love is a word, that has meaning to people,
but none to me, i used to think it did, then i realized
i could not love anyone, or anything because i have one flaw
you can not love another being till you love  yourself first,
but i f*in hate myself and everything i do
so *** is love, will someone teach me?

Over a year ago and I still miss you
I can't get you out of my head,
every beauty of nature
Of your beautiful smile
Every time I dance
The memory of dancing with you creeps back in
And I miss your lips when
I taste something sweet
Most of all I miss your voice
That sweet melody better then
Any orchestra, and musician.
Just you alone could get me through
Any day or night or hell.
Your loss hurts the most.
And it's cut deeper then any knife

this as got to stop, it needs to end
i can't stand just being you friend
i just can't take it
when you come to me to vent

about these other guys
who feed you lies
i want it to be me and you,
i want to hold you to

i want to be yours and you be mine
maybe not forever, that is fine
but to have once would sate me,
but all you do is hate me

so this is a goodbye
i am not gonna say hi
not till maybe your single
and then we may mingle

but until then, never mind this is not goodbye
because what if you need me, i will not ask why
i will be right there by your side,
and be a shield to protect and hide

you

this as got to stop, it needs to end
i can't stand just being you friend
i just can't take it
when you come to me to vent

about these other guys
who feed you lies
i want it to be me and you,
i want to hold you to

i want to be yours and you be mine
maybe not forever, that is fine
but to have once would sate me,
but all you do is hate me

so this is a goodbye
i am not gonna say hi
not till maybe your single
and then we may mingle

but until then, never mind this is not goodbye
because what if you need me, i will not ask why
i will be right there by your side,
and be a shield to protect and hide

you

I can no longer be alone with you
The mix of love and the feelings of anger
are in conflict.
I still feel the same as before
Us ended and it become you and I
I still miss you, still read your letter
Still look at pictures of you for longer
then I should.

You have replaced me no problem
You are making personal descions
that affect my future.
A future that you are no longer apart of.
It's over remember?
You are with him, and I am alone.
So get out of my future.
It's you and I not US.

i am suppose to be writing a paper
for my English class, but i can't focus
and i blame you, you occupy my thoughts
you are in every poem i write,

i can't think of anyone else
just you, and your pretty self
you so beautiful,
so radiant

you are perfect

You need to open up
not bury it all deep
"open up"
yea that doesn't cost a steep

price that burdens your soul
open up to people who don't give a ****
to people that do not care I am not whole
to people who don't care how often i take hits

for them, take pain for them,
take burdens off them
but i need to open up to them
so they can't rip out the last bit of my heart I hid?

I miss your smile, that lights up your
face, the way you roll your eyes
at my lame jokes. I can't wait for your return
this afternoon. I wonder how this meeting will go,
have i chosen the correct option you gave me?
Or will I be making my first mistake.

every time i see your smile
a small reminder of the denial
i am in, denial of the fact
that i still crave your touch....

you stole my heart, and occupy my mind
i see other girls, and feelings for you is all i can find
being myself is what i attempt
but i know we are not meant,
so i will wait for you,
in case you start to like me to