Somewhere thankfulness shows up with gratitude and you feel this glowing glow and for just a moment you're the TV show and you have the glowing glow this is a real thing this vibe if futile some percentage of the time

I have no distance to keep
nor a pattern to seek
I've closed my eyes
to not see my lies
and now a brushing touch
isn't too much

the video
hesitates
and stutters
     no wait
ers
that  that that
that's my life

drinking future
smoothness
  no wait
drinking now
spoonfuls
gulping
missing
splashing
yeah

mean
to mean

Will you take me
from here
I think at you

Please don't **** me
I grit at you
My fear

I broke into
where I save
my soul

Had to have
that inner
gold

Sould into
I expect
denial

All of these
capitalizations
No nuances
Just slights
of hand
Major league
swings
no hits
Air stepping
aside
Scenes often
repeated
Gunning again
shocks and after
falter and flail
today's distance
has been run

I'm still banging
my head
off of your death
as if