Laughing mockingly at
Dead leaves
As the thunder
Rolls in
Good has been lost
And evil
Prevails
In stone hearts
The unkind leads
All known things into
Hell
Darkness greets the
Ignorance
Behind comatose
Eyes
And the mind is
Victorious
The world is
In mourning
As hope is lost
The end of the world
Never happens
Naturally
It ends prematurely
At greeds
Hands

Staring into an empty space filled
With wonder
That reaches for the
Moon
With an absent
Ground
Laughing at depressions
Dismay of shattered
Dreams doomed
By suicidal
Thoughts
And
Sleepless nights
Loving the one's who
Abandoned
Your exsistance
Each exhausting day
Is harder to get through
Then the one before
Yet you do it all over
Again
Because who else
Will
Giving credit to your
Biological makers
Who raised your
Downfall
And encouraged your
Feelings of inadequacy
Missing pieces of a broken
Home are all you
Have
Left
To carry to your
Grave
Somehow missing the
Point of why
Your
Were
Here

Oceans full of lies and deception impale my soul.
The nails hurt as they become one with my flesh.
I know what every hour on the clock sounds like.
Late night TV is no longer unfamiliar
...
Anxiety clutches my body like vice grips.
Trying desperately to reclaim me as it did once before.
My fight is real as is my pain, although I hide behind darkness I cannot deny its presence.

The surrender of
What can't be
Seen
Is at your
Fingertips
It's spineless
Body crawls into
All you are
Lurking at the
Places
Hidden
In your blank
Stare
Eyes of a
Haunted
Hallway
Your alone but always
Accompanied by
Shadows along
The walls
Which you
Frequent
During long
Nights
The fools who approach
Hoping for something
Cheap
Catch the
queens
Scolding
Tongue
Wearing the witch
Hat
Proudly
Never looking back
To the pain
That transformed
You
Fast and furious
Hands
Saved your
Life

Side by side, walking along Fate's path
Your hand in mine...
Love's masquerade, the
Heavens in which
We
Stand
Epiphanies surfaced in times of
Trials and
Sombersome
Events that kept love
Away
The stars I see in your
Eyes sing to the
World in mine
That's filled when your
Arms are around
Me
My body responds to your breathe
Upon my chest,
Scents of masculinity
Roam among
My
Thighs
I feel your thoughts on my
Body, your dreams and desires
Engulf me into
Your world
Ignited into flames we both
Swell into the open air
At each others side
We fly in perfect rhythm to heavens song
The angel's hum
Celtic harmonies
As we
Dance the dance of
Gods
The world doesn't exist when
We're together
It is just us
Me
And
You
Swirling in the treetops while
The rest fades
Away

My love searched the open fields of perfectly red spoken words
Perfectly red spoken words
I traced in golden sands along the shores of paridise
Perfectly red spoken words rolling off my spanish tounge for your ears only and eyes to enjoy.
Perfectly red spoken words I sing to your soul as we become one enchanted in dances of gods of powerful beauty
Perfectly red spoken words I desire to embrace your gaze upon my chest and we shall grow roots that cannot be severed

              Perfectly red spoken words you
whispered to me among daisies and lilies surfing in the wind of an unwarranted force.
Perfectly red spoken words you painted in my image in vibrant sequences of romance among your brush
              Perfectly red spoken words You poetically illustrated to my tears of beauty hanging onto every verse of my sunshine.
As one
Us
Against the
World
In
*Perfectly red spoken words

At once we meet, as the moonlight meets the shadows
Feeling as naked as our own thoughts.
Bonded by an unknown passion that our breathe speaks.
We are paralyzed like tombstones with writing, having so much to share.
At once we began to utter a single word, a word that shatters into pieces before us like broken glass.
In an instant the pieces fell in perfect rhythms as our song began to play, like morning birds singing.
This was no stranger, for he was my heart, that was lost long ago.
Love awakens, just as bright as the moonlight in the shadows.

Blood diamonds dripping from severed veins reign eternally, falling within synced rhymes

Frantic drums rumbling, slurred echos pulsating rich of certainty

Cumulus clouds rolling shadows of confusion

Illusions induce flashbacks lurking dangerous memories left abandoned

Disoriented glares raging upon magical fields of familiar residence

Classical exceptance cuts into battered minds disengaging physical existance

Its 3 am, the witching hour
And my thoughts grow sour
Enduring the ache of my hollow heart
Its been a year since our part
Remembering the fun times we had
I can't help but feel sad
The soft brush of your kiss
Is one of the many things I truly miss
The nights grow longer and longer
As my mind continues to wander
At times a smile sneaks up on me
In your arms is where I wish to be
In Love's Bliss, lost in your magic
Our loss will forever be tragic

Mistakes are easy and usually one-sided
Selfish acts
Dominantly casted upon another who is
Blinded by what they
Believe in
Or whom.
Defiant behavior resumes in their mind
Knowing the path is righteous
And not backing
Down
Level headed becomes only true for the
One *******
Up
And for the one who is struck
Well, they become the
Pawn
The root of all to be demonized for proper behavior
Love doesn't win
It
Loses
You fall like a piano being lifted outside
An apartment
Window
As it lies on the ground
In disbelief
No one takes
Blame
But who cares
Right
The rope was old

Darkness is my most familiar place
Knowing my every
Move
Following my thoughts
Humming my favorite
Song
Darkness is my light of day
And my bleakest sunrise
Leading me through hollow places
Ive left
And
Gone
Holding my hand into the raging
Fire
To the end of
Tears that burn my skin
Never letting go
Thick and thin
Sickness and health
Caressing my anger
Stroking my rage into
War
Darkness is my ride or die
Into the unknown places of my soul
Where the pain hides and disguises
So
Well
The silence that screams desperately
Wanting to be
Seen
The will that never fails
The place that wasn't loved enough
Darkness fills that
The want that wants back
Fake touches of the truth
Everything that got away or didnt stay
Darkness is my
Companion

As the witching hour approaches we know nothing of time. We act as robots programmed for daily routine.
Wishing for an existence to feel alive.
The earth spins so very fast as times Marches on.
In the chaos of rush hour upon us we began to speed like race cars on a track. In the far distance our ears detect an echo, that slowly becomes closer.
We haven't much time left to complete incomplete thoughts. We hustle like wolves chasing prey, as darkness rears its head light is no longer. We rest with our mouths full.

In the mist of night, thoughts create plays straying from sleep
Rehearsing like broken records which can only be stopped physically
Enduring the well known battle that ceases to surrender
Although faint and weary, you fight
Conjuring strength from hero's past, shedding life blood on your blade, innocent or guilty
Nearing light proves progress that can't be reached, but only in a dream...

When darkness falls somber thoughts take residence in your mind holding your attention hostage
Threating your emotions to do their bidding for countless hours as they point and stare while you die a little each time
Tears glide down your cheeks feeding the pleasure darkness harbors upon you each and every night, hour after hour of antagonizing debriefing
Begging and pleading to one's prideful misery is no match to be won
The vines that bind you grip tightly retaining your hearts contents
Gutting your insides so that your smiles can't be seen, your laughter can't be heard
Outward appearance is a blank page with no color
Constant battles faught between good and evil with no victory to celebrate
Standing is a forced action to carry out the bare minimum of daily function

*Darkness contains you once again in a mid-somber nights dream derailing your hopes of peacefulness

Evenings red sunset approaching the mountains horizon
Nature's serene breeze skipping through your hair
Above sea level air filling your lungs with beauty
Majestic view is breath taking
everyone stops and stares
Mother nature on its best behavior
Rewarding earths sacrifices

A year has past, ghosts and goblins approaching fast
Soon the streets will be filled with trick or treaters looking for candy
Every door bell rung is quite dandy
A night where souls are set free, they roam among the highest tree
Pumpkins in many lawns carved spooky and funny, one looks like a bunny
As the night comes to and end, and the spirits are laid back to rest
You can ensure tonight was the best

Living things touch us, embrace us,
Like the warmth of a mothers love.
Holding ever so tightly as to hold you from the wind of a cyclone.
The beauty of her Majesty is known, her voice never heard.
The spirit of her love spreads as wild flowers in an open field
Bright as gods own rays put upon the land.
Our moves are known before our knowledge, and our thoughts before there thought.
The spirit of the unknown guides us through the unknown.

A broken heart knows no peace, belonging becomes a feeling in the distance.
A soul turns grey and looks of ash. So very fragile if disturbed it will crumble.
Once caught by the swirl of the wind its gone forever. And forever it will be searched by its owners hollow body. Looking to be whole again it knows no rest until its found.
Emptiness must become full again, someway, somehow.
Years go by as if never seen or noticed and now the hollow body becomes old, frail and weak.
Ridden by pain and stretched skin hanging from thin bones.
Now comes time to accept what is,  will remain. The fire sizzled out long ago in this withered body. Now awaiting to be laid low in a dark bed that's hears no sound and sees no light. Hope returns as then peace will be found in the heart that now lies to rest.

The scent of disappointment lingers
In the
Air
From our last encounter
Echoes of disgruntled voices pierce
The dark inside of
Me
The days when we climaxed were
Heaven on
Earth
But that didn't come along
Often
We drifted miles apart
Barely remembing who we were
And what we could have
Been
Even those days are now
Gone
Rusted memories slowly fading into
The past
While we still break down in
The present
Together was impossible
You can't love when love isn't
Wanted
Dreams are all you have left, a place you
Stay often
Where the sun still shines
And the stars come out to greet
You

When the dreams are over, the pain
Arrives
It wears out its welcome onto two deserving
People
Where hell is your
Heaven
And heaven doesn't
Exsist
Coinciding somehow, but meer entities sharing
A place called
Home
Even the lights have become dim
As to set the somber
Mood
Of the hurt that never ends
You feel yourself slip away a little
More each day
But you still
Dream
Of how it could've been

Echos of screaming entities
Illuminating
Inside
memories
That swirl inside
My shattered
Mind
Every wall that surrounds
Me slowly closes
In until it
Becomes
One with
Me
Complete disconnect of
All that is
Real
And reality
Has
Transformed
Into
Insanity
My soul bellows
Out into
The
Hazy
Fog
That ive
Become
Lost in an unbreakable
Maze
Thats wishes to
Consume
Me
My body
Lies a
Mangled
Mess
To the
Dismay of
Angels
A smile upon a
Charity
Case
That doesn't smile
Back
Rusty chains ******
My wrists
As the dark lord
Drags me
Into
Hell

The morning fog rests upon my face As delicate as a butterfly flutters his wings. Moving ever so lightly,
Seeking an unknown territory.
Everything remains but a mystery, as the dark painted trees tell a tale.
The silence is howling familiar sounds of previous passer by's as they left silent stories untold.
            The air feels like breathe upon my neck, searching my inner most secrets one by one.
Plucking them like feathers from a bird, they are caught in a swelling breeze.
The shadows Protecting them like a lioness protecting her cubs.
They are forever held and forever safe in the army of shadows.

Selfishness is such a root evil
It offers no
Security
Only undeserved punishment
Many nights lying in bed
Crying yourself to
Sleep
While the other sits high
On a 14 carrot gold
Thrown
Tossing bread crumbs your
Way with
Haste
Your life such a dreadful
Mess
Left confused and searching for some
Abandoned truth
There is no such thing
Anymore
Pouring your heart into a glass
Already filled
With rage
Just in time for
Your
Arrival
Living a shallow exsistance
Never able to please
The
Piper
Only to suffer more relentless
Hell bent
Crucifixion
At the hand of the one
Who's
Perfect
The sun doesn't exist
In hell
Only deep pitted flames to cast
Pain in the greatest
Glory
Of the one
Who loved with no
Convictions
Erasing laughter and
Casting
Tears
Upon the queen you
Chose
Lacing the air with nails that pierce the
Lucky
Recipient
And the blood shall
Pour
Onto the shallow
Grave you call
Home

Now that you sleep with wings
my tears fall remembering...

your voice returns from the past
and there you are again...

I say goodbye with a heavy heart
and days ahead of me, to march
with your memory...

i say farewell... and bless you
as you float above the world
less gone...

Scorned words broken
On your floor of
Glass
Cutting like a machete
In an overgrown
Rainforest
As the rain trickles
Off my
Back
A lost soul
Roaming the world
Aimlessly, lacking
Greatness, never instilled
Riddled with
Wonder of
What a father
Is
Only left with what
He
Isn't
Lost the game
Of love
But won
Solitude
In it's
Realist form
Living the reality
Of
A cruel world
With a heavy
Chip
A solider
Trained most
Inhumane
Having left with
No choice
Surviving is
Life's game
You live or
You die
Bleakness in sight
Of nowhere
In particular
Just knowing
Your always
Somewhere
Short
Of a dream

The leaves die in fall
Well, we can't have it all
Preparing for a scolding blizzard
I wish I knew a magic wizard
Rushing through life's winding streets
Now that I think about it, I love sweets
Aiming for the loot in the sky
It drifts farther away as I walk by
The world is a wondrous place
We must not act with haste
Always keep your eye on the prize
As to not miss an opportunity and fall to your demise

Embrace our confusion to what God dosent know. Allow our souls a union of uncharted chanting to unknown languages. Our bodies are but shells of walking corpses guided by blindness into the eternal darkness. Not knowing of our blessing or our curse. Visions of past lives are of the present in which we stand. Leading with eyes wide shut as the world follows me into nothingness.

As swiftly as the tide rolls upon the shore
      To restore it's ripples of beauty, it
             Retracts allowing all to see how
                   Beautiful life is when they're
                          Together.
Without the water, the sand would be corse and brittle, easily broken.

Without the sand, water would have no *purpose in life.

Water falls through the cracks of her rough life
Waves of leaves dancing in the dry air as she wanders hopelessly
Lost in a blackened forest where life cant be sustained, hardened soil lusting for rain while withering away
The beauty of a rose garden now a faded memory among broken glass
Grey clouds hover above, never parting way to the sun's beauty, sentencing a soul to infinite sadness
Direction misplaced somewhere along the way, disoriented to normalcy where her mind once was
Fading into the background almost ceasing to exsist, but somehow fitting in perfectly

When the butterflies have all flown away
And your
Hearts
At
Bay
The scent that drove you wild
Has grown
Muffled
And
Mild
When the intimacy never comes around
Things are
Flying
South
Bound
The days turn to weeks since you've spoken
Its obvious
Things
Are
Broken
When complements become rare
The bond
Becomes
Bare
When strangers care more about you
It's time
To
Say
Goodbye
Boo

Night is among us, the world becomes still.
               Like a calm before the storm.
The moon shows her beauty, her feminine curves wow us as we admire.
The sky looks of magical colors, some light, some dark, and they are woven together like a Quilt telling a story of generations
                     Passed on.
The air speaks to us, in a voice as soft as silk, and sweet as a rose.
To whom listens, its only for you.
                       Only you.

Humans are sensitive beings, having the ability to feel every touch of our surrounding's, and in sadness feeling the blood drip from shards of our broken hearts.
The only way you don't feel is if you choose not to...
Sympathy lives in all of us
Perhaps that's why we all fuss
Everyone wants to be heard every now and then
And the world acts like its the ultimate sin!
There must be a reason were born with voices
God knows this place is full of choices
Judgment lies on the faces of people who walk by
Makes me say "oh my my"
We all have the right to be who we want to be
So why is it such a crime to be me?
Seems to me everything is a crime these days
The world should rethink its ways
In the end all we really want is to be loved right?
But I suppose that's just day and night

I hear the echos of
A snide
Tongue
While you
Say
I love
You
The worst times
Reside in
Your last
Words
The air acts as
A knife
That cuts with
Each movement
I
Take
A darkened tone
Fills the space
I stand
That the light
Never
Touches
A place where
Right isn't
Practiced
Enough
And wrong is
Always
Right there
Emotions grow weary
With each
Failing
And I can go
No
More
Im motionless
A victom of
A
Similiar past
That haunts
My every
Movement
Insanity grasps my
Reluctant
Defeat
Of something
That seems like a
Dream
Except my eyes
Are open
And im very
Much
Alive

When you discover something new together, it's like falling in love all over again

"As a young lost little girl
Didn't look like nobody
Difference of skin color
Different beliefs
Wished for a future to the Sky's
Limit
But was told I wasn't good
Enough
Wasn't pretty enough
Hair is to dark
My race is *****
In an environment of pales
I never had a chance
Was always portrayed in a funny
Way
Nobody spoke to me, I literally wasn't
There
Invisible as the black sheep
In an all white field
Never knew what self esteem
Was, never heard things like
Good job or I'm proud of you
The mud below my bare feet
Is where my place was
Never remember holding
My head up, I was alone
Nobody to fight for
Me
Smoke filled homes almost
Took my life before i even
Had a chance to grow
Up
Everything was always hazy
I never knew what was to come
Or if I would see another day
Falling into a deep dark place
That has took
Me down in my
Adult days
Watching every minute on
The clock roll
By
Looking at movies over
And over praying for some
Rest
But it rarely comes
Its become a stranger
My best friend
Consuming my way of
Life
Living is like being in
Prision
Same walls every day
My world is minute,
Microscopic you might
Say
I'm falling fast
Pain has caught me now
Stabbing me, trapping me
Holding me hostage
But the price is to high
For freedom
Walking has become a
Luxury
Eating is like a
Sin
My room has become my
Home
All the other rooms have
Disapeared
To the right I allow
Myself to see a small
Piece of light
Sometimes i feel like I've already
Walked into the
Light"