Denxai Mcmillon

Denxai Mcmillon May 2015

I'm scared to sleep
because
If I dream about you
I'll wake up crying
Spend all day wishing you would hold me
Think about how warm you hugs felt
Wish I hadn't woken up
Know that what we had didn't last
Because
The second we said "forever" our love became a feather.

I referenced one of my earlier poems "forever and feathers"

May 2015

R

Untitled

I hate learning how to live without you,
it was something I never thought I'd have to do.

Denxai Mcmillon May 2015

Laying in the dark

To me,
The day dragged on and on
To me,
We were meant to last
I'm okay with being in love with you.
I'm okay with being unable to escape.
I'm not okay.
I don't give a **** anymore
I really don't.
I don't see what's wrong living day by day.
In end I'm still alive
Enough for people not to feel guilty for
Not helping.
As long as my friends and family are happy
I'll stay miserable.
I just won't bring company.

May 2015

Rj

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It always happens with someone you can't have

May 2015

R

advice:

never give someone the power to make you feel like you're less than nothing, because you're worth the whole ******* cosmos

******* for making me feel like that and **** myself for letting myself let you make me feel like that