brokenness
Instead I land in your arms
And
In your heart