Talking to her I forget all the pain
It doesn't feel like I am stuck in a fiery rain
I feel normal and human
I barely know her an

She makes me forget how broken
I am she makes me want to try a relationship again
She has a boyfriend though
So what do I do

I know I need to e by her side
In case she wants to cry or hide
From the crappyness of it all
I wanna be there when invade she is to fall

So I can pick her up
But instead I just come up
With these ****** poems
And complaint bout how I don't know what a home

Is like, I just want to hold her
I can't focus near her
Being on the bus ***** cause I just wanna kiss her
What do I do when all I want is her?

Trying to write a paper and my mind goes blank
she is all that comes to mind, the only thing i can think
is about her and how she will never be mine,
if we were even just friends that'd be fine

We never talk anymore
its not like you showed me the door
we just stopped talking
and when i see you walking

(chorus:
Why can't i get her out off my mind
i miss her and yea she is fine
but I can't find
the words to make her mine)

I wish it was to me
then i remember that we
will never ever be
but i want you to see

So i am sitting here
in this wooden chair
trying to write not a poem
or about home

(chorus )


but this poem to you dear
a girl i nowhere near
deserve, and have known for years
why do all my fears

involve messing up with her
and all pain i would endear
to just once have her say
that she is mine, even if only for a day

i like you
i respect you actually

so i stay quiet
so i do not
embarass you
and make you feel bad

because that is all i do
is be a failure,
i wish i was good enough for you
but me doing something right, would be a folk lure

you lead me on
use me like a pawn
then wonder whats wrong
why i just move along

and refuse to say hi
and always try to say bye
i am a ***, i am a fool
you think you make a rule

and i will listen, and bend
backwards to do it, end
this must,
you lost my trust

and i keep wanting you back
your like a drug, and it got's me off track
you put me through hell
i run if you ring a bell

to give you some help
but i need help
i need to stop
you, i need to drop

how do you know if our fate
all comes down to a single date
to fall and fail
or to succeed, and prevail

What if how
i feel is love?
Scary thought....

thinking about her, brings me stress
being with her, lets me decompress
it relaxes me, but leaving her is sad
and lack of being with her makes me mad

i know i am ******* up,
i know i am messed up
i know you deserve better
i know i am not your type

you and me, different classes
not just school ones, but the social ones
i know i act stupid and like *****,
not just like one ***, but multiple

*******
*******

mainly those two, but probably more
i mean today i tried to impress you
with a stupid trick, and fell down
the stairs and looked like a idiot

trying to impress you,
i shouldn't, if i told you
that i liked you i would
just be your source

of embarrassment
i think your cute
i like you
i respect you actually

so i stay quiet
so i do not
embarass you
and make you feel bad

because that is all i do
is be a failure,
i wish i was good enough for you
but me doing something right, would be a folk lure

for you i would be
anything, even me
if you want me as myself
because your always your amazing self

to be yours,
i would fight all wars
for you to be mine
if only for a moment, would be divine,

you are a angel, a blessing
and i am a demon, cursing
a little to much,
and craving your touch

a simple word  that used to be
meaningless, then i met you
and it all changed
that four letter word now means
thank you for all the good
you do to me, and a reminder
that for better or worse
i am yours dear
i love you

Congratulations, a point for you, since
you got my friends to spy for you
on me, now should i wage the war you desire
or sit back and wait, for you to self destruct
because i can not convince the ones,
that hate you to sit back and
not hurt you like they desire,

"fruit dude"
who is rude
yea that is me
but what else could i be

i do not know what to say
when she walks by and goes "hey"
when i don't expect
she deserves to get respect

so i need to work on how i treat
her, we really should meet
up and hang, its a shame
but she will just find me lame

funny how one question
can make you over think something

That fuzzy feeling you get
when you hear a song that causes you to forget
and think of that one person

So you leave and think it'll be the same
Old friends and new life seems so tame
Then you look up your all alone
And those who "cared" ignore your phone.
They don't care, never really did
Leaving you thinking why even bother.

two years then i leave this in my rear view mirror
off to basic training, then to be deployed
my only wish is that i am not missed
because i will not be coming back,
instead i'll defend any attack
that comes this nations way
but this state i can not stay,
i gotta get out
have no doubt
this is my
goodbye

guys this is goodbye in my own way
just cause i am dumb and don't know what to say
this is all cause someone, reminded me
that trust, is something that just can't be

something for me, cause in the end
everyone is the same, and i can't have a friend
i am meant to be alone
so guys bye, and don't call cause i am turning off my phone

haha hehe i am glad i am me
if i was him i would have you
and we were never meant to be
my heart for you just isn't true

Yea i be your spies are telling you about me
and what i am saying about your lies
i lost friends and sleep cause of how you try to be
guess they do not see the evil behind your eyes

their mistake not mine
and dang how you aren't fine
its only a matter of time
before your turn to dine

in hell without all your friends to protect you from the cold
maybe this will only happen when you are old
but deserved it will be
dang i am glad to be me

haha hehe i am glad i am me
if i was him i would have you
and we were never meant to be
my heart for you just isn't true

To your unlucky mate
when she asked you to date
you should have said no
but what do i know

just rember that man
I'll be there for you as a friend
if you ever become in need
and not cause it be a good deed

but because your a good guy
and i wouldn't even let you die
if it is within my powers
down till my last hours
i wish you the best
and you past your true test

endurance

now yes i know that you cheated on me,
and i cannot really care
because i know that i am finally free
and life is life and its normally fair

so when your spies
are busy spreading your lies
and finally report this to you
know the with you i am through

with the lies you tell everyone
and laughing at your stupidity
and i am going to have fun
so later  ;)

how can i be happy,
when i left the one
who makes me whole

how can i be human
when i seem to
lack a soul

If you love me, I thank you
Friends you guys are the best.
But if you hate me I am honored
As well as thankful, exhausted you
Dedicate more thoughts about me
Than those who love me.

"he gave me a promise ring"
and my heart stopped
my spirit crushed,
but my words said, "thats great"
and my body smiled

Hey guys i am new at this.
Every time it comes to poems my mind goes blank
Like when i go to talk to her
Love is a new feeling for me
Our lives are so different why would she like me?

Poetry is expression of self,
but it is not one a major
social network, it is here
this peaceful place of nice people

Self expression with words,
not with some stupid Facebook
status or a tweet, not a tumblr
or Google-plus, just Hello poetry


this place is amazing,
full of life, full of hope
full of.....writers
so why can't we expand this site?

Let people know its here
let the masses know that you
can express yourself through writing
wouldn't it be amazing

to wake up and log on
and see all your friends
do something productive
and fun like post a poem
not a half naked pic

I could describe her physically, but that would be to easy
She is beautiful, and takes my breath away
The hard part is describing her personality
This is difficult because when i go to speak to her, my tongue refuses to work for the day

I am here alone, forgotten again,
or to be remembered some day
so that the people I hold dear,
Can just forget me here, again

so i am alone,
in this cycle
it would seem

Guys i have a Crush
I thought we were just Friends
But i like her alot....

i wanna talk to her
but i don't wanna bug her
i miss her
and wish i was with her
to hold her
and kiss her,
or just be there for her
to be need by her
my thoughts revolve around her.

she is amazing and gives my everyday life
she is everything, makes me happy
when i am sad, makes me well when i am sick
i can tell her everything

it seems she is not comfortable
telling me when she is not well
it seems, i hope everything is okay
i hope she is well
because, i love her
and i want to be able to help her
best i can

your smile scent and hair
this all seems unfair
because it makes me slip
and lose my grip

why am i so nervous
why am i so dumb
back to the previous
mistakes, and being numb

i don't know why
but i cant put myself out there
to get rejected.
but i still want to talk to you...

i still want to be hers only
but instead i am sitting here lonely
i wish we could talk more
i wish we hanged more

Hello dearest, i finally got up the courage to talk to you, and
Everything on my part was terrible, i couldn't even maintain eye contact
You, oh dearest, you were amazing.

My surprise when i noticed your smile, and how beautiful it is.
Y do you do this to me, you torture me by how nervous you make me

Now i hope that i did not make a fool of myself
And that you still like me
My oh my, heart raced today
Everytime i looked at your sweet face

I think you should know, i have liked you for awhile,
Since before today, but you have just been unattainable, but now is my chance.

i am starting to notice
that a lust for dissecting
things is over taking
a desire for human interaction

i am sitting here
lacking fear,
being alone
writing poems,
wanting someone that feels like home

well a girl caught my eye
one that i hate to say bye
to, i hate leaving
but i love teasing

she is cool and down to earth,
being with her, feels like having a hearth
or a home, whatever you call it
i hope she is the one who teaches me what it

is like to be wanted, and needed
cared about, but my words and thoughts retreated
and i just look stupid around her
so i leave and don do a thing sides think of her

i am sitting here
full of  fear,
of rejection
wishing for her affections
will she be someone that feels like home?

She makes simple look extravagant
That sweet, simple smile makes me sound ignorant,
it inhibits my speech, and makes me look so goofy.
She looks so beautiful, in that simple blue hoodie.

Throw out personal biases.
Find facts, pick up the thrown out personal biases.
Put facts and biases into a blender, blend and shake well.
Add theories that oppose your argument for taste, and personal connection for flavor.

I miss you, and can not sleep at night
i think of you, and I **** myself with fright
fright of the fact that i had happiness and lost it
I had you , and now your with him
your happier this way it seems

I can not overstep, I can't lightly
brush my lips on yours like i desire
I can not hold you close and stare into
your beautiful eyes forever
but the worse is, I want to be able to talk to you

Polluted
While our perceptions are diluted
One cigarette to forget one to remember
And and the rest of the pack to get through
The stress of missing you

i am the hypocrite,
whatever i will take that title
might as well, i would take any hit
to keep your *** safe, and i still would

but we are both *******
with good reason to be
you just bail on us to hang with the new people
but what about me

and your other friends you bailed on
and then come back when you are lonely
but ***** it, i am tired of be walked on
you act all innocent, and you will go complain

and whine to your "friends" about
this, and i really do not care,
you and most of my problems are now
out of my hair

your not my problem now,
and do not expect forgiveness,
because you will receive none,
and neither will i,

i am a idiot
i deserve to get hit
in the face
maybe get sprayed with mace

sorry, i forgot to explain
why i'm not just plain
but a idiot, that doesn't deserve her
i mean why the hell did i mess with her BFF for

i mean why did i get involved
when all of my thoughts are revolved
around and those pretty **** eyes
that still my heart, and with i swear i could fly

with you i feel fine, i feel no pain
but everything i do feels like it's in vain
i couldn't even comfort you when you
needed me, but if roles reversed, to

where i need you, you could comfort me
and wouldn't leave me be
till my mind was at ease, and i felt free
but to bad these feelings are only me

being me, you do not like me
you got a BF who deserves you, be
mine? you would never
if i even told you, forever

you would leave me be
but what if i tell you
and my spirit and pain you set free
could i do the same for you?

look a confession, i loved you and have for two years going on three
i cover it up by dating around, and lying and saying my poems are not to thee
but you will never be mine and you would never accept me or have me
not even dating others can purge you out of my mind
maybe one day you will see, and one day love for me you'll find

day after day it all goes on without end
girls telling the nice guys they wanna be friends
but then some ******* walks up
and she takes him and his ****,
these girls make nice guys feel like a *****-up
well girls take this as you will, and pay attention to this bit
WAKE THE HELL UP AND SEE WHO REALLY LIKES YOU
cause after you date a ***, you say" i want to date a nice guy"
no nice guy will date you cause you make them feel unwanted

take the blade and cross it againist yours
you counter and swing at me,
i block and disarm you
knock you to your knees

i cut your arm and stab your thigh
cut your throat and watch you die
maybe i shouldn't let this out
of my mind and onto paper

hmm choices choices
wrong, right? which is which?
oh thats right
"nothing is good or bad just thinking that makes it so"

I should cut off my ears,
I can not hear your lies,
I should cut of my nose,
so i can not smell your bull crap

I should gouge out my eyes,
so I can not see you deceiving me
I should cut out my heart
so i do not love my poison.

And slice my throat so
I no longer have to suffer your
Presences, and your absence.
And sit here in my Ignorance

i love you

love is not something i know, so how do i tell you?
over thinking is what i am doing instead of explaining myself and i do this
very well, but it does not help my problem
every day i want to tell you

you are so sweet kind and true,
only my love is towards you
u are my heart, and soul

I miss your kiss,
I miss kissing your neck
I miss your head on my chest
I miss how you feel in my arms
I miss your smile and your charms
I miss you
I miss us

Why would she talk to me?
When us not talking makes her
so much happier.

i need to get away
i want to run from today
because i hate my yesterday
it feels like it was just may

And i got out of school
i promised myself  i wouldn't be a fool
i wouldn't get in fights and stupid little duels
because of you, i need to regain some fuel

to feed to this fire inside me
god, will you leave me be
you said you wanted to be free
of us, not the relationship just me

gonna pick up my pieces and get away
it is not a want i have, its a need
to give me the fuel i need for today

i need to break free
i need to regain my footing and energy
i need to find my friends that are true
mainly i need away from you

its time to get away,
today is the day
i am free from you
so i can find out what is true

gonna pick up my pieces and get away
it is not a want i have, its a need
to give me the fuel i need for today

alright i know who i am
and about you, i don't give a da**
i am going to get up and be my own man
do what makes me happy and ***** you and your fans

so join me or hate me
be a friend or leave me be
i need some place to get away
and to get ready for the next day

i have to deal with you
and your lies that seem true
to your "friends"
i will enjoy seeing your end

gonna pick up my pieces and get away
it is not a want i have, its a need
to give me the fuel i need for today

ironic isn't it,
that my parents said no theatre
but they get mad unless i act
like the perfect son that i am not

I seem to hunger for that kiss,
the kind that lingers on your lips
for days and days till the next one
that special kiss that only happens
every now and then, the kind
that makes your mind
go blank,
and your heart
to sink

you ask me daily who she is
and i lie and say its no one
but you see right through that
and keep asking me

so this is to let you know
that it is you,
please don't hate me
or see me differently....

she replaced me with him it seems
so again it is proven i am not worth
a person's time, yet i am told to keep hoping
i'm done hoping, i'm not worth anyones time

I wont back down the next time you spit in my face
or stab me in the back, next time i am going to teach you your place
next time i am going to teach what its like to suffer
and there will not be pads to act as a buffer
you think your hot stuff
well kid your not tuff
you want to start a fight
well i don't bark i just bite
so come get some, get what you got coming

ill tell you this much, when you do i wont be limping away,
because my stupidity and macho ego lead me astray,
ill be the only one left standing, only one still proud
but still i am sure you will be be so stupid and so loud

you want a fight
good ill bath in your blood later that night
you want to run your mouth well have no doubt
i'll be the one to knock you out.
Bring your friends, let them join the fun
I'll be the only one left when all is said and done