My beloved Troll Princess,
You are so weird,
But I love you anyways.
You can be annoying at times,
But that's your job.
You make me laugh,
You send me dumb memes,
And questionable Tik Toks.
You are truly the one and only.

Tearing up my skin,
Shattering my mind,
This battle I can’t win,
War is never kind.

Breaking my bones,
Shredding my soul,
I want to go home,
The skirmish taking its toll.

Snapping my patience,
Bending reality,
The battle is intense,
The truth hard to see.

I want God to win my soul,
The devil is a stinken troll.

I don’t know how to love myself,
When I hate myself so much.
I’d lock myself up in a cell,
Lose the key and such.

Don't you dare mourn for me,
I know you never cared,
You left me hanging on a tree,
Say "I love you" You never dared.

Don't you dare mourn for me,
You never loved me anyway,
I loved you and that's the "tea",
These words I needed to say.

Don't you dare mourn for me,
All I was, was loyal,
I wish you could've finally seen,
Now I'm six feet under soil.

Please don't mourn,
I sometimes wish I were never born.

I want you to come home,
I don't like that you're away.
I don't want to be alone,
For you, I'll wait for that day...

When you WILL come home.
I'll say "Hello, dear brother!",
Because I won't be dressed in black,
And have to comfort our grieving mother.

When you come home,
I'll give you a big hug, and a kiss,
I won't anymore be alone,
And you won't have to be longer missed.

I love you my twin brother,
Please come back to me and mother.

Put down the knife,
Untie the noose,
Don't end your life,
This battle you can't lose.

Put down the gun,
Don't take the pills,
Dying isn't fun,
This isn't God's will.

Don't take the fall,
Don't listen to the lies,
Don't lose it all,
Don't say goodbye.

People would miss you,
It's God you should turn to.

If I have wings,
They're broken.
If I have a halo,
It's cracked.
If I have a white robe,
It is blood splattered.
If I am loved,
I don't feel it.
I'm no angel.