Every being has a soul
Except those who are left with coal

The coal lights but only when those around get too cold
The fire burns everyone but the one it burns most is the coal

The fire goes out
The coal is cold.

The shining of the souls hit the coal
And once again it burns
The bright light can't help but ignite the dark cold stone

They might try water to put it out
But no soul dare be so brave as to get close to
The fire coming off the coal

Burning.
Burning.
    Burning.

The fire eventually goes out
But there's poison in the smoke

The coal begs for the souls
They all take a stroll
As to not get trapped in that hole

Darkness fills my vision
Filled with nothing but indecision
When will I finally find your wisdom?

It's lonely and cold
Just like how you foretold
It makes me feel holed

Are you coming to save me like you always have?
Or has the way I behaved pushed you away?

To Love:
You seldom stay
I can feel you pass me day by day
To be cherished
Is all one desires
It sings to me like a sad choir

Little one
So full of love
Find your heart

Little one so full of wonder
You didn't know that it'd ultimately turn into your blunder

You saw the world through rainbow glass
But now your feet are planted in the grass

Mind drifting
Where is my reality?
Vision blurred, sight depleted
Where have I gone?

Cluttered thoughts, stuttered speech
Better to just not open my mouth at all
Where have my words gone?

Overly emotional or no emotion at all
There is no balance
Something I cannot overcome

Over medicated
The only way I can express

What is my reality?
The only way this could end is in catastrophe.

Little girl, where have you gone?
I wish to find you for it has been so long

If I go back
will I find you
Underneath the big oak tree playing with the tree worms during spring
If I look in the garage
Will I find you cuddled up in your blanket
Singing your songs that dad used to sing
What about in the living room
will I find you on the couch with your brother
heads resting against each other

Oh flower
where is that flower that bloomed bigger every day?

I want to find you.