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You try to wipe yourself
from the table of
my heart, but somehow
you always miss
a spot.

GO!  Or...sit down again.
Bring a mocha
or a latte.
and a warm rhubarb cake.
Stay awhile.  Or...
forever.

the spot always missed
eternally remains
in the center of
the table of my heart
permanently etched.

Because
A colorful centerpiece covers
your spot
concealing it from all eyes,
but felt
daily.

A pinprick
in the center of
the table
of my heart.
This is a draft!  Any and all comments and suggestions are wanted and welcome!
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Cali
alone, there are worse things,
like being an artist
trapped between microcosms,
unable to make eye contact,
or wasting away in suburbia,
stuck on photographs
of Venus and Cetacea,
or reading Bukowski to
a room full of preachers and
PTA goddesses,
or mourning the specimens
spread and pinned to a board.

yes, there are worse things
than alone; did I mention
slithering black nights
and the touch of bare skin
when you've forgotten
how to love?

it's too late to realize
such small truths,
we simply adjust.
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Cali
women.
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Cali
I wish that I
could fall in love
with a female,
for she would make
a far better muse than
the gruff sailors and musicians
and drunks and men
in general that I am
inclined to crave.

to write about
a painted pout or
skin that brushes against
your own like nylon,
sunlight shining through
the window onto a Cupid's bow
and dancing down to
a delicate clavicle, or
black eyelashes that bat
and blink remorse
into your cavernous heart,
to muse over such aesthetic
delights, would be
ecstasy for my poetess heart.

I linger, staring, at beautiful
women, androgynous women,
delicate, feline women,
stringing words
together in my head
over long legs and
hair that flutters like silk,
and they think I'm crazy
or in love with them.
well, maybe I am crazy,
but I crawl into bed each night
with my snarling, gleaming,
mahogany gentleman,
and I love him madly,
my rugged muse.
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Jessie
Of all the times
We have encountered each other thus far,
We have never been alone.

I do not know who you are when you are alone,
Or who you would be if you were alone with me.

The idea of it all
Makes me curious.
Like I just might want
To find out.
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
-D
alone--
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
-D
a tear in a ship's sail--
the last leaf on a tree that has become rotten--
11:59 p.m. on the last day of the year--
the last pill in the bottle--

it is all a feeling of hopelessness--
[why did we ever think differently]
but also a foreboding feeling of peace--
[should I, can I start over?]
and we are terrified by the idea that we
could begin again.

because it will be new,
and it will be different,
and that scares us like the first circle of hell--
-
because all we have ever known
is the pain that comes with loving people
when they do not, cannot love us as much in return--
-
because we are comforted by pain,
for it has always been with us,
and we fear what life would be like if we were ever whole--

so what would it feel like
to start over,
alone--?

to let the tear rip us in half in the middle of the ocean (alone)--
to let the leaf fall, and the tree decompose (alone)--
to watch the sun set on the old year and the sun rise on the new year (alone)--
and to take the last pill, and see what happens next--
in our emptiness?
-
alone does not become me,
but it will make Us strong.
I do not know why you came,
but I hated to watch you partially leave,

now get the hell out.
I am no Superman
for kryptonite doesn't make me weak
I am no Hulk
for i have no love one to protect
I am no Batman
for I have no scary thoughts inside my head
I am no Achilles
for my feet and ankles are just fine
I am no Hercules
for love doesn't make me weak
I am no hero
for I cry weep and bleed
But I am superhuman
because I capable of being one
but most importantly
I am superhuman
because I am able on being human
the Hercules thing, i am not sure, i just based it on Disney's story.
I'll add more heroes when i think of any.

Inspired by Briana Joy's hercules. A Cheap Rendition
Under the weeping willow tree,
I heard my swan sing one last time,
about truth and illusions,
that broke my heart in to pieces;
winging away from me  for ever,
my broken heart repeatedly told,
**but, how could I stop, a river,
in spate, that won't stop, even if it wants.
 Nov 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Waverly
Even when I think
of you,
I think of you.
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