That feeling is gone

I haven’t found it again

Is that time really gone?

I feel like an animal in a pen



I miss the way it consumed me



Things don’t feel like they used to do

I just feel so numb

What am I to do?

I just feel so dumb



I miss the way it answered me



It might have been a lie

Made in my own head

What if I’m to die?

Maybe I’ll stay in bed



I miss the way it supported me



I’m drifting away now

These somniferous thoughts tumbling through my mind

Am I dying now?

These somniferous thoughts torturing my mind



I miss the way it saved me



Blinding light fills my eyes

I’m greeted by the deceiver

I wander these halls of lies

I’m just a perceiver



I miss me